Disclaimer: Just don't sue me cause I own NOTHING!! Just a little something I though of after reading some depressing eva anime..plz give me constructive criticisms. cause I know I need them badly..=)

When you are around, I force a smile onto my face

But really, I can't stop crying when I'm alone in my own place

As friends my feelings to you I cannot express

Because of your decision, it is why my emotions are suppressed

The time I spend with you I cherish deeply

And when we're apart, I think of you longingly

I hate the day when we have to go our separate ways

The reason is I don't know if we'll see each other in our remaining days

So the reason I write to you

Is because I want to tell you what I can't say to you

Which is a million times I love you

In the pouring rain I stand

Outside the house into you ran

The coldness seeping inside my bones

Yet my thoughts at the moment were of you alone

I regret telling you my feelings

Because of that, our friendship is reeling

One hour, two hours, three hours I wait

Waiting for an answer from my mate

Forlorn I turn and head toward home

Where I can cry openly and drown in my tears alone

My life has lost its meaning

Without you as my bearing

To this cruel world and my love, it seems fate was meant for us to be apart

Farewell, adieu, and sayoranna

I kiss you both goodbye