Title: For a Smile

Genre: Fushigi Yuugi

Author: Nightingale

Rating: PG-13 for angst and violence.

Notes: Suboshi (Shunkaku whom I also refer to as Shawn) and Amiboshi (Koutoku) centric.

Warnings: I'm not one to write twincest, but I do like their personalities together. That's why my original characters that I use will be for the most part a lot like the twins. I hope this turns out ok. ^_^

Disclaimer: I don't own the Fushigi Yuugi characters, they belong to Yuu Watase. ^_^ The lyrics to the song 'One' belong to Metallica as well. Please don't sue. I'm a mere college student with no money!

Chapter One: Some Things are Better Forgotten

~ I can't remember anything

Can't tell if this is true or dream

Deep down inside I feel to scream

This terrible silence stops me ~

He didn't smile. In fact it was known to many that he didn't know how to do the simple act. He walked and talked like a machine, and a violent one at that. Nothing and no one could stop him when his temper blew, and when it did; you prayed that you weren't in his path. There was just something about him that told you to keep your distance. The boy was strange, even at a young age. No one knew the hurt that hid beneath the fair skin of the boy that never smiled; they only knew the anger and eerie feel of him that drove everyone far away from him. Maybe that was why he was what he was, yet in truth, no one really knew, save maybe one.

Shawn Shunkaku Tsukikage walked down the sidewalk of his school silently eyes closed. He didn't need to see anything around him, he had it all memorized in his head and had learned to see without the use of his eyes. The ever-present frown on seemingly delicate features caused the boy to look detached and angry for no reason at all. His white oxford was un-tucked and unkempt just like the khaki slacks that were slightly wrinkled and seemingly uncared for. "Mr. Tsukikage!"

Stopping in mid stride, Shawn turned to look at the livid female teacher before him. Attending the Lutheran private school wasn't what he had had in mind, but his parents had given him no choice. Not that he would argue with them, they were two of the select few that gave a damn about what happened to him. "Yes Ms. Cross?"

The blonde woman approached him with utter hate in her eyes as she stared down at him. Observing the tousled strands of dark blonde and his unkempt clothing, she finally made eye contact with the set of cold indigo blue eyes. "This is the last time I want to see you look so ratty in our school!" Snarling, she shook her head and crossed her arms. "Tuck your shirt in boy, you look like a hoodlum. If it weren't for your parents and that sister of yours, I'd ride your case like there was no tomorrow!"

Giving a faint smirk, he slowly and nonchalantly began to tuck the shirt in. "Gee… I didn't know you cared Ms. Cross…"

As she felt the rage bubbling up inside, she felt a gentle hand rest on her arm timidly bringing her eyes to focus on bright orbs of pine green. "Excuse me Ms. Cross… I'll talk to him. Please don't be angry with him. Mother was behind in the laundry and I'm not quite accustomed to doing it for the both of us." She knew it was a lie, but she hated seeing the boy pressured so unjustly.

The lady teacher gazed at the sincerity in the girl's eyes before giving a hesitant sigh. "Very well. I'll let him off this time for your sake Ms. Tsukikage."

"Thank you very much Ms. Cross." The girl with a near boyish hair cut smiled lightly with her eyes closed. "If you'll excuse us, we both need to get to lunch."

Relenting, the teacher nodded and proceeded on to her duties not once looking back. Turning to her adopted brother she let out a soft sigh and smiled at him wanly. "You really shouldn't be so defiant. I don't like seeing you get in trouble."

Shawn arched a dark blonde brow at the girl that was his age. Many called them twins, but they both knew better. It had surprised him that both his parents and the girl before him never once referred to him as anything but family. The title of 'adopted' never once touched their vocabulary even when he'd do things that would make any other family disown him in a New York minute. "Whatever…"

Sighing she turned and shook her head. She didn't like having to correct him. It never helped anyway. Brushing a hand over her khaki slacks that were very straight and well taken care of compared to her brother's. "Never mind…" With a sad gait, the girl started in the direction of the cafeteria not looking back. She knew that her sweet brother Shunkaku wasn't the type to want company.

"Siân…"

Stopping in mid stride, the girl didn't even bother to look back at the boy behind her. "Yes?"

With a slow pace, he approached her side and gazed down at the girl mere inches shorter than himself. "Thank you." The girl raised her head to stare up at him in surprise before smiling warmly and nodding her head. It wasn't often that she received compliments from the solemn boy with deep blue eyes.

