See look, I promised that it would not take me long to get the next
chapter…I may run and hide, but I never tell a lie *he he he sound familiar
=^.^=* Oh yeah, just a note this part is partly a song-fic…so anyone who
knows the song Innocent by Fuel I am sure you will like this part (or at
least I hope). And for everyone who has read this story previously Heero is
not ten, he is meant to be seventeen, I am not sure what was going through
that mess that I call a brain when I uploaded this chapter the first time.
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About halfway through the move Heero looked next to him, slightly startled by a strange noise, and his heart broke in half at what he saw. Hilde was snuggled up against Duo, both caught in a passionate kiss How could I have been so stupid, I was a blind fool to ever think that Duo could ever possibly have feelings for me…and Hilde, how could she be so cruel to me…she knew all along that I had feelings for Duo but she never told me." He watched them a second, and for the first time since his mother had died twelve years ago on his fourth birthday…he cried. He quickly got up from his seat and fled the theater, leaving Hilde with a satisfied smirk on her face that she quickly hid from Duo, and the braided teen sitting there staring after the Japanese boy. Why does it hurt so much to see him like that…it's almost like now that I have seen him cry once I never want to see him do it again…I want him to always be happy. He shook that thought from his head, Plus I though Hilde told him that we were going out…what was it that bothered him so much. He sighed and settled back down in his seat, but when Hilde tried to kiss him again he just sat there refusing her offer…somehow seeing the boy flee from them like that had struck a cord deep in his heart; a place that no one had ever really touched.
Duo sighed as he got in his car to drive home, turning on his CD- player
// Satan, you know where I lie
Gently I go into that good night
All out lives get complicated
Search for pleasure overrated
Never armed our souls
For what the future would hold
When we were innocent//
Why does this have to be so difficult, I mean I like Hilde and all…but if I do why does that Japanese boy affect me so much? He sighed and idly twirled the end of his braid as he stopped at a stoplight.
//Angels lend me your might
Forfeit all my lives to get just one right
All those colors long since faded
All our smiles confiscated
Never were we told
We'd been bought and sold
When we were innocent//
As the traffic light turned green he drove on, still lost in thought. All his life things had never been easy for him, and just once he wanted to do things right…his smile and easy laugh never came as easy as people had though. All I have ever wanted was to do something right, and to have just one person who was able to drag me from this lie that I had been living…to give me a chance to truly smile.
//This prayer is for me tonight
This far down that line and still ain't got it right
And while confessions not yet stated
Our next sin is contemplated
Never did we know
What the future would hold
And that we'd been bought and sold
We were innocent//
He was pulling into the parking lot where his apartment was located as his song came to and end, I desperately hope that I am doing the right thing and I don't regret the decision that I am about to make.
Heero ran into his house once he reached it, and ran to his room collapsing onto his bed, and crying. I don't understand this…I haven't cried for six years and now one person that I swore I would never let myself fall for has managed to help me more than make up all of those years of not crying.
"Where have you been?" a rough voice said from his door. Heero looked up, and winced when he saw his father standing there, "Well, I asked you a question and I expect an answer"
" I was at the library studying," he lied, knowing that if he told his father where he really had been things could get even worse, and he really didn't feel like digging himself into a deeper hole than he was already in.
"Hmm…well I just wanted to tell you that we are having some guests over in two days, and I want the house spotless, and oh yes make sure that you are home by two o'clock."
"But father I can not get out of school that early, I will get in trouble."
" Those are my orders, and if they are not followed exactly then there will be hell to pay," and with that said, his father turned on his heels and walked away. Heero sighed and lay back on his bed and once again let his tears fall.
That day at school he was careful to avoid everyone and he kept his eyes downcast, speaking only when was absolutely necessary. Finally gym came, and he made sure to wait till most of the class had already gone up to the gym before entering the locker room to change. Suddenly he felt himself pressed up against the lockers, and warm lips descending on his. He looked up in shock, only to fine a pair of passionate violet eyes locked with his, and then they were gone leaving Heero with only a glimpse of chestnut colored hair. What just happened, I must be dreaming…he he just kissed me, but why…
After kissing Heero Duo retreated to the bathroom Why did I just do that, I meant to just talk to him…but I kissed him…and strangest of all it felt so right, I have never felt anything like that with Hilde or anyone else for that matter. He looked up as the door to the bathroom opened, revealing a slightly confused Japanese boy,
"Why…" he asked, bringing his fingers to his lips. Duo looked at him a minute, and immediately felt himself get lost in the pain-filled Prussian eyes. After that moment he knew that he never wanted to let the boy standing before him go…he wanted to be the one who was there when Heero needed to cry, to comfort him after a bad dream, tell him that it was alright after he had a bad day.
"I love you," he whispered, "As soon as I saw you leave the theater yesterday I knew that I had fallen for an angel that had fallen from the heavens into my arms, and that I was a fool for not seeing it sooner." Heero looked at him a moment, a single tear falling from his eyes, and it felt as if he was watching this whole surreal moment from somewhere else,
"What about Hilde?" he heard himself ask.
"I broke up with her as soon as I got home…I told her that I was in love with an angel, and that I never wanted to see that angel cry again.
