Nine Orange Airplanes
by yumeneko
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Disclaimer once more... Minekura-sama owns everything.
Author's notes: He he... try to figure out whose POV am I writing in!
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Chapter 5: All That I Worry...
I sighed as the rain started to fall. It was raining as I remembered that day when Gojyo saved me... I often wonder if he does have feelings for me...
Quite impossible... He was always chasing the ladies...
But still, it was strange, he's my best friend. Would I mean more to him than that?
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Mattaku... Hakkai and the rain again. That rain always brought about the past... It was annoying...
But it was that same rain that made us friends... I'd always worry about him. I didn't want him to go on too far. Maybe he suffers so much just to protect us...
He's sacrificing everything...
I just wish I could at least do something for him. I only wished that. So I tried to help him out...
I just don't want him to be pained...
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Gojyo makes me worry so much... He keeps on helping me... I wish he'd just let me handle it. What I am doing is what I choose to do. And I choose to sacrifice myself to help everyone. But then...
I am grateful...
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I sigh as I watch everyone else... Sanzo's near the window with Hakkai, looking dim because of the rain. Gojyo on the other hand is just there smoking. I sigh again. Hakkai and Sanzo were very similar, but both had their similarities. The only one different was Gojyo.
I picked up the orange plane I was flying a while ago.
They're all my family and I worry so much when I go wild. I wish I never could go wild. I don't want to hurt anyone... No one... Everybody hurts because of me...
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I watched the rain. It's as melancholy as always. Reminds me of so many painful events... But I think it's just stupid to linger on the past like this.
It's so stupid...
But why do I still stare out into that bringer of sorrow? I don't know... I really don't know...