Standard Disclaimers apply: I don't own Gundam ~sigh~ wish I did... *cries really loudly* I love those
boys!!!
Parings: 1x2 3x4 5x?
Romance and Angst (gomen)
Please ignore my bad spelling and non-excitant grammar
Author's notes: Yeah!!!! Chap 6!!! ^_^ I'm good hehehehehe... Anyway we have had our lemon so
now it's time for some more plot line. Gomen to all who just wanted yaoi-alicous stuff. T thanks hun,
for being the bestest friend in the world and Happy Birthday hehehehehehe... *smacked with stick*
sorry T... on with fic
a song fic chapter the lyrics belong to "Shining Collection" which belongs to Gravitation rights blah,
blah... in {Japanese} [English] lyrics have fun. ^_^
"Don't hate me because I look like Madonna.."
- Miss. Q, Ceres Celestial Legends
Dedicated to a good friend who lives on the other side of the world... Love ya always Cas...
Angel With Metal Wings
Code Name 06 - Lost Heart
{Garasu no bedo ni toraware no motion}
[the motion of imprisonment in a bed of glass]
Duo walked carefully in the shadows. His eyes never leaving the brown haired, blue eyed man currently
talking with the honey blonde haired women. It had been a few hours since Heero and Duo had left the
sanctuary of their bedroom. Leaning against the wall Duo thought back over the last few hours. His
whole life had changed in a matter of moments. He had come here to protect the one he loved, but
some how some where along the line he had grabbed a small piece of heaven.
Duo knew that no one would want a hideously deformed assassin. He was a creature of the night not fit
for those who lived in the light. The ride to the party had been quite, and some how strained. Duo knew
that he would not regret this... never would he feel the same. Heero moved to lead the female onto the
dance floor. Fallowing the movements like a shadow Duo moved along with the couple, he couldn't
help it the sight was almost to much. Duo was determined not to show his heart ache, he wanted to
more then anything in the world to be out there on that dance floor...
{Tesaguri de shukujo wa kamikudaku}
[that is first broken by the fumbling of a lady]
{Soliday na tail de midara na hane collection}
[a loose collection of feathers with a tail of soliday]
Heero spun Relena, once, twice before once more pulling her close. He was hard pressed to formulate
the words he so desperately needed to end this. Relena was a nice girl, but Heero's heart was with that
dark mysterious man watching him. It was odd that he felt so safe with Duo around. Spinning Relena
again not listing to her rambling, Heero thought back to there time together. When he had woke Duo
had been up already dressed and clean. Heero had found it cute that Duo had trouble looking him in the
eye for awhile.
The ride up here had been very uneventful and frankly boring. He had watched Duo on the way up,
something about the car ride had scared Duo. Heero absently spun Relena again, maybe Duo had
claustrophobia? "HHHHHHHeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrroooooo..." Wincing Heero looked to the source of
that rather terrifying scream. "Heero! You just keep spinning me and I'm dizzy, and now I have to go
get some fresh air!" Heero would later swear his jaw hit the floor. Relena leaving him for a change???
What a day... sighing Heero searched out his angel.
{Himei hodo mujaki na yoruga hoshii}
[that almost screams the innocence desired at night]
Duo sat down gingerly, he was still sore. Not that me minded oh no! He loved it, Heero had made a
claim to him, maybe when this was over Duo would find someway to become worthy of his beloved.
Shifting to settle his sword a little on his shoulder, Duo looked for Heero in the crowd. When he didn't
immediately spot that mess of unruly brown hair in the crowd, he began to panic. What if Heero had left
him? Trying to stay calm Du searched the room again.
Strong arms grabbed him from behind, and Duo's instincts took hold. Faster then the human eye could
fallow Duo was on his feet with the edge of his sword millimetres from Heero's throat. Horrified Duo
fumbled to get his sword away. "Gomen..." he said softly hoping Heero didn't hate him. Shyly looking
up through his jagged brown bangs, Duo saw Heero still waring his trademark grin.
{Yuuutsu no borode odoru jiyuu to uso ni tsuda nukare}
[dancing through freedom and lies in the mood of depression]
Heero and Duo sat down side by side. Duo fascinated with the profile of his new lover, while Heero
stretched. That damn kink was back and angry. Trying in vain to work the kink out, he swore it
migrated deeper into his muscles causing him more and more discomfort. Duo finally became aware of
his loved ones predicament. "Turn", he said softly, Heero blinked and obediently turned. Duo reached
out hesitantly, this touching other people thing was new to him.
Placing his scarred and callused hands on Heero's broad back, Duo gently moved the pads of his
thumbs in soothing circles. Almost as if sensing the problem Duo's hands moved to ease the knot of
tension in his shoulder. Heero made noises low in his throat that one could only interpret as a purr.
Duo's hands were magic, Heero never wanted this to end.
Duo was still a little scared, afraid he'd do something wrong and make a mistake. Heero would hate
him forever...
{Moroku maichiru puzzle kono shihai kara tobitate}
[fragile puzzle pieces that break away from this course]
Duo continued his ministrations as Heero dozed softly. Feeling Heero's smooth muscles relax beneath
that white cotton shirt was worth the amount of self inflected torture. Finally Duo felt he needed to stop
before he messed it up. He had, had many a knots and kinks in his back and had always tried to work
them out himself. Some how the idea of touching anther person or being touched didn't appeal to him,
until now.
