Self Hatred
Author's Note: Hi! I'm on a role for poems! Better not jinx it though...Sigh. Anyway, I like this poem! Even though I wrote it around six in the morning. I was supposed to be finishing up my book report for Social Studies...Anyone in my class knows what I'm talking about. But how did you find this?! Or did I tell you...? Never mind. I like the last four lines of this poem. It sounds like a rock/heavy metal chorus or something...Anyway; this is an angsty Peter poem! How often do you see something with him? Never! My point exactly! *Hugs him 'cause he's neglected* I should write a James poem next... Enjoy! Please review! It'd be appreciated!
Self hatred
It's a poison that brings you to your knees
Self hatred
Its kiss is fatal
Self hatred
Courses through you like blood
Self hatred
Tears up your insides
Self hatred
Is what I'm feeling now
Self hatred
It pains me
Self hatred
I'm never to see them again
Self hatred
I'm the one who killed them
Self hatred
Never to see James again
Self hatred
Never to see Lily again
Self hatred
When I die I shan't go to Heaven
Self hatred
I'm going to Hell
Self hatred
To sleep with Satan and his minions
Self hatred
I did that to Sirius
Self hatred
I put him in Azkaban
Self hatred
He's in for a crime he never committed
Self hatred
And Remus, so innocent, I did this to him!
Self hatred
It's my fault he's alone!
Self hatred
Is coursing inside of me
Self hatred
Is building up inside of me
Self hatred
Is killing me inside
Self hatred...