The realization of what she had done hit her the second she got home. Damn him, she thought. He had played off her emotions. She hated everything about him, and just willingly did something she had never thought she would do randomly, in a school bathroom, and without a relationship. And she certainly didn't want a relationship with this… rapist. She lay on the floor of her room, her cheek pressed against the cold floor. She heard singing, a cheerful tune sung happily as Lorelei entered the house, and "Honey, I'm home" came her giddy voice. Rory wanted to run into her mother's arms and tell her everything, and for her to hold her like she had when she had been a child. But Rory knew she was grown up now. And especially now, she couldn't just yell "Rape" and get everybody's sympathies, now she couldn't ever tell, because then everybody would know about the time she did it willingly.
Detention: Day 1
Rory sulked into the classroom, detention definitely wasn't something she was used to. Brent slid into the desk next to her and said, "the bathroom was fun, but on the teacher's desk would be even better." She pretended not to hear him. A old bald teacher checked them in, instructed them to be quiet and left to find some food in the teacher's lounge. Rory enthralled herself in "Of Men and Mice" and tried to ignore her companion. Brent put his hand on her back and then started running his fingers through her silky hair. "J-J-Just don't touch me Brent." He smiled and started massaging her neck, "That's not what you said yesterday, was it? Wouldn't it suck for you if you're loverboy found out?" Rory glared at him, "you wouldn't do that." He smiled, "The hell I wouldn't. And if you don't do what I tell you, he will." Rory, "Brent, that's over." Brent smiled meanly, "Rory, babe, it's only the beginning."
Brent took her hand after detention and led her to his car. She couldn't believe she was complying, but what was she going to do? Brent was certainly vicious enough to tell Jess about the time in the bathroom. She hated him for it, but she just had to do what he said. Sooner or later he'd get sick of it, so she'd just do whatever he said for now. Brent smiled on the inside. Rory was his, and she knew it. She had no other options, and Brent could get whatever he wanted. He drove her to his house and she walked sullenly inside. The house itself wasn't that big, but it was nicely furnished. He pushed her down on the couch. Rory played along. She rolled over on top of him and unzipped his pants. He dropped her skirt off of her and for the second time in 2 days the chilton sweater fell to the ground. A little bit later Brent drove Rory back to Chilton and she went home. The phone rang almost immediately, it was Jess. Rory tried to act normal and happy, but she couldn't. She was her rapist's bitch, and her boyfriend was just being comforting and perfect. She asked him to come watch movies with her. When he got there they lay on the couch watching movies. The were just making out, but Jess felt like he had the ok to go ahead. So Rory had sex on a couch for the second time that night. Afterwards Jess kissed her and whispered in her ear, "I love you. I know you must love me because you've given me something special, your virginity."