"You…you love me" Heero whispered unbelievingly. Duo smiled, and stood from where he had been sitting on the bathroom floor and once again brought his lips to the Prussian eyed teens,
"Meet me at the park tonight at eight o'clock," Duo said, walking out of the bathroom, "And I love you baby."
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About halfway through the move Heero looked next to him, slightly startled by a strange noise, and his heart broke in half at what he saw. Hilde was snuggled up against Duo, both caught in a passionate kiss How could I have been so stupid, I was a blind fool to ever think that Duo could ever possibly have feelings for me…and Hilde, how could she be so cruel to me…she knew all along that I had feelings for Duo but she never told me." He watched them a second, and for the first time since his mother had died twelve years ago on his fourth birthday…he cried. He quickly got up from his seat and fled the theater, leaving Hilde with a satisfied smirk on her face that she quickly hid from Duo, and the braided teen sitting there staring after the Japanese boy. Why does it hurt so much to see him like that…it's almost like now that I have seen him cry once I never want to see him do it again…I want him to always be happy. He shook that thought from his head, Plus I though Hilde told him that we were going out…what was it that bothered him so much. He sighed and settled back down in his seat, but when Hilde tried to kiss him again he just sat there refusing her offer…somehow seeing the boy flee from them like that had struck a cord deep in his heart; a place that no one had ever really touched.
Duo sighed as he got in his car to drive home, turning on his CD- player
// Satan, you know where I lie
Gently I go into that good night
All out lives get complicated
Search for pleasure overrated
Never armed our souls
For what the future would hold
When we were innocent//
Why does this have to be so difficult, I mean I like Hilde and all…but if I do why does that Japanese boy affect me so much? He sighed and idly twirled the end of his braid as he stopped at a stoplight.
//Angels lend me your might
Forfeit all my lives to get just one right
All those colors long since faded
All our smiles confiscated
Never were we told
We'd been bought and sold
When we were innocent//
As the traffic light turned green he drove on, still lost in thought. All his life things had never been easy for him, and just once he wanted to do things right…his smile and easy laugh never came as easy as people had though. All I have ever wanted was to do something right, and to have just one person who was able to drag me from this lie that I had been living…to give me a chance to truly smile.
//This prayer is for me tonight
This far down that line and still ain't got it right
And while confessions not yet stated
Our next sin is contemplated
Never did we know
What the future would hold
And that we'd been bought and sold
We were innocent//
He was pulling into the parking lot where his apartment was located as his song came to and end, I desperately hope that I am doing the right thing and I don't regret the decision that I am about to make.
Heero ran into his house once he reached it, and ran to his room collapsing onto his bed, and crying. I don't understand this…I haven't cried for six years and now one person that I swore I would never let myself fall for has managed to help me more than make up all of those years of not crying.
"Where have you been?" a rough voice said from his door. Heero looked up, and winced when he saw his father standing there, "Well, I asked you a question and I expect an answer"
" I was at the library studying," he lied, knowing that if he told his father where he really had been things could get even worse, and he really didn't feel like digging himself into a deeper hole than he was already in.
"Hmm…well I just wanted to tell you that we are having some guests over in two days, and I want the house spotless, and oh yes make sure that you are home by two o'clock."
"But father I can not get out of school that early, I will get in trouble."
" Those are my orders, and if they are not followed exactly then there will be hell to pay," and with that said, his father turned on his heels and walked away. Heero sighed and lay back on his bed and once again let his tears fall.
That day at school he was careful to avoid everyone and he kept his eyes downcast, speaking only when was absolutely necessary. Finally gym came, and he made sure to wait till most of the class had already gone up to the gym before entering the locker room to change. Suddenly he felt himself pressed up against the lockers, and warm lips descending on his. He looked up in shock, only to fine a pair of passionate violet eyes locked with his, and then they were gone leaving Heero with only a glimpse of chestnut colored hair. What just happened, I must be dreaming…he he just kissed me, but why…
After kissing Heero Duo retreated to the bathroom Why did I just do that, I meant to just talk to him…but I kissed him…and strangest of all it felt so right, I have never felt anything like that with Hilde or anyone else for that matter. He looked up as the door to the bathroom opened, revealing a slightly confused Japanese boy,
"Why…" he asked, bringing his fingers to his lips. Duo looked at him a minute, and immediately felt himself get lost in the pain-filled Prussian eyes. After that moment he knew that he never wanted to let the boy standing before him go…he wanted to be the one who was there when Heero needed to cry, to comfort him after a bad dream, tell him that it was alright after he had a bad day.
"I love you," he whispered, "As soon as I saw you leave the theater yesterday I knew that I had fallen for an angel that had fallen from the heavens into my arms, and that I was a fool for not seeing it sooner." Heero looked at him a moment, a single tear falling from his eyes, and it felt as if he was watching this whole surreal moment from somewhere else,
"What about Hilde?" he heard himself ask.
"I broke up with her as soon as I got home…I told her that I was in love with an angel, and that I never wanted to see that angel cry again.
"You…you love me" Heero whispered unbelievingly. Duo smiled, and stood from where he had been sitting on the bathroom floor and once again brought his lips to the Prussian eyed teens,
"Meet me at the park tonight at eight o'clock," Duo said, walking out of the bathroom, "And I love you baby."