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''''''You ran away from where you should be''''''

We have been staying at this town for over a month. The rain still pours and pours. A minute it's falling another it's gone and then it comes back all over again. Moreover, of course, because of this… Sanzo has been in a bad mood. However, what's troubling me is Reika. She seems quiet and distant.

In our room, in the hotel, I sit on the bed and watch her as she stands beside the window. She kept on staring outside. Her eyes did not move and not once did it close. Her thought's seems so far to the reality where we are. I do not understand if she hates the rain or… me.

I still don't understand much of her actions and behavior. A second she's happy and the next she's not. Even though she told me about her past… I know there are more things she still hasn't say. I hate it when she's quiet like this… it makes me want to hug her but I can't. What if she didn't want to be hugged?

Soon, darkness covered the room and still we haven't made a single move. Her figure was half-darkened and half-lightened. I could even see the reflection of the moon on her eyes as she focused on it even more. I closed my eyes and sighed. When I opened them up, I stood up and walked towards her.

I am in a path of no regrets. I do not have second chances. No… this 'is' my second chance. I cannot and will not let this slip through the palm of my hands. I will not make the same mistake twice… I will not let her go. I won't… I won't… Never.

Even though I said those words… I wasn't sure of what I was doing…

I walked towards her, pass by her and stopped at her back. I sighed as I noticed that she hasn't notice me at all. Not once did she leave the moonlight's scenario. I hugged her and I felt her shiver. I leaned my chin into her shoulders.

"Hakkai…" She whispered to me and I replied a moan. She reached up her hands to mine. She moved her face so it would be near my cheeks. I felt her hot breath on my cheeks and to my ears. "Aishiteru." She whispered. I moved my face to meet hers but instead… her lips met mine.

I closed my eyes as I saw hers closed. I kissed her back and slowly pushed my way into her mouth. I turned her around so her body would be facing mine. I hugged her again and she hugged me back. I moved forward and she moved backwards.

After a while, we were on the bed with me on her top. I started to remove the blouse that she was wearing… and then her shorts… until she had nothing else on.

She made her way inside my t-shirt. She massages my chest and starts pulling them off. We parted for a while to make my cloth pass through but as soon as it was removed, I was back on her lips. She then slips her hands from my side to the pants I was wearing. It was easy to remove because it was only zippered and a loose fabric.

I removed my hand from her side and made my way through her soft breast. I massaged it. I heard her moan and she leaned up her body to touch mine.

I parted from her lips and opened my eyes. I stared at her perspiring face and then she opened her eyes. She smiled at me and I smiled back. I leaned into her face and kissed her forehead. I moved back down to look into her eyes again. I then slipped my head into her side. I lied down into her and she hugged me.

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''''''It shouldn't be we, its you and me''''''

A moment passed and I lie him down on the bed. I sat down and stared at his beautiful face. I didn't know if he was contented with what I could give him or if he wanted more than I could give. Somehow, I could feel tears forming in my eyes. I wiped them off quickly as I remember him saying that he does not want me crying.

I moved down on the bed and lie down into his chest. I could hear his heartbeat. I could feel him breathing. There couldn't be anything that could make me happier. I am contented with this… With him knowing how much I love him… With him within my sight… With him and with the family he has.

Tenpou… How much I wanted to tell you all of the wonderful things that we had been through before… How much I wanted to hug you again as I watched you before in the skies above… How much I wanted to stay by your side when your worst fear has come…

Tenpou… once with the famous west army… and now with the people whom you give your life…

Gono… a person with a love one and a home. A person who loves children even more. A person who never wanted to commit anything bad… but he is also the person who killed a hundred demon for his only love.

Gono… The one whom a red haired guy saved from death. The one who was pursued by a monk. The one who only wished to bury his lover's body. The one who wanted death once and even twice. The one who was supposed to be dead… also the one who was given another life by a man named Sanzo.

Hakkai… Hakkai… There may be no word that explains his life for he does not ever show. Nevertheless, I shall try. He was once Tenpou and also Gono. A man full of pain and burdens in his life. A man with a new life with his friends. A man who hides every sadness and pain.

Wait! He is also the man who gave me another life. He gave me a reason to live a life full of mistakes and wonders. He gave me a family that I have always wished for. He gave me love that I would never exchange for anything more.

He gave me happiness that I never felt before. He gave me a future that I could look up to. He gave me a memory of joy and more wonderful things. He also gave me a family with everything I could wish for in the whole wide world.

A family with care, joy, love and fun. And that is with Sanzo, Gojyo, Goku and Hakkai. I could not wish for anything more.

Tenpou… Gono… Hakkai… I don't care whatever your name is… as long as you are who you are… as long as you're the one who used to love me and the one who will love me now and through eternity.

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''''''Why did you go''''''

I woke up through the sound of the singing birds. I looked into the ceiling and smiled. I then moved my view to my side. To my surprise, there was nothing there. I sat up and looked around. I stood up and ran towards the bathroom. I opened the door and saw nothing there.

I quickly dressed up and ran out of the room. I opened the door to Gojyo and Goku's room. No one was there. There was only one more room and that was Sanzo's. I opened the door and saw Goku sitting on the floor watching Sanzo. Gojyo playing solitaire in the table and Sanzo sitting beside Gojyo with his eyeglass and a newspaper in his front.

I went in and looked around. The three looked at me.

"Have you seen Reika?!" I asked. They shook their heads.

"Nanda?" Sanzo asked.

"I can't find her anywhere!" I shouted. Goku stood up and ran outside the door, followed by Gojyo. Sanzo stood up and walked towards me.

"We'll find her." Sanzo muttered. He then turned and walked outside. I stared at the door for a while. "Hakkai! Hurry up! We have to find One-chan!" Goku shouted. I closed the door and ran downstairs.

When I was downstairs, I did not find anyone left. Goku, Gojyo and Sanzo were gone. I ran outside of the inn and looked around. It didn't matter where I decide to go. I'm sure those three are already everywhere.

I took my right path. I looked right and left as I run. Still… I couldn't find her.

Was it forbidden that I could care for someone? If it is… then I don't want this life any more. I just want to be with them. With the ones that I love and care about… I started thinking about everything that I could do or could have done for them.

The sun was already setting as I came back running to the inn. I found Sanzo, Gojyo and Goku. Goku was sitting on the floor with his head bowed. I knew what this meant but I wouldn't admit it… I wouldn't take it.

I wanted to shout! I wanted to release my anger! I wanted to cry! I wanted to cry out her name! but I can't… I can't… I can't…

Reika Kazekara… was missing.

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''''''And leave me alone''''''

I wish I could turn back… Turn back and walk back into his arms… but I can't… I can't… I can't…

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You ran away from where you should be…

It shouldn't be we, it's you and me.

Why did you go…

And leave me alone?

Second Stanza.

What do you think?

Is it okay???

Please do tell me…

Oh yeah… My sister is planning on doing a fic of Sanzo with a girl… I don't have any idea why she's going to do that… She loves Hakkai. She doesn't like Sanzo that much.

Anyways, she just wrote a yaoi fic!!! GOSH!!! It's titled Moonlight Night… If you want to read it… her pen name is ShinuHoshi.