In silence the two walked on to the lunchroom never once saying a word. As they walked, some students pointed and smirked at Shawn with an evil motive in their eyes. Rushing forward, a boy with black hair wrapped an arm about Siân and grinned at her with dark brown eyes. Approaching beside him, his friends pretty much shoved Shawn away leaving him to glare evilly at them in contempt. "Hello there Siân… Still hanging out with old possessed boy over there?"

Blinking in surprise, Siân looked over at Shawn with worry in her eyes before glaring up at the boy coldly. "I have nothing good to say about you Jordan. Now if you please, get your grimy limb off of me. I don't care to associate with people who speak unjustly about others."

A girl behind them gave a shocked gasp as she ran around to grasp Siân's shoulder and shake her. "Granted your brother is hot, but he's a total whacko! Please get real Siân! Besides! How could you brush JORDAN off?" The sheer shock in the clear blue eyes of the girl before her nearly caused the brunette to snicker lightly if not for her steady stream of self-control.

"Kelly… You have problems if popularity is all that matters to you…" Throwing off Jordan's arm, Siân slipped away from him only to back into Shawn. Looking up at him in surprise, she saw warmth in his eyes that she hadn't seen before as he rested his hands on her shoulders and raised his eyes to glare at the group of kids coldly. "Shun… Please… Don't do anything…"

Nodding slowly, the boy glared at Jordan with a look of pure hatred. In the process, a soft blue light lit up beneath his white shirt on his left shoulder. Worriedly, Siân moved to block everyone's view of the scene in a means to protect him from the comments they were sure to fire at him if they saw. "I'd appreciate it Jordan… if you left Siân alone. She's made it painfully clear to you that she doesn't want you touching her."

Jordan smirked at Shawn in a look of disgust as he took a step toward the pair in order to leer in Shawn's face. "Aw… what's the matter 'Shun'? You need to hide behind a girl?"

In fear, Siân threw herself between them all the while keeping a hand over Shawn's shoulder to hide the glowing character residing there. "Stop it! Neither of you need to fight here!" Jordan looked down at the girl and glared at her coldly before literally shoving her to the ground and glaring down at her.

Siân whimpered softly at the impact with the cold floor, before feeling the rush of fear run through her veins. She was no longer covering the symbol, and Shawn was now free game. "You're such a loser Siân… I gave you a chance to be with me and you turned me down…"

Suddenly a hand rested on the dark haired teens shoulder causing him to turn slowly only to meet a balled up fist directed at his jaw. Spinning, the teen fell to the ground grasping his jaw whimpering in pain. Shawn stood over him gloating mildly for a moment. "Well… I've had my daily dose of pain inflicting for the day…" The smirk faded from his features as he lowered to the ground and slipped a hand into the other boy's hair and yanked it backward in a death grip. "Never… and I mean NEVER… hurt Siân like that again… Or I'll do something you'll be sure to regret…"

All eyes rested on the dark blonde in sheer fear, then their gazes shifted to the now fading character of bright blue on his shoulder. Kelly was the first to shriek in surprise at the sight from the side of the boy still on the ground trembling in fear. "YOU ARE POSSESSED!"

Shawn blinked in surprise as if noticing for the first time that his shoulder was glowing. Stepping back from the boy on the ground, the sixteen year old grasped his head in his hands then ran out the door with fear evident in his eyes. Siân jumped to her feet and called after her brother in surprise. "SHUNKAKU! STOP! WAIT!" As she began to run after him, one of Jordan's friends grabbed her shoulders and yanked her back violently.

"Stay here Tsukikage! That demon child doesn't deserve you doting over him…" Siân cried out in pain as his grip tightened on her shoulders. The teachers were coming, and her dear Shunkaku would have to face the music, and there was nothing she could do. Or was there?

~*~

The dirty blonde sat crumpled in his seat in the principle's office waiting for the axe to fall. He was used to being in here, and by some miracle, he'd always gotten out of it. And oddly enough, it was always his sister taking the rap. Sighing softly, he didn't want that to happen again. After all, it was his fist that had broken that boy's jaw, not hers. The door opened slowly and Siân slipped in and sat in the chair next to Shawn looking at him with wide green eyes. "You ok Shun?"

