*~* A Long Dark Walk *~*

Epilogue: A New Adventure

Disclaimer: Still don't own them… would LOVE to own Snape even though I torture him but right now all I own is a bootleg LOTR soundtrack ^-^

A/N: well here it is... couldn't decide if I wanted a sad ending or a happy ending and I'm sure as hell not gonna tell you here but yeah ;p

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32-year-old Severus Snape groggily stood up and looked at the destruction about him. Bodies of death eaters, aurors, and innocent bystanders were everywhere. No blood was seen, for this was the work of the killing curse. Severus started as he saw a great pile of ash under the form of Sirius Black. Struggling to his feet and feeling as if he was run over by an 18-wheel muggle truck, he stumbled over bodies towards Sirius. Ignoring the shouts of the rescue workers telling him to stay put, he moved onward for some unknown inner urging told him he must find out if his old school enemy was really dead. For once, I'm glad Potter and his posse decided to stay put...

When he reached Sirius he was relieved to see that he was breathing, if barely. Having lost his wand in the fight, he heaved Sirius into his arms and made the slow and painful trek to the rescue workers. About 10 feet away from the medi-witches and wizards, he collapsed unable to go on...

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Three years later, Severus found himself in his own bed in a pool of sweat from reliving that entire day over. Flopping back onto his pillow, he recapped on what had happened.
Ok, so Voldemort is gone for good, about 90% of the death eaters have been caught and either been Kissed by dementors or killed, Sirius Black finally got freed, half for being proved innocent and half for defeating the dark lord - which I STILL can't believe! Honestly, either he was an idiot or he was just brave but I would never had run straight into Voldemort in an animagi form and slit his throat... I wouldn't have thought of it actually... It makes sense though - since he was, well, Voldemort, he was immune to the killing curse and had to be killed manually... Sometimes I wonder if Black just pretends to be as stupid as he acts... Anyway Lupin got married and had triplet sons (god help him) with a Ravenclaw auror named Jamie, Harry Potter - thank god he graduated a while ago - proposed to Ginny Weasly, who accepted... Ron Weasly proposed to a Gryffindor in Ginny's year, Rachel, and were promptly married the next week... those stupid fools... He sighed to himself Even BLACK has a serious girlfriend - a Slytherin named Sarah-Kate.... come to think of it wasn't she in my year? Speaking of Slytherins, Draco Malfoy actually stood up to his father... always new that kid has brains... it probably wasn't such a good idea to kill Lucius in front of the boy though but I think he understands... after all he still as his mother and Cissa wasn't always that bad... I hope things work out with him and his fiancé, another Slytherin a year younger than him named Rhiannon. Seriously, though, there is nothing left for me here. Everyone's hooking up and starting families now that it's safe and the wizarding world is going to start breeding like rabbits! No one bothers with potions anymore because of all of the new charms out that can do the same things, and they all still consider me a death eater even though I concocted an extremely difficult potion to remove it... there's nothing really left for me here anymore!

Severus had just been lying there for hours until his raven cawed, warning him that he had to get down to the Great Hall soon. Sighing dejectedly, he got up and dressed himself, getting prepared for the next boring drudging day with student who didn't give a damn about the art that is potion brewing. Looking himself in the mirror while he changed he sized himself up.

"Not exactly the best looking man in the world are we?" the mirror exclaimed perkily.

Severus tensed up at the observation and hurled a book at the mirror, crashing it into pieces. He finished dressing and stormed out of his private chambers leaving the mirror to weep in peace.

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When the day was done, Severus was fed up and tired of everything. Tired of all the happy people rubbing it in his face. Tired of all the stupid complaining how boring and useless potions class was. Tired of grading worthless papers. Tired of hearing the other teachers talk merrily amongst themselves and completely ignoring him. Tired of Dumbledore thinking he was perfectly fine living day after day without a purpose to his life anymore, of which there were millennia left. He was tired of everything in his life already, and he couldn't take much more of it, especially if the spawn of the people who were pissing him off were anything near their parents. Completely enraged, Severus threw a fit.

Potions ingredients, glass, bubbling acids, anything and everything you could imagine in a potions masters quarters everywhere. Severus had destroyed everything there was in the room from the biggest caldron to the smallest bit of old parchment. He sat in the middle of it all with his head in his hands waiting for someone to come. Someone to come and yell at him. Someone to come and scream. Someone to come and cry. Someone to come and have any sort of reaction at all. But no one came. No one cared. No one thought there was any reason to go visit their hated potions master since there was no point to the class and no one liked the demented man anyway. No one at all.

What little hope he had left was crushed, and Severus did the only thing he could think of to do. He went back into his room into his storage closet and, after shoving aside some things that hadn't been touched in years, he found a black velvet box. He opened it slowly relishing the feeling of adventure that he was about to be sucked into. His eyes fell upon the object inside and he just gazed at it. A golden blade. The one he was saving for the right time. Nothing was left for him in this world... so why not try the next? He let his fingers run slowly over the feeling of the handle, which was carved into the figure of a galloping horse with green gems for eyes and silver accents on the mane, tail, and hooves. Remembering the prophecy that he had read oh so long ago, he grasped the handle firmly and hoped that it was true. Taking a deep breath, he plunged the blade deep into his heart. He staggered and fell, gasping for breath. His mind wandered while his body shut down, and ignored the feeling of the blood spilling everywhere.

Well I thought it would hurt more than this... I should have probably written a letter to Albus - oh well too late for that now... I never did get to ride a Firebolt... wonder who'll take care of my raven now... is this what Frodo felt like when he was on that ship with Bilbo? Whoa... where did that come from? I haven't read that in years! Now I cant... oh well who knows what's next... hope it's middle earth I want to try some Elven wine... mmm feeling sleepy... damn I sound like a Gryffindor... mmmmmm floor.... good....

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He was found the next morning by his first period class. The students panicked and thought he was murdered, but Dumbledore knew as soon as he saw Severus' body. The next week there was a funeral held, and all of Hogwarts and its previous students that were still alive attended. No one could believe he was dead, and many were not sure how to react. A handful was truly going to miss him while the others were simply going for the free food. Dumbledore saw this and sighed. You chose your time wisely, Severus. Good Luck.

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A/N: That's it! awww i was crying as i wrote this! i didnt want him to die but it was the only way i thought was fitting!!!! *sniff* well im gonna go now its 1am, 38 degrees outside my windows open and theres no heat im gonna snuggle under the covers and go to sleep! RIP sevvy dahling! ill see ya tomorrow in an RPG k? lmao everyones prolly thinking im insane... well guess what i am! SEVERUS SNAPE LIVES!!! just not in the HP world *snickers* no i prolly wont do a sequel to this... oh well *sigh* thanks to my reviewers!

Oh and I will be doing revisions to make sure the story makes SOME sense lol if you have any suggestions please leave a review!!!

G'night everybody!