Author Notes: Ok, here is chapter 5. Not much I could think of rather than
this. And to think, this ends S+S.
Chapter 4: Alone
Sakura's P.O.V.
School had been hard, and after had been worse. They where always together. I could hardly concentrate. I kept thinking of them (like I could concentrate in math anyway). After school Syaoron had asked Sanima on a date. She gladly accepted, and they where off on it right now. I was home, crying into my pillow. This was too hard to endure. "Syaoron, why. Why have you left me? I am not complete without you."
I could have tried to ruin there date, but Syaoron would notice me and prevent me. There was nothing I could do to stop Syaoron. I couldn't hurt him. If he was happy, then I should be too. I should move on. Syaoron has left me, and there's nothing I can do about it. I sat up on the bed and wiped my tears.
"He's happy. That's good enough for me." I said. Then I stopped crying. I was holding myself from releasing the tears. 'He's happy, that's all I need.' But the pain was still in my heart. I knew it could not stay this way. I had to move on. I tried to force the pain out, but it stayed, like a nail screwed in and super glued in the strongest metal so it would never come out.
Kero was in his drawer; I heard his slight snores of sleep. He was slowly recovering from what ever he had been doing. I asked him once, but he didn't respond. I believe he will tell me when the time is right. I laid down and fell asleep to Kero's very faint snore's.
Next Day
I awoke feeling the pain in my heart. But I held it back, forced it inside and told myself, 'Syaoron is happy. I should be too.' I got ready for school and surprisingly was on time. "Ohayou (not sure how to spell, I just learned it and I'm not sure how to spell it) Sakura." Tomoyo greeted me. "Ohayou." I replied flatly. Tomoyo looked worried as I sat down. "Sakura, are you ok?" She asked. I nodded. "I'm fine."
I had been about 10 minutes early. Syaoron was still not in class when I got there. Only about 5 students where there. The door opened again and Syaoron and Sanima walked in together. I turned my head and looked out the window. 'He's happy. That's all that matters.' Syaoron gave Sanima a quick kiss on the forehead, then walked past me and sat down. Sanima also sat down. I then turned to Tomoyo and smiled. She looked even more worried. "I'm fine Tomoyo. I've moved on."
Syaoron's P.O.V.
I was shocked. She had moved on. 'Damn you Sanima.' I said mentally. My body showed no reaction. 'This has gone on long enough! How much more pain must I take. I want Sanima to let me free. I want to be with Sakura. Oh, Sakura, if only you knew I still loved you, and only you. No else do I love more.'
Classes went on as usual and Sakura didn't react at all when I talked to Sanima, or gave her a kiss, or ate lunch with her, or left school arm in arm with her. 'Sakura..." I mentally. The only thing I had control of was my mind. It was all, I endured all the pain, I saw everything I did. I hated it. Why was my life like this?
Sakura's P.O.V.
"Sakura, are you ok?" Tomoyo asked me walking home. I nodded. "I'm ureshii (happy), nothing more, nothing less." I said flatly. Tomoyo stopped. "Sakura, please tell me the truth. I can fell your unhappy. I may not have magic, but I know when your unhappy Sakura."
I turned my head to the side and looked to the ground. "Sakura, it's about Syaoron right? I know you're sad about him leaving you. So take him back!" I looked at her. "Tomoyo." "Sakura! I'm going to convince you to get Syaoron back, no matter how long it takes. I want the cheerful ureshii girl I used to know!"
"But how? He's happy! That's good enough for me." "Sakura, I'm going to help you get him back, and he is going to be happy about you getting him back." When Tomoyo had such fire within her, I knew there was no way I could stop her. I sighed. "Fine Tomoyo, but if he is not happy, I'm returning him to Sanima!" "Arigato Sakura." She said.
Author Notes: Short chapter, all I can think of, WRITER'S BLOCK!! Hate writer's block. I'll promise to make the next chapter even longer ok! Give me some idea's to put in the next chapter, that might help.
