If you want to see the disclaimer, look back to chapter one please.
This may be a little weird at first, but it is Jaina's journal entries before and after she talked with Jag and went to her meeting. Well, here it goes.enjoy!
~~~~~~Jaina's Journal-morning
Ever since Jag kissed me we haven't argued once. I am always nervous when I see him. I always wonder if the kiss was just to shut me up or if he meant it. I really hope he meant it.
It's only been a few days, but I can't help thinking about him when I should be doing other things. I believe I am falling for him. He is all I think about (other than the war and my family) and dream about.
When I am around him, as I said, I am nervous and not sure what to expect. I used to always expect an argument so I tried to avoid him, although that never really worked. Now I try to find him and I never can.
I have always been attracted to him, but I never thought it would go farther than that. Now I know, he is attracted to me and now my emotions are involved. When I was just physically attracted to him it was so much easier.
I do believe, oh how I do, that I am falling in L-O-V-E with Jagged Fel. We've only kissed once, but I still think I am! Oh, what am I getting myself into? He has also gotten me very flustered and I am afraid that all I have written is babble. Oh well.
~~~~~~~Jaina's Journal- afternoon/evening
What a day so far! I made a date with Jag, was late to a meeting, and had a heart-to-heart talk with my mother. I have always looked up to her and been able to tell her everything. I tell her things I can't even tell Jacen. I love my father, but I could never tell him the things I tell my mother.
So anyway, here's how my talk with my mom went:
Mom: So, What's the real reason behind your lateness today?
Me (I was totally blushing!!!): I told you. I ran into Jag, quite literally, and helped him pick up the papers I knocked out of his hands.
Mom: I believe the part about running into Jag. However, I do not believe the rest. Come on daughter dear, spill.
Me: Well.okay, but not here. (we were in the mess hall, anyone could hear!)
Mom: Alright, let's go to your quarters. You know your father will undoubtedly interrupt us if we go to mine. (She's so right!!!!)
Me: Okay, let's go.
We were on our way to my room and who do we have to pass? Jag, of course. That's not all either! He winked at me and told me to call him and get the details of tonight. I started blushing again and we finished the walk to my room.
Once we were inside:
Mom: What was THAT all about?
Me: It'll all come together, I promise. But first, listen to the story.
I started by telling her about the kiss and I could tell she was surprised. She kind of lifted her head and narrowed her eyes. Then she slightly arched her eyebrows and her mouth twitched a little bit. She always does that when she is mildly surprised. It is kind of weird; I have heard so many stories of my friend's mom's screeching when they are surprised. Though my mother always handled things with such poise.
I went on to tell her of my developing feelings for him and that when I ran into him he asked to talk with me privately. I told her that I wanted to talk with him even though I new I might be late, but I did it anyway.
She then interrupted by saying, "Well, what are the DETAILS that Jag was talking about?"
I just smiled secretively and continued my story. I told her all about the date tonight and she finally connected the dots. She was very happy, but didn't seem surprised. She was so happy for me and stayed to help me pick out a nice outfit for the date. She also interrogated me about him. Her most embarrassing question was: Is he a good kisser?
After my mom left I called Jag for the details. He told me to dress comfortably (my outfit is perfect for that!) because it would definitely not be formal. He also asked me to wear my hair down (I can't believe he's never seen it down!). Of course I will comply, but I can barely believe that I have a date with Jagged Fel! I hope everything goes well. I am so nervous; there must be a thousand butterflies in my stomach. I have a feeling though, that it will be perfect. Oh, I still wonder, what am I getting myself into?
It took me such a long time to type this between school work and such so I hope you like it! I like the idea that is beginning to form even more in my head! *grins evilly* lol, just kidding!
This may be a little weird at first, but it is Jaina's journal entries before and after she talked with Jag and went to her meeting. Well, here it goes.enjoy!
~~~~~~Jaina's Journal-morning
Ever since Jag kissed me we haven't argued once. I am always nervous when I see him. I always wonder if the kiss was just to shut me up or if he meant it. I really hope he meant it.
It's only been a few days, but I can't help thinking about him when I should be doing other things. I believe I am falling for him. He is all I think about (other than the war and my family) and dream about.
When I am around him, as I said, I am nervous and not sure what to expect. I used to always expect an argument so I tried to avoid him, although that never really worked. Now I try to find him and I never can.
I have always been attracted to him, but I never thought it would go farther than that. Now I know, he is attracted to me and now my emotions are involved. When I was just physically attracted to him it was so much easier.
I do believe, oh how I do, that I am falling in L-O-V-E with Jagged Fel. We've only kissed once, but I still think I am! Oh, what am I getting myself into? He has also gotten me very flustered and I am afraid that all I have written is babble. Oh well.
~~~~~~~Jaina's Journal- afternoon/evening
What a day so far! I made a date with Jag, was late to a meeting, and had a heart-to-heart talk with my mother. I have always looked up to her and been able to tell her everything. I tell her things I can't even tell Jacen. I love my father, but I could never tell him the things I tell my mother.
So anyway, here's how my talk with my mom went:
Mom: So, What's the real reason behind your lateness today?
Me (I was totally blushing!!!): I told you. I ran into Jag, quite literally, and helped him pick up the papers I knocked out of his hands.
Mom: I believe the part about running into Jag. However, I do not believe the rest. Come on daughter dear, spill.
Me: Well.okay, but not here. (we were in the mess hall, anyone could hear!)
Mom: Alright, let's go to your quarters. You know your father will undoubtedly interrupt us if we go to mine. (She's so right!!!!)
Me: Okay, let's go.
We were on our way to my room and who do we have to pass? Jag, of course. That's not all either! He winked at me and told me to call him and get the details of tonight. I started blushing again and we finished the walk to my room.
Once we were inside:
Mom: What was THAT all about?
Me: It'll all come together, I promise. But first, listen to the story.
I started by telling her about the kiss and I could tell she was surprised. She kind of lifted her head and narrowed her eyes. Then she slightly arched her eyebrows and her mouth twitched a little bit. She always does that when she is mildly surprised. It is kind of weird; I have heard so many stories of my friend's mom's screeching when they are surprised. Though my mother always handled things with such poise.
I went on to tell her of my developing feelings for him and that when I ran into him he asked to talk with me privately. I told her that I wanted to talk with him even though I new I might be late, but I did it anyway.
She then interrupted by saying, "Well, what are the DETAILS that Jag was talking about?"
I just smiled secretively and continued my story. I told her all about the date tonight and she finally connected the dots. She was very happy, but didn't seem surprised. She was so happy for me and stayed to help me pick out a nice outfit for the date. She also interrogated me about him. Her most embarrassing question was: Is he a good kisser?
After my mom left I called Jag for the details. He told me to dress comfortably (my outfit is perfect for that!) because it would definitely not be formal. He also asked me to wear my hair down (I can't believe he's never seen it down!). Of course I will comply, but I can barely believe that I have a date with Jagged Fel! I hope everything goes well. I am so nervous; there must be a thousand butterflies in my stomach. I have a feeling though, that it will be perfect. Oh, I still wonder, what am I getting myself into?
It took me such a long time to type this between school work and such so I hope you like it! I like the idea that is beginning to form even more in my head! *grins evilly* lol, just kidding!