I also planned to put a song into the story again (it's again a song from Dido, because I love her songs so much) and I hope ya like it!
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How can I forget.........?
Chapter 4
Helen didn't know how long she has been like this. She just wanted to
cry. Cry for her, for her family, for the unborn child in her stomach.
Slowly, she tried to calm down. `Why? What have I done to deserve
a destiny like this?´ She thought bitterly and felt new tears
building up in the corner of her eyes.For some more minutes she sat on
the floor and let herself cry, before she picked herself up from the floor
and tried to stand still. Her whole world was shaking.
everything she believed in was a lie! The love of her husband was nothing
else, but a big lie!
Helen walked to the bathroom and splashed some cold water into her
face. As she looked at herself in the mirror she smiled sadly. "Look what
this woman has done to you Helen. She had destroyed you completly." She
couldn't bear looking at her face that seemed much older than ever before
and left the bathroom for their bedroom. In front of the bedroom-door she
stopped and leaned her forehead against the door and closed her eyes tiredly.
`In this room they conceived the child. They had sex and destroyed
my life forever. She slept in my bed and maybe had my nightgown one and
later I had it on my body again!´ She sighed and opened the door.
It was allready evening and the house got darker and darker by every minute
that passed by. But Helen didn't care.
She knew her bedroom so well that she would find everything everywhere
everytime in this room.
She carefully walked up to her side of the bed and looked at it. Pictures
crossed her mind. She saw the young blond woman named Sandy laying
there, naked in her husband's strong arms. They kissed each other lovingly
and his lips moved down to her neck and further down to her breast. "Oh,
Jack!!!!!" She moaned his name in delight over and over again as he caress
her body.
Helen's breathing became heavy and she felt the urge to threw up. Leaving
the persons of her fantasy, she ran to the bathroom and threw up.
Even on a day like this when you're
crawling on the floor
Reaching for the phone to ring anyone
who knows you anymore
It's all right to make mistakes,
you're only human
Inside everybody's hiding something
In front of the Albert Einstein highschool:
".... and than Mr. Parker said that he would
call Mom and Dad to ask, if I could come with him to the national baseball-camp."
Eric and the other Bennett kids met at the hall and together they left
school. "Wow, that's fantastic, Eric! But then you maybe aren't there when
our little sister is born." Meg said her twin-brother and looked up at
him. "I know and it's a really difficult decision and I......" He was interrupted
by J.D. and all four teens looked into the direction he motioned.
"Hey everyone! There's Dad!" Jack waved at his children as he noticed
them looking at him. "Mmmh!" Bunji just mumbled angrily and turned his
head away. His sibilings looked at him strangly as they walked to their
father. " What's wrong with you,Bunji? You're so strange the last weeks?"
Bunji looked at his sister and smiled. "It's nothing, Meg! I'm just wondering
what Dad is doing here!?"
"Hello my Darling! How was your day at school?" Jack hugged his daughter
tightly as she ran up to him. "It was great, Daddy! But what are you doing
here?" She asked happily as jack greeted his sons. he turned his attention
back to his daughter. His face became serious as he answered. "I'm here
to talk to you!" He turned to the boys. "To all of you!" A mysterious smile
was playing around Bunji's lips.
At the Bennett house:
The second time this day Helen washed her tears away from her burning
face. She felt much better know after she had thrown up. Although she didn't
know why she felt such relief. Suddenly her moves stopped abruptly as a
thought crossed her mind. She let the towel she was holding slipping out
of her hands and falling onto the floor as she ran into the kitchen. Arriving
in the domain of her husband, because he loved cooking, she opened every
cupboard nearly panicly.
`Where is it? Where is this damn thing!!!!!!!!!!´ She
thought frustrated and her eyes searched for the thing that could made
her thought come true.
"There it is! I finally found you!" She said proudly to herself as
she held a huge knife high above her head. It lightly shone in the moonlight.
Helen moved it back down and pressed it protectivly against her chest.
She didn't seem to notice the huge cuts her hand got from the sharp knife.
She silently walked through the dark rooms of her house and soon entering
their bedroom once more.
Now the two figueres of her imagination were sleeping peacefully in
each others arms. Helen's head moved slowly from side to side as she appeared
at the end of the bed. "They look so lucky, so peacefully and so in love.......
Why? WHy? WHY!!!!!!!!!" Helen screamed as loud as she could as she slammed
the knife down into one of Sandy's legs. Blood was floading out of the
large wound.
Jack and Sandy woke up and Sandy screamed in pain and fear as Helen
slammed the knife into their flesh. "HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME!! I HATE
YOU!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!" Helen yelled over and over again as more blood
coloured the bed-sheets red.
Staring at the same four walls, have
you tried to help yourself
The rings around your eyes they
don't hide, that you need to get some rest
It's all right to make mistakes
you're only human
Inside everybody's hiding something
take time to catch your breath and
choose your moment
At a restaurant in town:
Jack, J.D., Bunji, Meg and eric were siting at a round table. They
got their drinks some seconds ago and now they were excited about what
Jack wanted to tell them. "So what is it, Dad?" Eric asked nervously and
drank a bit of his cola. Jack looked at each of his children and then back
at his hands, which were laying on the table. Bunji looked at him with
different eyes. He couldn't forget the picture of him and Sandy kissing.
Every night he saw it in his dreams and even at day when he saw a kissing
couple they changed and looked like him and Sandy. "Yeah, Dad! Is there
anything else you did to Mom, or what?" Bunji asked coldly and Jack got
a hurt expression on his face. The others looked back and forth between
Bunji and their father. Waiting patiently for an response.
Jack smiled lightly to cheer himself and his children up. "Ok, listen.....!"
He started slowly. "Something else has happended with Sandy....."
He was interrupted as a handy started ringing. They turned their heads
and looked at it's owner. It was Dr. Maison, the doctor of Helen. he quickly
answered the call and as quickly as it started it also ended like that.
He grabbed his coat and his jacket and quickly payed his coffee. As he
turned around at the door he recognized jack and the kids. He walked up
to them.
At the curieuse face of the doctor they could see that something was
definatly wrong. "Oh, Mr. Bennett, I'm happy to meet you her. I got a call
some seconds ago.
It was from Monica, you know a friend of your wife. Helen tried to
kill herself!"
Don't slide
Sorry, I know it's short, but I hope you enjoyed reading! I changed
some things in the story, but i hope ya don't mind!
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Nofretete