Nodding slowly, the boy gave a grunt in reply that seemed rather characteristic of the boy beside her. Shaking her head lightly, she let her eyes drift to the door as a hand ran up to her shoulders and rubbed gently causing her to wince. Instantly Shawn looked up at her with silent questions in his eyes. When she shook her head and refused to answer, Shawn gently turned her to face him and pushed the collar of her light blue oxford off to the side in order to see her shoulder. With eyes wide in anger, Shawn saw the blue, black and purple bruise on her shoulder from where the boy had yanked her back earlier.

"Don't worry about it Shun… It'll be ok." Giving him a reassuring smile, she knew it didn't mean a thing to him. Growling under his breath, he sat back in his chair and crossed his arms over his chest. She could see him brooding over the whole ordeal and gave a soft sigh. At that moment, the door flew open and the principle as well as her mother walked in with a look of sadness in her hazel eyes.

The white haired man gave a sigh as he sat in his chair behind the desk and stared at the two children in the office then looked to their mother with a tired look in his soft gray eyes. "Mrs. Tsukikage, I'm sorry to make you come up here, but it seems Shawn here has once more gotten into a fight."

Their mother sighed and sat down in the last remaining seat at Shawn's side. Her deep blonde hair was streaked in gray that she often told the two was their fault in a joking manner. She loved them deeply, the both of them, but this was trying on her. "I'm sorry sir…"

Siân looked at her mother in worry and gave a soft whimper before standing up to look at the principle. "Mr. Henke… This was my fault… I provoked them into attacking me and Shunkaku… I mean Shawn was just trying to protect me!"

The man looked at her calmly and frowned darkly. He knew she was exaggerating, but from the look on Shawn's face, he knew it was close to the truth. "Very well Ms. Siân… If it is your insistence that you take the blame, then so be it. You'll be suspended for three days…" Shawn looked up in horror. His sister was never a troublemaker and it was wrong for her to take the rap like she was.

"If that… is how it's going to be… Suspend me as well." Shawn stood up with his hands clenched at his sides angrily. "I'm the 'demon child' that broke Jordan's jaw. Don't blame that on Siân…."

At his words, his mother jumped to her feet and wrapped her arms about his shoulders and hugged him close. "Dear Shunkaku… That's not true… Whoever called you a demon was wrong… Don't listen to them…"

"I'm sorry Lisa… I know you aren't well, and this isn't something you wanted to hear. But, these two might be better off if you keep them home for three days." Still hugging her son she nodded her head sadly not seeing the pure shock in the blue eyes staring at her plaintively.

"I'll take them home now…" Giving a weak sigh, she turned to leave the office, her arm still around Shawn protectively. As they walked down the walk to the parking lot, the boy that had grabbed Siân grinned evilly at Shawn.

"Going home demon boy?" He had only meant for Shawn to hear, but the two girls turned glares onto the boy causing him to shrink back.

"If you know what's good for you… You'll stop pointing accusations at my Shunkaku…" Lisa grounded out at the teen before tightening her hold on Shawn in a comforting manner. "Let's go home…"

Siân sneered at the boy and walked on after her beloved family carrying both her backpack and Shawn's. It wasn't that they made her, but she wanted to put as little stress on the boy as possible. Life was hard for her Shunkaku… and she planned on making it better in anyways possible.

~*~

Sitting on the couch beneath the window of their living room, Shawn replayed the events of the day before in his head with a truly stoic look on his face. It had hurt, far more than anything had ever hurt before in his life.

"Why is it that you always drag her down with you?" His father stood over him with a pained look on his face. There wasn't any maliciousness in his voice, only pain. "Don't you even realize that your sister is tearing herself up just for you?" Even at that moment, he still referred to him as family. It hurt. It truly hurt. "And not to mention your mother! You know she's sick! She can't deal with this! Can't you at least TRY to control your temper?"

Couldn't he? Why couldn't he control his temper? Had he just shoved Jordan away, he would have been just as effective as he had been with shattering his jaw. That is… he and his sister wouldn't have been suspended, and the kids wouldn't have looked at him like he was the anti-Christ. Shuddering at the thought, his religious background made it hard for him to hear those things. He wasn't evil, was he?

Falling into a seat at the dining room table, the man with black hair cradled his forehead in his interlaced fingers in frustration. "What will I do if I lose any of you? If your mother dies… or your sister gets hurt… even you." The man that had looked so strong to Shawn was now no more than a whimpering boy running scared from reality.