Chapter 4: Alone
Sakura's P.O.V.
School had been hard, and after had been worse. They where always together. I could hardly concentrate. I kept thinking of them (like I could concentrate in math anyway). After school Syaoron had asked Sanima on a date. She gladly accepted, and they where off on it right now. I was home, crying into my pillow. This was too hard to endure. "Syaoron, why. Why have you left me? I am not complete without you."
I could have tried to ruin there date, but Syaoron would notice me and prevent me. There was nothing I could do to stop Syaoron. I couldn't hurt him. If he was happy, then I should be too. I should move on. Syaoron has left me, and there's nothing I can do about it. I sat up on the bed and wiped my tears.
"He's happy. That's good enough for me." I said. Then I stopped crying. I was holding myself from releasing the tears. 'He's happy, that's all I need.' But the pain was still in my heart. I knew it could not stay this way. I had to move on. I tried to force the pain out, but it stayed, like a nail screwed in and super glued in the strongest metal so it would never come out.
Kero was in his drawer; I heard his slight snores of sleep. He was slowly recovering from what ever he had been doing. I asked him once, but he didn't respond. I believe he will tell me when the time is right. I laid down and fell asleep to Kero's very faint snore's.
Next Day
I awoke feeling the pain in my heart. But I held it back, forced it inside and told myself, 'Syaoron is happy. I should be too.' I got ready for school and surprisingly was on time. "Ohayou (not sure how to spell, I just learned it and I'm not sure how to spell it) Sakura." Tomoyo greeted me. "Ohayou." I replied flatly. Tomoyo looked worried as I sat down. "Sakura, are you ok?" She asked. I nodded. "I'm fine."
I had been about 10 minutes early. Syaoron was still not in class when I got there. Only about 5 students where there. The door opened again and Syaoron and Sanima walked in together. I turned my head and looked out the window. 'He's happy. That's all that matters.' Syaoron gave Sanima a quick kiss on the forehead, then walked past me and sat down. Sanima also sat down. I then turned to Tomoyo and smiled. She looked even more worried. "I'm fine Tomoyo. I've moved on."
Syaoron's P.O.V.
I was shocked. She had moved on. 'Damn you Sanima.' I said mentally. My body showed no reaction. 'This has gone on long enough! How much more pain must I take. I want Sanima to let me free. I want to be with Sakura. Oh, Sakura, if only you knew I still loved you, and only you. No else do I love more.'
Classes went on as usual and Sakura didn't react at all when I talked to Sanima, or gave her a kiss, or ate lunch with her, or left school arm in arm with her. 'Sakura..." I mentally. The only thing I had control of was my mind. It was all, I endured all the pain, I saw everything I did. I hated it. Why was my life like this?
Sakura's P.O.V.
"Sakura, are you ok?" Tomoyo asked me walking home. I nodded. "I'm ureshii (happy), nothing more, nothing less." I said flatly. Tomoyo stopped. "Sakura, please tell me the truth. I can fell your unhappy. I may not have magic, but I know when your unhappy Sakura."
I turned my head to the side and looked to the ground. "Sakura, it's about Syaoron right? I know you're sad about him leaving you. So take him back!" I looked at her. "Tomoyo." "Sakura! I'm going to convince you to get Syaoron back, no matter how long it takes. I want the cheerful ureshii girl I used to know!"
"But how? He's happy! That's good enough for me." "Sakura, I'm going to help you get him back, and he is going to be happy about you getting him back." When Tomoyo had such fire within her, I knew there was no way I could stop her. I sighed. "Fine Tomoyo, but if he is not happy, I'm returning him to Sanima!" "Arigato Sakura." She said.
Author Notes: Short chapter, all I can think of, WRITER'S BLOCK!! Hate writer's block. I'll promise to make the next chapter even longer ok! Give me some idea's to put in the next chapter, that might help.