Disclaimer: I don't own Card Captor Sakura blah blah blah blah nor do I own the music it's Linkin park (Crawling ) well on with the story

Keys:
Thinking
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(Me talking)
White rose chap 3
Crawling in my skin. Loss: Part 1

Golden-red and white rays of light fell on a bed filled with white roses a sleeping emerald-eyed girl woke up on a bed she never seen before. Her body ached in pain.
"Hoe-ee?" Sakura said looking around the strange room her emerald eyes trying to gain there
Vision back. A large dark room was afoot her the only light, a flickering candle and the suns rays that barley made it's way through the dark damp green curtains. Sakura slowly turned her head though it was very hard from all the pain inflicted on it and seen someone sleeping in a chare beside the bed her face so childish yet seemed like it was calm and dirty at the same time. Locks of black and purple hair fell across her face. Sakura smiled at the exhausted girl but then tried to remember what happened to her before but it was blank to her at the moment. Just then the girl woke up her blue-gray eyes opened slowly she got up took a bucket and ran out and came back in with nice hot water.
"Hi I am Tomoyo Daidouji you can call me Tomoyo-chan if you want. I work here as a slave did you have a nice rest? My master brought you here." Tomoyo said sweetly while pulling out a cloth and dipping it into the water.
"Hoe-ee o I am sorry I am Sakura Kinomoto nice to meet you" Sakura said bowing a little in her upright position.
"What happened to me?" Sakura asked confused after her cuts where clean.
"I... I don't know" Tomoyo said looking sad.
"It's okay." Sakura said a little lower than a whisper. Her emerald eyes looked confused and sad. Shock hit her just then. Sakura got up and started to run out the room.
"Were are you going Sakura-Chan?" Tomoyo said worrying.
Sakura didn't reply. Please no please... sakura thought as she ran out of the house Tomoyo following her until she was out the door and out of site. O my... Tomoyo thought to herself.

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Sakura ran to the doctor's house and found the doctor standing there covering her brother and father in white sheets. Cuts and blood allover them they laid on the wooden table blood staining the white sheets and dripping off the table to the ground, there faces so white and pale. Sakura's eyes widened pain exerted through her body and heart she remembered those kinds of markings. "NO!" Sakura screamed knowing the dark demons signatures placed on her family's body showing everyone to be afraid of what they can do what they can see and what then can cause. The same mark they left on her mother.
Sakura ran out of the doctor's house. The doctor with a sad look understand and just watched her run away into the distance

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Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

It started to rain heavy again the dark drops of cold freezing rain felt almost unreal dripping across and on sakura's pale face blending with her cold salty tears. Sakura ran faster and faster not knowing where she was going and falling in the mud many times but kept on going her skin cold like ice and her tears dripping down her face along with the unreal feeling of icy cold rain. No please, no it's a dream please tell me it's a dream... Sakura repeated in her mind not giving any notice of the rain. Pain echoing through every part of her body. Dark gray and black clouds formed it grew colder and colder Sakura's breath freezing each time she exhaled her body numb and felt lifeless.

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control, I fear is never-ending
Controlling, I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Sakura ran into dark woods creatures watching the moving figure running throughout the darkness that fell upon the day so fast. Sakura's hair drenched and dark mud and twigs stuck in her once honey auburn hair. Her clothing so heavy and cold agents her now pale skin. Reaching a pond she looked at herself. Looking at herself her emerald eyes that had no more life to them and where red and puffy. Smacking the water making water waves move in the echoing water that was already moved from the icy rain. Her reflection went blurry. She got up and ran again.


Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting (distracting) reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
(My own reflection)
It's haunting (it's haunting) how I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)
(Consuming) Confusing what is real
(This lack of self control I fear is never-ending)
(Controlling) Confusing what is real



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Hahaha another cliff hanger lol review and I'll write more ; ) white mist wolf