A gentle hand rested on the man's shoulder as Lisa leaned down to rest her chin tiredly on his shoulder while looking at Shawn warmly. "Toma… Don't be so hard on Shunkaku… He knows that what happened was wrong. Besides… It's not his fault I'm sick, nor his fault that Siân is so protective."

"Hai…" Still not looking up, the Japanese man shuddered in fear. "Gomen ne Shun-kun… Could you go check on your sister please? I'm worried about her…"

He had every right to be angry and worried. Even though his mother said it wasn't his fault, he knew it was. It was his fault that Siân was constantly ragged on at school. Why she had been hurt countless times trying to defend his honor. Snorting he wondered what honor Siân was trying to protect.

The group of elementary school boys poked and kicked the small boy huddled on the ground in fear laughing as they continued. "Look! It's the lil adopted demon boy!"

Shivering in fear and anguish, the boy hid his head in his arms trying not to listen to them. Visions were flooding into his head with every insult and hit that was inflicted upon him and he was beyond scared at that point. "Onegai! Leave me alone!"

"Aw… isn't it cute? He's talking in Japanese! Demon!" One boy cackled in glee as he kicked him in the side as hard as his small form was capable of.

Crying out in shock more than pain, his deep indigo blue eyes widened in surprise. Visions of a boy that looked exactly like him flooded into his brain. Holding him closely, he could tell that both he and the boy in the vision were dressed in odd Chinese clothing, and it was from a long time ago. In the midst of the pain and tears, he heard a voice call out angrily above the taunting. "LEAVE HIM ALONE! Leave my Shun alone!"

Looking up in fear, his eyes focused on the figure of his sister, but it wasn't his sister that he saw. Instead he saw the same boy he had in the vision glaring at the other boy's angrily. In moments the boys and Siân were fighting hurling horrible insults at her for her persistence in protecting the small boy on the ground whimpering in pain. When the others had finally ran away, she stood before him her clothes torn and blood leaking from her lip and nose. In horror he watched her drop to the ground unconscious. Screaming out and reaching out to her the scene of a teen boy resembling him echoed in his mind as he fell to the ground beaten severely.

Tears fell anew as he shook his head and closed his eyes tightly reaching out to Siân. "KOUTOKU!!!"

Koutoku… Who was he? Was he a figment of his imagination? So many times he'd seen visions of that boy, and with each vision he wondered just how real it was. Were they locked away memories? Sighing softly, he brought his eyes up to stare out the window. Outside his mother and Siân were digging in the small flowerbed smiling and laughing. They meant so much to him. But it hurt severely. It was his fault that Siân had been taken to the emergency room that day in elementary school. A girl shouldn't have been the one defending the guy…

Catching her green eyes with his own, he saw a sweet smile spread over her gentle features. It was the smile she reserved only for him. No one else saw it. Giving a small nod and a wave he couldn't help but stare at her. Even with her shortly cropped hair, he was well aware of how beautiful she was. When had he realized that? Thinking back, he remembered how she had gotten both of them into many different martial arts classes. It was their own personal hobby.

Her hair hadn't always been that short. He remembered that back in grade school her hair had swept the small of her back, but when they started their classes, she had come home with a haircut very similar to his own. Their father had nearly freaked. He knew what he had wanted to say, but it was never said. He was a bad influence on the Tsukikage girl. Sighing softly he finally drew his gaze away from her and closed his eyes.

"You know we love you… And I plan to make sure that you see that I love you just as much as you are than if you were my biological son…" Lisa smiled at the boy lovingly while sweeping a hand lightly through his tousled dark blonde hair. "It was our solemn promise when we adopted you… that we would love you unconditionally."

Unconditionally… He loved her like that. His mother had loved him and understood him like only Siân had. Where his father loved him, it wasn't as in depth as the love he felt from the two girls. He would go crazy without her. Looking up again, his eyes rested on them only to see the agony wrenching the older woman's face, then to see her collapse to the ground. Fear shot through his expression as he jumped to him feet. "OH GOD NO!"

~*~

Walking solemnly down the halls of the school, Shawn kept his eyes trained on the ground. He was leaving early today. No, it wasn't for a good reason. It was for the reason that his sister now looked like a walking corpse and his father was in shambles. After a solid two weeks of fighting for her life, the cancer finally won out and took away the one lady that had shown him what a true mother's love was.

