Never Let You Go part 5 Warnings: angst, 1xR, 2xR, Rx?, either Heero or Relena may be bastardized, but I can't tell which one is anymore. Maybe they both are?? Oh well. Light lime in later chapters, 4+3/3+4 implied.

Disclaimers: The song is Fiona's, the boys belong to some production company somewhere, not making any money from this,
you know the routine.

Spoilers: none (I hope!)

Feedback: Pretty please? With little chibis on top? (You pick which ones ~_^) Post here, or you can e-mail me at
quelirain@yahoo.com.



Never Let You Go
Chapter 5
by quelirain


What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
—Fiona Apple, "Criminal"

By the time Relena finished, she was in tears again. "I left him there. I walked out and left him there. Then I heard the shot..." Sobs quickly made her words unintelligible.

Tenderly, Duo pressed his lips to Relena's forehead, one hand rubbing her back. She burrowed her face into his shirt, needing the temporary refuge it provided. After a few minutes, she pulled away from him and scrubbed at her eyes. "I'm sorry. It seems like all I've been doing lately is crying at people."

"Don't apologize." Duo leaned down to kiss her mouth lightly, then rested his chin on the top of her head. When he felt her relax into his arms, he asked, "There was a shot?"

Relena took a deep breath before answering, "Yes. The cab arrived, and I heard a gunshot."

Duo gave her a quick squeeze, then slipped out from underneath her and walked to his desk. Relena watched from the couch as he typed on a keyboard embedded in the desktop. She could see several windows pop up in the monitor set on the corner of the desk. Eventually, Quatre's face filled the screen. "You've reached Quatre," the image said. "Unfortunately, I'm not available at the moment. Please leave a message and I will return your call. Thank you."

Duo punched in a few more keys. The image froze for a moment, then another image of Quatre popped up. "Please enter your personal security code."

With a few more keystrokes, Quatre's image resumed speaking. "Hi guys! I know you're looking for me, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm not here. I'll be on Earth for the next few weeks, spending some time in Paris. I hope to see Relena while I'm there, but we'll see what her schedule permits. Uh, Nasira's playing baby-sitter this time, so give her a call if you really need to find me. Otherwise, leave a message after the tone."

"Hey, Q-man, you know who this is. Call when you get a chance." Duo severed the connection and typed some more.

"Wouldn't his secretary keep his schedule?" Relena asked.

Duo shook his head. "His secretary knows where he's supposed to be. Nasira's his sister. She knows where he actually is." After a moment, a pale woman with bright blond hair and dark brown eyes that seemed filled with unexpressed emotion appeared on-screen.

"May I help you?" The cultured, feminine tones immediately confirmed the woman as a Winner.

"Nasira Winner?"

"Yes, I am she." She peered into the vid screen. "And you are..."

"Duo Maxwell."

The woman turned from the vid screen to type something into a off-camera keyboard. She stared in that direction for a while, presumably at a screen, before turning back to Duo. "I'm supposed to ask you for a number."

"02."

Nasira smiled. "Yes, Duo Maxwell. Quatre speaks of you often. How can I help you?"

Duo gave her a lazy grin. "Well, I'm looking for Quatre. His comm said that you were keeping his schedule this time around."

"Let me see." Nasira turned to the invisible computer again and typed. "He's working out of Paris for the next few weeks... hmm, that's odd." The typing ceased.

"Something wrong?"

"No, not exactly. It appears Quatre has cleared his schedule through the end of next week."

Duo's face became serious. "So where is he?"

"I'm checking..." The typing resumed. "He didn't leave specific details, though he did mention he would be checking his messages."

"Nothing else?"

"No, but I can give him a message if he calls here. Is there anything you'd like me to tell him?"

Duo considered. "Just let him know that Duo's looking for him. He'll know how to reach me."

"All right." Nasira and Duo said their goodbyes, then Duo was typing again.

"Now what are you doing?" Relena asked.

"Calling Wufei."

As he spoke, Wufei picked up the other end of the call. "Maxwell. What did I do to deserve this?"

"We have a situation."

"Explain."

Duo leaned back in his chair, interlacing his fingers behind his head and crossing a slender ankle over his knee, and gave Wufei a quick summary of events. As Duo spoke, several expressions flitted over Wufei's face, too quickly to interpret, then his mouth settled into a grim frown. "I'm in Old New York. I can be in Paris in 3 hours."

"No."

Wufei arched an eyebrow.

"I want to send Relena to you. I'll find Quatre."

"Duo, no!" Duo glanced at Relena as she sat up. "I— I'm responsible for— for whatever happened. I can't keep running from Heero, and—"

Wufei's other eyebrow rose as he heard Relena's voice. "You have her?"

Duo ignored Wufei's underlying question and answered Relena. "You can and will keep running from Heero until he calms down."

"No. I can't," she replied just as coldly.

Duo turned in the chair, his jaw tensed. "You realize what you're saying? You want to go to Earth to face down a fully-trained Gundam pilot?"

"I don't intend to attack him. I intend to reason with him."

Duo snorted. "Reason with Heero when he's on a mission? I don't think so."

"Whatever decision you reach," Wufei said quietly, "I recommend you make it quickly. If I understand the... situation correctly, Heero's next logical destination will be L-2."

"He's right," Duo said. "You can't stay here."

Relena took a deep breath. Then she took another.

"Relena—"

"I'm going with you." Relena met the rapidly-darkening violet-blue eyes, steel in her tone. "Stop worrying about Heero. We don't know if he's with Quatre. For all we know, he could have killed Quatre and hidden his body somewhere."

"She may be right," Wufei said. "Yuy is capable—"

With a growl, Duo turned and hit a button on his keyboard, cutting off Wufei's voice, then returned his gaze to Relena. The look of icy rage on the braided man's face went beyond the famed death glare.

Shinigami was pissed.

Relena swallowed. "I don't like it either, but it is possible."

Duo closed his eyes and just breathed for a while. She could see his neck muscles tensing, then releasing that tension. When he finally opened his eyes, he knelt before Relena, placing his hands on her knees. "Relena..." His eyes pleaded with her. "Please trust me on this one. Stay with Wufei. I'll deal with Heero."

Relena looked away from the puppy-dog expression Duo was making at her. It would be so easy to sit back, let the boys take care of her, not worry about a thing... but it wouldn't be right. //Why should they have to clean up a mess I created? I can't let hem do that. I won't let them do that.//

"Why would he listen to you?" she asked.

Duo looked down at his hands. She felt their grip tighten around her knees. "I don't plan to talk to him."

Her eyes widened as she realized what he meant. "You're not going to kill him."

The American froze, not even breathing, then stood and walked to one of the windows, looking out with his arms crossed. Relena pressed her lips together, waiting silently for Duo to turn around.

When he did move, he strode back to the vid, where Wufei was waiting patiently. He pressed a few keys. "I will escort Relena to you in Old New York. ETA 8 hours. I'll keep you posted." He severed the connection, then left the room, slamming the door behind him. Relena stared blankly at the closed office door long after he had gone.

~owari Chapter 5~