I'm standing here outside your door;
I hate to wake you up to say good-bye.
But the dawn is breakin';
It's early morn;
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn;
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.
So kiss me and smile for me;
Tell me that you'll wait for me;
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane;
Don't know when I'll be back again;
Oh; babe; I hate to go.
The daylight dawned: For most inhabitants it was a perfectly normal morning.
Most families were sitting together in the kitchen while they enjoyed their
breakfast. There were children running through houses and mothers who were
yelling after them. However in one single house, in Ottery St. Catchpole,
tension was high. Hermione knew perfectly well that it would be Ron who would
have to leave her. She was standing in the kitchen when Ron entered the
room.
"Oh, morning." Hermione answered while she turned away from her husband. She
hoped that he didn't see the wet lines on her face, where her tears had run
down only a few minutes ago. She also hoped that he didn't realize how
harsh her voice was. She then wiped over her cheeks. She really hoped that this
little gesture would dry her face. "I just woke up myself an hour ago, and I
thought that I would surprise you with breakfast." But Ron realized her play.
He just loved her way too much to not see how sad she was. He went behind her
and took her into his arms. He sighed deeply before he forced her to face
him. Hermione hadn't done a good job. Her face was still tear-stricken. Now,
she tried to keep her head down, but Ron lifted her chin and looked directly
into her puffy eyes. "Hermione, I know it's hard, but we'll go through it." She
just nodded before she laid her head on his shoulder. She closed her
eyes and dreamed herself away. Just like she did when they first danced and
Voldemort's power was higher then ever. If her man had to leave her, she was
sure that she wanted at least to enjoy the last hours with Ron.
So many times I've played around;
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Ev'ry place I go I'll think of you;
Ev'ry song I sing I'll sing for you;
When I come back I'll bring your wedding ring.
So kiss me and smile for me;
Tell me that you'll wait for me;
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane;
Don't know when I'll be back again;
Oh; babe; I hate to go.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
A few miles away the Potters were sitting at their little kitchen table.
Actually, Harry and Ginny hadn't slept much the last night. They had talked
most of the night, embraced in each other's arms. And they both knew that they
would be able to handle this situation. Ginny was feeding her little son and
Harry watched the two people who meant his life. He knew that Ginny would be
able to go on with her life. At least-he hoped so; that if, if anything
would happen to him and Ron. On the other hand, Ginny had explained very
convincingly why she should go with him and not Ron. And deep in his heart he
knew that he wanted to take her with him. But there was still the knowledge
that he didn't want Joshua to grow up as an orphan-just like him.
"Harry?" the voice of his pretty wife brought him back to reality.
"I just told you-at least ten times-that we have to go if we want to arrive in
time," She told him. Harry could say by the way she looked at him, that she
wanted to be late. That she wanted to lock them into their house and never
leave it, but both knew that it was just wishful thinking.
"Okay Gin, let's go then." He said while his lips switched to a little smile.
Sure, it was fake, but he wanted to give her support.
When they were actually standing by the fireplace, Ginny took a little breeze
of Floo powder and was in the process of throwing it into the flames when Harry
caught her wrist.
"Ginny, wait.." he stopped, his breathing was fast and low.
"What, Harry?" Ginny looked worried. "Is something wrong?"
Joshua has watched the scene in Harry's arms. He didn't look very interested in
the declaration of love, which his parents had just made. Harry and Ginny
leaned forward and wanted to share one kiss, just when Joshua got annoyed and
started to cry very loud. "Perfect timing." Harry said, a little disappointed,
but he hugged his son anyway, and let Ginny's wrist go. "It's time." Ginny
repeated and shot the powder into the fireplace. A few minutes later they had
left their house.
Now the time has come to leave you;
One more time let me kiss you;
Then close your eyes I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone;
About the times I won't have to say:
Kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me;
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane;
Don't know when I'll be back again;
Oh; babe; I hate to go.
I'm leavin' on a jet plane;
Don't know when I'll be back again;
Oh; babe; I hate to go.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"Hello, you two." Hermione greeted her best friends, just before she hugged
them tightly. They were silent while they walked through the aisles. Just
Joshua was babbling with joy. Suddenly Ginny heard something that made her
heart jump. "Dada." She looked at her little son who was looking very proud
of himself, at his father, and again the word reached her ear. Harry stopped
also in his tracks. He looked astonished, and was sure that he felt a little
tear in his eye. "Ginny, he said it." Harry told her, while he hugged his son.
Just one month ago Joshua said for the first time "mum," and they were so proud
of little Joshua. And for a minute or so the four friends forgot about the
mission or the nightmares. They were full in 'the rivers of joy'. But after
what seemed to be just a second they came back to reality. When they went on,
Harry knew that with every hour it would get harder to leave his beloved family
behind. He laid an arm around Ginny's waist when they entered the office.
again. "It's not easy, I can tell you. However, I have made my decision."
He sighed deeply. "So when do Harry and I leave?" Ron asked his voice a little
shaken. Still he hoped that this was an idiotic nightmare and his alarm clock
would wake him up any second. But it didn't happen. He felt his strong arm
resting on Hermione's shoulder. He caressed her with his fingers. He wanted to
send all of his love to her in this little touch. Meanwhile, Ginny was glaring
at her brother. Okay, they all knew that he was going, but where was the reason
that he had to rub it under her nose? There was none, he could at least wait
till Dumbledore said it.