Stopping in mid stride he felt the tears stinging the back of his eyes. It was his fault. He had given her so much heartache that she had become weak and couldn't fight it off. That was all he could hear. It was the blame and the guilt that was slowly driving him mad. Not only had he witnessed the death of his beloved adopted mother, but visions of another woman staring at him with sightless eyes bleeding to death on the ground in the midst of burning buildings. He'd felt that loss before.

Snarling off to his side, Daniel stepped out to glare at Shawn with every intention of driving the stake farther into Shawn's heart. After all, he was the guy that had broken his best friend's jaw. "What's the matter demon child? Going to the funeral? Don't you think that's a bit superficial?" Snarling, he saw the pain lancing the dark blonde's body at his words. "Well, it is! You're the reason she's dead you devil! The reason you're father is a widower and the reason that Siân is like a walking dead person! And after they took you into the family and treated you like you belonged there!"

Turning in anger to the boy, his heart throbbed in agony from the accusations that his soul believed. "Shut up!" The boy merely laughed at the anger and pain flickering in Shawn's eyes.

"Why demon? Cause you know it's true?" At that moment, the blue light flared on his shoulder and the eerie sight appeared. Coiling about him, a long chord snaked its way around Shawn's body with an orb on each end. In moments, the strange object shot out at the boy and ensnared him like a python would its prey.

"I SAID SHUT UP!" Fear was now evident in Daniel's eyes as he was lifted from the ground in the choking life-sapping grip of the chord. Slowly he was losing consciousness and the impending fear of death was ever-present on his mind.

"SHUNKAKU!" Running forward, Siân latched onto his shoulder in worry staring up at him in fear. "Please stop!"

Unnoticing, Shawn threw out his arm tossing her effortlessly to the ground. Still glaring at the boy in his weapon, he barely made out the cry of pain as Siân fell to the cruel concrete surface skidding a ways down it's length and into a wall. Blinking for the first time, Shawn turned to the small noise and saw Siân unconscious on the ground old tears still staining her cheeks. "SIÂN!" Running over to her, he didn't realize that the weapon had vanished and dropped Daniel to the ground with a loud thud.

Cradling her in his arms the tears finally spilled down his cheeks as he slid his fingers gingerly down the side of her still face. A small trickle of blood ran down the side of her head from the wound on her head where she'd hit the wall unceremoniously. "I'm so sorry… Please wake up! I can't lose you too!"

At that moment, Toma was walking down the sidewalks in search of his children that were unnaturally late. Rounding a corner, he spotted the battered Daniel rising to his feet rubbing his back. Looking up in fear, he saw the father and quickly rose to his feet. Averting his eyes from the boy, Toma was surprised to see his son cradling Siân in his arms crying.

Anger seemed to flare in the older man as he looked at the other boy present with vicious questions in his eyes. Sensing the anger, Daniel swallowed hard and shook his head. "Don't look at me Mr. Tsukikage! He attacked me! I had nothing to do with Siân getting hurt!"

"Explain…" The older man seemed to grow older before his eyes still giving the boy a cold stare.

"I was about to go unconscious when Siân tried to stop him! I don't know what happened sir! He hit her! So hard she was slammed into the wall! That's all I remember! I blacked out!" Daniel edged away in fear and soon ran like mad in the opposite direction.

Toma stared at Shawn in disbelief as the boy rocked silently brushing his fingers lightly through his sister's hair with the utmost gentleness. "Is that true Shunkaku?"

Shawn looked up in surprise with a deadpan expression in his eyes. Thinking about it a moment he registered the accusation. Feeling the anguish build up in his stomach he felt as though he was going to throw up. Giving a pained nod, he refused to release the unconscious girl in his arms. He'd hurt the one person he'd learned to love more than anything.

Closing his eyes, Toma moved forward and wretched her form out of his grasp and carried her in his arms. "Let's go…" Turning away, Toma was sure to walk a good few feet ahead of Shawn. He didn't know what to think about this. And Shawn was so deep in shock; it would do no good to question him further. If things could get worse, he wouldn't have believed it.

~*~

Japan. Of all the changes that could occur in life, why had their father decided this? Sitting in the airport waiting for his father to return, he cast a quick glance at the luggage around him. Toma was still leery of his son for the incident where Siân got hurt; thusly he made Siân go with him to talk with customs about their impending citizenship. Shawn didn't blame them. He hated himself for it. In all his life, he'd never hurt her before.

