Note: Waaaaiiii?! There are so many Goku fans out there! even my own
classmates! those traitors Well, I don't have any problems with that, I
have no right to complain anyway. I have to tell you all that I am a huge
large big whatever Sanzo fan + Homura.
Ahh.. thank you for your reviews.. it encourages me to write. Thanx a lot
Ya, you're included, Aki Rei
Any way, Shadow OF Arashi, right? I'm sorry about the wrong spelling in
your name.. Komenasai....
Oh ya chapter eight is mostly Sanzo's prov... So sorry Goku fans, Goku has
only two speaking lines but Sanzo got to remember him so that's a good
thing, right?.. ^_^
VIII- Juz Realized It.
That bakazaru. Why is he always in my head? I can not say I have feelings for him.. That is so impossible. Never will I think about that bakazaru lying in a bed naked with only a white blanket. Never..
Silence....
He-he. I remembered the first time I met him....
"Why should I rescue him again?" Yes, that was the question I asked to the three Buddahs...
but didn't have a choice. I have to go to that boy who was born by a rock.. I don't really understand it but every question that is in my head will be answered later when I will meet that creature.
At first, I thought that this creature was a wild one. I have to say I was surprise but I am good at hiding my feelings. you should know that..
"he's so young.. how can he be a hundred years old?" Those were the words I murmured when I first saw him..
He looked at me as if he never saw any other living human in the whole damn world.. He looked at me directly in my eyes.. Innocent. He is so innocent. He is not yet corrupt, he's not like me.. I tried to look cruel but deep inside I was wearing a smile.. That bakazaru! Cute innocent eyes still looking at me.. Wait a minute, Cute? I think I never gave Goku a compliment so this will be the first and maybe the last...
"Your hair, mister, is like the sun."
Those were the first words he told me.. was that suppose to be compliment? I don't give a damn anyway so why do I even bother to ask?
I can't just stand there so I have no choice than to reach for his hands, even though I don't want to.
And starting from that day on we were together.. And I didn't expect that it will happen to me. but it did... should I be thankful?
I have to confess that I enjoyed some days with him. SOME. I think he gives life to the group and also a pain in the a**. But all in all, I think he's okay. darn, I shouldn't have said that! ehem Anyway, why should I even bother to think about that bakazaru?! It's not like he's the one who shines my day.
Silence.....
There's my answer.. He is the one who brightens my day. His smile, his laugh, his cheerful attitude. everything is clear now. Goku likes me because he sees a special something in me. I was his light. I was his sunshine. I had been his guide in his life and I just realized it.. in his eyes I am special.
Can Homura sense something special about me? I don't think so. I think all he cares is playing with me again and again.
But not Goku.. He wants me because he sees I'm special to him.
I cant believe that I'm saying this.. But I feel special. I feel wanted when he's around. That bakazaru is also special to me there's another compliment
Do I like Goku?... Maybe.
But I think I can never return to them. To him. I have broken our relationship.. and I don't think I can bring it back. I have ruined everything.. I guess they hate me now.. I guess Goku wants me dead and I don't blame the bakazaru..
What about Homura? I don't care.. I think he doesn't care about me for me neither.. you already know what he wants from me.. the S word
I feel horrible for what I have done. I.. I-I love Goku and I just realized it.... I'm sorry, everybody..
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GOKU'S PROV.
"Sanzo's calling me.."
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HOMURA'S PROV...
"what the hell is happening?! This can't be true! It can't! and I won't let it!"
Note: so you like it? Sanzo has feelings for Goku all a long. Is it getting exciting? Juz review if you have insults or compliments.. Sayonara. for now...
VIII- Juz Realized It.
That bakazaru. Why is he always in my head? I can not say I have feelings for him.. That is so impossible. Never will I think about that bakazaru lying in a bed naked with only a white blanket. Never..
Silence....
He-he. I remembered the first time I met him....
"Why should I rescue him again?" Yes, that was the question I asked to the three Buddahs...
but didn't have a choice. I have to go to that boy who was born by a rock.. I don't really understand it but every question that is in my head will be answered later when I will meet that creature.
At first, I thought that this creature was a wild one. I have to say I was surprise but I am good at hiding my feelings. you should know that..
"he's so young.. how can he be a hundred years old?" Those were the words I murmured when I first saw him..
He looked at me as if he never saw any other living human in the whole damn world.. He looked at me directly in my eyes.. Innocent. He is so innocent. He is not yet corrupt, he's not like me.. I tried to look cruel but deep inside I was wearing a smile.. That bakazaru! Cute innocent eyes still looking at me.. Wait a minute, Cute? I think I never gave Goku a compliment so this will be the first and maybe the last...
"Your hair, mister, is like the sun."
Those were the first words he told me.. was that suppose to be compliment? I don't give a damn anyway so why do I even bother to ask?
I can't just stand there so I have no choice than to reach for his hands, even though I don't want to.
And starting from that day on we were together.. And I didn't expect that it will happen to me. but it did... should I be thankful?
I have to confess that I enjoyed some days with him. SOME. I think he gives life to the group and also a pain in the a**. But all in all, I think he's okay. darn, I shouldn't have said that! ehem Anyway, why should I even bother to think about that bakazaru?! It's not like he's the one who shines my day.
Silence.....
There's my answer.. He is the one who brightens my day. His smile, his laugh, his cheerful attitude. everything is clear now. Goku likes me because he sees a special something in me. I was his light. I was his sunshine. I had been his guide in his life and I just realized it.. in his eyes I am special.
Can Homura sense something special about me? I don't think so. I think all he cares is playing with me again and again.
But not Goku.. He wants me because he sees I'm special to him.
I cant believe that I'm saying this.. But I feel special. I feel wanted when he's around. That bakazaru is also special to me there's another compliment
Do I like Goku?... Maybe.
But I think I can never return to them. To him. I have broken our relationship.. and I don't think I can bring it back. I have ruined everything.. I guess they hate me now.. I guess Goku wants me dead and I don't blame the bakazaru..
What about Homura? I don't care.. I think he doesn't care about me for me neither.. you already know what he wants from me.. the S word
I feel horrible for what I have done. I.. I-I love Goku and I just realized it.... I'm sorry, everybody..
**********************************************************
GOKU'S PROV.
"Sanzo's calling me.."
**********************************************************
HOMURA'S PROV...
"what the hell is happening?! This can't be true! It can't! and I won't let it!"
Note: so you like it? Sanzo has feelings for Goku all a long. Is it getting exciting? Juz review if you have insults or compliments.. Sayonara. for now...