"Dear Diary"

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Lady Cherry Blossom's Notes: Well this was my very first fanfic...well actually a songfic but hey, what's the difference? Anyway, this song is form Britney Spears CD called "Oops!...I Did It Again". This song is one of my favorite. You should know by now what song I used, but if not, it's called "Dear Diary". I like this song because I can relate to it and so does my character I am using in this fic. Now I don't own Clamp nor Cardcaptors so don't sue me. This fic is about one of my favorite couples (I have alot!). I hope you like my fic and I like to have feedback about them. So if you like, just send me an e-mail or something. Well enough of me talking...errr...typing...ON WITH THE SHOW!!

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"Dear Diary"

Music begins...

Dear Diary,
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away...


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Indeed I did see a boy. And he did took my breath away. Maybe because, when we met, he was glaring at me. But, we have been through so much. He has helped me a lot with the Clow Cards. I sometimes think he cares for me but then again, I remember that he came for the cards and was only helping for that reason. I just don't know anymore.


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Dear Diary,
I can't get him off my mind,
And it scares me 'cause
I've never felt this way.
No one in this world,
Knows me better than you do.
So diary, I'll confide in you.


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What is this feeling that I'm having every time I'm around him. He been so caring lately. Could he feel the same that I feel? I just can't stop thinking about him.


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Dear Diary,
Today I saw that boy.
As he walked by,
I thought he smiled at me.
And I wondered,
Does he know
What's in my heart?
I tried to smile,
But I could hardly breath


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He smiled? I thought he never smiled, but...he did and...at me. He looks better when he smiles. Maybe he likes...me..


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Should I tell him how I feel
Of would that scare him away.
Diary, tell me what to do,
Please tell me what to say.

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My best friend, Tomoyo, keeps telling me that I should tell him my feelings but...what would he do or what would he say? What if he doesn't feel the same way about me. I just don't know what to do anymore...


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Dear Diary,
One touch of his hand,
now I can't wait
To see that boy again.
He smiled and I thought
My heart could fly.

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He wanted to talk to me, so he took my hand and covered my eyes and took me to a beautiful part of the park. He let go of my hand and uncovered my eyes, then he smiled at me. We talked and walked for a while...


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Diary, do you think that
We'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling
We'll be so much more
Than friends...

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We stopped and then he looked into my eyes and said the three words I've always wanted to hear, "I love you." I just couldn't believe it. We were just friends and now...something different.
"I love you too, Syaoran..."


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So, whatcha think? Kinda corny huh? If yes, well it was my FIRST attempt, so give me some slack. I would really, really like some feedback or comments or something. I'll have my other fics posted as soon as possible. Until then... JA NE!!