She claimed it was fine that it was just an accident, but Shawn couldn't believe it. Looking around his surroundings, he noticed that most of the people there were short much like his father and sister. He supposed it was a Japan thing since his father was a native Japanese and his sister was half. Groaning softly he sunk into his chair and slouched. It didn't matter really. Whether he lived in the U.S. or here, he'd still have to live with his memories. Only thing was, he'd at least escaped the persecution of the students at his old school and was given the chance to make a clean new start.

At least, that was what Siân told him. She hadn't had many friends in the U.S. anyway since she was always constantly with him taking care of him. But ever since that day, he himself shoved her away from him for fear of hurting her again. He was cursed in his mind. He was the devil just like everyone said. And if all the memories or visions that he always had were truly memories from some other lifetime, he had always been a devil.

In mid thought he felt someone collide into him hugging him tightly dragging him out of his chair. "KOUTOKU!!!" Blinking in surprise at the name, he looked up to see a girl with burgundy hair and light brown eyes staring at him with a huge sunny smile on her face. "I've been looking everywhere for you!"

"Pardon?" Trying desperately to be polite, Shawn merely gawked at her in surprise. "Do I know you?"

The girl blinked in surprise and arched a brow. "Stop playing dumb Kou-kun! And what's up with the fake American accent??? It's ridiculous!"

"Gomen ne… but you have the wrong person. I'm not this 'Koutoku' you speak of…" Shawn gave her a weary look and tried to pry himself away from her in desperation.

"Oi… Are you sick?" Placing a hand to his forehead, the girl shook her head. "No… C'mon Kou-kun! It's me! Yuuki Miaka!"

Miaka… Miaka… That name… it was so familiar. So was Koutoku. What was going on? "Gomen. Ore wa Shawn."

Blinking in surprise, the girl's eyes widened in utter shock. "Ne… Suboshi?" Edging away from him in slight fear, Shawn looked at her in bewilderment. First she wouldn't let go of him, now she was running like an injured animal. But… that name. Was it his? It felt… so right… and yet so faint.

"Hn…" It was a safe answer for now. He didn't want to think about it anymore. "Will you go away please?" Though it was meant to be polite, it sounded down right rude.

"IT IS YOU SUBOSHI!" Eyes lighting up with a mixture of fear and excitement, the girl clapped her hands together and skipped off. "I can't wait to tell Kou-kun!" That was the last he saw of the girl with red brown hair.

Snorting derisively he shook his head and closed his eyes. "Girls are strange."

"Does that include me Shun-kun?" Looking up in surprise he met Siân's eyes only to see a laughter and sweetness in them that he hadn't seen there in a very long time.

"Ano… You're different." Crossing his arms defiantly he looked away fighting the urge to blush. Was it just him or was it getting harder for him to ignore how attractive she was?

Giving a similar snort, she plopped in the chair beside him crossing her arms looking very much like him in posture and position. "I hope you don't mean that I'm one of the guys or something… that's disgusting… I'd like to think I am more important than that."

Something began to tug on the edge of his lips at the words she said, but all that resulted was an annoyed smirk instead of the smile he had hoped to show her. "Oh please…"

Sighing softly, the girl's posture fell and she looked very tired. "Dad will be over here soon. He'll yell at me for wandering off… but… I wanted to keep you company." Smiling up at him wearily, she gently brushes his bangs from his eyes.

At the gesture, Shawn shrank away from her and looked at her in horror. At his action he watched her stare at him in utter anguish. He knew what she was thinking. She thought he hated her. If only she knew that weren't true. Not in the least. But it was better this way. "Baka… you should have stayed with him…"

Lowering her head to hide the pain in her eyes, she gave a slight nod. "Hai… Gomen ne…"

"Hn…" Trying his best to avoid the feeling of hurt he felt coming from her, he looked up in time to see his father. Great, now he'd have to listen to the lecture about wandering off and Siân trying to explain that she hadn't meant any harm. Cute, yet redundant. Life was about to change, and it scared the hell out of him. If only mother were there…

~ TBC… ^_^ I hope you like it. It's my very first FY fic. I really like the twins, and I wanted to tie up their stories. *thinks the twins got cheated in the series* Anyway, please tell me if I should continue…