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III
Tasuki
By Ryuuen
Warning: Tasuki-language. What I'd like to call implied shounen-ai but there really isn't any. Oh yeah, YUKIYASHA DEN SPOILERS!
(Yukiyasha Den is the manga that explains Nuri-chan's past)
Disclaimer: It's so hard to think up creative disclaimers! Let's just feel safe in the assumption that since my name isn't Watase Yu, that I don't own Fushigi Yuugi.
A/N: Yup! Another chapter! This time it's Tasuki's turn. And since I am a HUGE Nuri/Tas fan, I'd like to think that there's some shounen-ai in this.. sadly there isn't. Why can't I write this stuff decently??
REACTIONS III- TASUKI
I just... can't believe it. Why him? WHY!?!
This is all... fucking unbelievable.. he was so fucking strong.. well, most of the time, anyway. Sometimes... sometimes he was so fucking needing that it hurt.. so.. fragile and hurt... like he could be broken by just a touch. I don't think anyone else really saw that except for me. Then again, we were close. He was like, I dunno, a brother or something. He was always there. I knew nothing would happen to me because I knew that he wouldn't let it happen.
But he'd get in these... "moods", he called 'em, where he'd get so sad, an' he'd start talking about his sister, and how much he missed her and Rokou. He told me all about them, and about himself, too. How he started dressing like a girl for Kourin. How he entered the harem to fulfill Byakuren's dying wish. How much he hated Miaka when he first met her, and how now all he wanted to do was protect her and make sure that she and Tamahome were together and happy. How devestated he was when we failed the ceremony. How the other harem ladies teased and hurt him because of his long deception. And I listened. It tore me apart inside to see so much sadness fall to such a good person, but there wasn't anything I could do, yanno? Just listen, and be a good friend to him, so that when he needs someone to talk to, he'll know that I'm there for him.
Only now I can't be.. because he's gone. And gods, I know it woulda broken his heart to see any o' the rest of us go, but... why him? Why now? Why does anyone hafta die?
Seiryu better watch out now. They killed one of ours.
I'm gonna kill all of them.
~*Owari*~
A/N: This is the first one that I added to in the typing process. Originally I didn't recount what Nuriko told Tasuki about in his "moods" other than how much he missed Kourin and Rokou. And man, doesn't Tasuki sound homicidal-psychopathic in the end there? But hey, he has his reasons. That was his lov-- *gets smacked by Tasuki* beeeesssttt freind, there. *glare* Anyway, please review! Next up, Tamahome!
III
Tasuki
By Ryuuen
Warning: Tasuki-language. What I'd like to call implied shounen-ai but there really isn't any. Oh yeah, YUKIYASHA DEN SPOILERS!
(Yukiyasha Den is the manga that explains Nuri-chan's past)
Disclaimer: It's so hard to think up creative disclaimers! Let's just feel safe in the assumption that since my name isn't Watase Yu, that I don't own Fushigi Yuugi.
A/N: Yup! Another chapter! This time it's Tasuki's turn. And since I am a HUGE Nuri/Tas fan, I'd like to think that there's some shounen-ai in this.. sadly there isn't. Why can't I write this stuff decently??
REACTIONS III- TASUKI
I just... can't believe it. Why him? WHY!?!
This is all... fucking unbelievable.. he was so fucking strong.. well, most of the time, anyway. Sometimes... sometimes he was so fucking needing that it hurt.. so.. fragile and hurt... like he could be broken by just a touch. I don't think anyone else really saw that except for me. Then again, we were close. He was like, I dunno, a brother or something. He was always there. I knew nothing would happen to me because I knew that he wouldn't let it happen.
But he'd get in these... "moods", he called 'em, where he'd get so sad, an' he'd start talking about his sister, and how much he missed her and Rokou. He told me all about them, and about himself, too. How he started dressing like a girl for Kourin. How he entered the harem to fulfill Byakuren's dying wish. How much he hated Miaka when he first met her, and how now all he wanted to do was protect her and make sure that she and Tamahome were together and happy. How devestated he was when we failed the ceremony. How the other harem ladies teased and hurt him because of his long deception. And I listened. It tore me apart inside to see so much sadness fall to such a good person, but there wasn't anything I could do, yanno? Just listen, and be a good friend to him, so that when he needs someone to talk to, he'll know that I'm there for him.
Only now I can't be.. because he's gone. And gods, I know it woulda broken his heart to see any o' the rest of us go, but... why him? Why now? Why does anyone hafta die?
Seiryu better watch out now. They killed one of ours.
I'm gonna kill all of them.
~*Owari*~
A/N: This is the first one that I added to in the typing process. Originally I didn't recount what Nuriko told Tasuki about in his "moods" other than how much he missed Kourin and Rokou. And man, doesn't Tasuki sound homicidal-psychopathic in the end there? But hey, he has his reasons. That was his lov-- *gets smacked by Tasuki* beeeesssttt freind, there. *glare* Anyway, please review! Next up, Tamahome!