"Mr. Weasley," the Professor said, "ah, actually, you aren't going," he closed
the statement.
She was caught between joy and feeling guilty. Now it was obvious who was going
and she was not sure if she liked it.
Ginny was also caught in a problematic situation. Sure she wanted to go with
Harry, but was that fair to Joshua? Leave her son behind for some action? But
then she realized something that she had forgotten in the last minutes: She
wasn't going for fun, for an ego-trip, she was going on a
"Professor, but why Harry and Ginny? Do you think you could explain your
choice?" Their former headmaster just nodded and started his explanation. "It
was really no easy choice. When you left yesterday, I started to think about
the whole thing. And to be honest, first of all I thought that Ron and Harry
should go, because there is little Joshua. But after a few hours I realized
that it was not my best decision. And here it goes: If the two men went back in
time and something would happen, two families would be destroyed. Two children
would have to grow up without a father." He sighed deeply. Obviously he was in
pain. "And when Harry and Ginny go, which is now fact, and something should
happen, there is just one child without parents." Ron looked very shocked at
his former headmaster. Yes, he was right, but since when was he such a
pessimist, and so cold? Hermione frowned at the thought of an accident. 'What
should I tell him? Mom and Dad died when they tried to rescue Ron and my child?'
Ginny seemed to know exactly what bothered Hermione, because she laid her hand
on Hermione's shoulder, and smiled reassuringly. The four friends were positive
that nothing would, or better should happen.
"Okay," Harry spoke for the first time in a long period, "when do we leave?"
"We have to do a lot of things and in order to that, I think in a week or
so." Professor Dumbledore explained, "Because there are a few problems."
"Like what?" Ron snapped, obviously he was losing his temper. He really wanted
to hear a few answers.
"WHAT?" Ron shouted. "No way. Neither Ginny nor Harry will go back in time with
only a temporary time turner, giving them what? Three time-turns?"
"To be exact: two." Dumbledore corrected the young man. He silenced the growing
protest with a movement of his hand.
"Percy is such a jerk," Ron said angrily.
with Percy in a very 'brotherly' fashion, just later. So he went silent again,
and watched his sister who was hugging his nephew. There were still
doubts in his mind. He wasn't convinced that it was the best that Ginny was
going, but on the other hand he was relieved that he could stay in Hermione's
sight, and could give her moral support. The voice of Professor Dumbledore
brought him back to reality.
told her. Hermione blushed furiously and nodded. She was about to leave the
office, but Professor Dumbledore showed her that she should stay a little while
longer. "Ron, you'll have to do a little research of the clothes that were worn
in the late middle age," He explained further. Ron also nodded although he
wasn't happy about the extra time in the library. "Yes and last but not
least: Harry and Ginny. First of all, you two will have to learn how to ride a
horse, or drive a cart. And we have to change your appearance a bit." he
closed. When the Professor had finished his explanation he handed Hermione a
map, with a few sheets of paper in it. So Hermione had a few corner-dates,
timetables and so on. Dumbelore asked Hermione and Ron to take Joshua to Madam
Pince. So Ron picked the little boy up, and they left the office. When they
were gone, the Professor faced Harry and Ginny again.
And a few minutes later they were on their way.
A week later:
Again they were sitting in the little office that was Professor Dumbledore's.
The last week everybody had been absorbed with his or her duty. And today was
the final day. Hermione has worked out the exact number of turns that were
necessary. Ron had spent most of the last week looking for the perfect clothes
and he had found them, now it was up to Harry and Ginny to wear them. There
were no worries at this point. It had also shown that Ginny and Harry were
naturals. They really knew by heart now, how to ride a hoarse. "The plan is
clear?" Professor Dumbledore asked his former students. They just nodded and so
he continued. "Then it's time. Harry, Ginny I think you should go and change.
Professor McGonagall will help Ginny, and Professor Snape will help Harry."
The two of them stood up and left the office, leaving behind a rather
nervous Hermione and Ron. Little Joshua was sleeping in the cradle next to the
big wooden desk. The tension had risen in the last days and was on the breaking
point. It was impossible to stay cool near one of the included people.
"Harry, Ginny please be careful. We don't want to lose you." Hermione said,
while she felt that new tears were welling up. Ron hugged Ginny and Harry
good-bye and wished them luck. At last Harry and Ginny knelt down to the
sleeping Joshua. They kissed him lightly at his forehead and caressed his
check. "We love you, never forget." Ginny whispered into the ear of the little
child. Then they stood up and went in the middle of the room. Harry
laid a long silver chain around Ginny and his neck. For a last time he looked
back at Hermione and Ron. "Everything will be all right". He said to them.
Then he looked into the brown eyes of Ginny. Okay, here we go, He told her
before he kissed her passionately.
Disclaimer: Okay, we had this already. Characters accept Joshua and the
McGillberts belong to J.K. Rowling. The plot is mine. The song belongs to
somebody else, too. But don't ask me. I already have two different versions, so
I have no clue, just thought that it would fit.
