Cravings

I can't bear it any longer

He looks at me with those so cold eye and sneers

Why can't I let go of it?

The cold inside only burns when he comes near

I only feel, when he comes near

But day after day I look to him and look away.

And day after day he denies I exist.

But hell I exist!

I AM!

Why does everyone but him notice?

Why do I have to suffer this way?



I crave the feel of hands on me

The taste of him on my tongue

The feel of his silken in my hands

The weight of his body over mine.

I crave the feel of him inside me

I want him

I crave him

Why am I denied?



Is it me? My hair? My smile?

Have I done something wrong?

Or is it him?

Is he wrong?

Why can't he see the need that I am?