Feeling those warm hands leave his back Heero turned to a now slightly pinked Duo. Duo was scared
and berating himself for being so forward and in public! He knew that many men didn't brag about
there male/male relationships. In this day and age it was highly frowned upon in the business world. He
didn't want anything ruining Heero's good name and reputation, especially himself.
{Kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete}
[Kiss shining, we're kissing in my eyes]
{Toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru}
[Melting away even the flower petals in our way]
All these thoughts running through his head Duo was not expecting what happened next. Leaning
forward in his chair, Heero reached out to stroke Duo's cheek. Duo was absolutely shameless, and he
knew he'd regret it later. But now the man he loved was touching him in public, where anyone could
see. Duo leaned into the caress and nuzzled Heero's palm like a cat.
Lifting the much smaller man, Heero gently set him in his lap. Tucking his head under Heero's chin, Duo
breathed in his unique scent of male and strawberry . The two made a startling contrast, Duo in his
normal black and Heero, in gray dress pants and a white poet shirt. The lacings were partially undone ,
revelling smooth chest and well defined muscles. Heero had moved so easily through the crowd
laughing and joking with all the people he met along his way. Duo had stayed in the shadows watching.
Still here Duo sat on the lap of the man he most desired, breathing in his scent and listing to his steady
rhythmic heart beat. Heero smiled and placed a soft kiss on the top of Duo's head. Rubbing his back in
slow circles Heero whispered in the pink shell of Duo's ear. "Are you sore?" Blushing a little deeper,
Duo nodded silently against Heero's shoulder burying his face deeper in the warmth. Sighing Heero
pressed anther kiss to his forehead this time. "Gomen angel it just that..." Duo sat up to look him in the
eyes. 'It ok". That was all he said.
{Make me shining irozuku shigeki no hate ni}
[Make me shining, changing into the most exciting colours]
{Kagayakihajimeta maboroshi}
[That first shone in a vision]
Heero searched Duo's eyes as if questioning the validity of that statement. "I may run and hide, but a
never tell a lie". Heero was speechless, that was the most words Duo had ever said to him. Heero saw
the sadness and pain. Nothing more.
Leaning forward to plant a kiss on those delicate looking lips. Heero was jarred to reality by a voice
behind him. "Hey! Heero can I talk to you a sec please?" Heero turned ready to chew out the
newcomer. When Heero saw it was Quatre he sighed. Duo jumped off Heero's lap and stood facing
the two men eyes downcast. Excusing himself, Heero dragged Quatre a short distance away.
Duo watched them go, feeling a small measure of envy. He instantly stomped on it, who was he to be
jealous? He was nothing, a tool of destruction...
{Shikai wo nukedashita panorama no dimension}
[the field of view excels the dimension of panorama]
"What is it Quatre?" Heero struggled for patience, but Duo was waiting for him. Heero was ready, he
thought to finally tell Duo he loved him. He hoped that Duo in some small measure returned that love.
Quatre held out a CD, "Here's what your looking for". Opening the case Heero saw the neat
handwriting on the inside of the jacket:
Maxwell, Duo
Code Name 02
Assassin First Class - Dragons Bane
Training Video Record
Heero looked into lighter blue eyes, then his own. The normally soft eyes were hard. "I suggest you
watch these Heero". That was it the blond walked off to find his boyfriend. Tucking the CD in his
pocket, Heero turned to walk back to Duo.
The wheel of fate was set in motion and the momentum was impossible to stop. This was the pivotal
moment in time and lives would be forever changed, but for good or bad?
{Kanpeki na gitai wa tada furueru}
[a perfect mimesis that can only tremble]
Duo watched as Heero and Quatre talked quietly, both men very serious and solemn. As Duo watched
time seemed to stop. He saw a flash of silver, and Heero drop...
Time spun back in to motion and Heero still stood with Quatre. Duo rose and ran. Heero turned and
spotted him. With in five feet of each other Duo lunged and caught the hilt of the dagger centimetres
from the chest of his lover. Five seconds later would have left Heero dead.
Spinning on the spot Duo flung the dagger, and was rewarded by a scream. Now standing in the middle
of the dance floor, Duo watched calmly as men in black masks dropped from the balcony above and
surrounded both Heero and Duo. Duo slowly pivoted on the spot sizing up his competition. Twenty five
in all, a fair fight...
{Cheap na shokushu wa mitsu wo motomeru reaction}
[a cheap touch whose reaction is to look for secrets]
{Tsumetakutemo hiwai na kimi ga mitai}
[you want to see them even if they are coldly obscene]
Everything happened quickly, Duo caught the dagger centimetres from Heero. People were screaming,
as suddenly men dressed in black seemed to drop out of nowhere. Heero was stunned, how had this
happened? Who were these men? Heero felt a knife graze his arm, he sucked in his breath and bit his
lip, hissing through his teeth. Duo turned and saw Heero clutching his arm. Starting forward to try and
protect Heero, Duo watched in horror as one of the men came up behind Heero and knocked him
unconscious.
Something snapped, Duo stood over his beloveds unmoving form protecting him. Unsheathing his
sword Duo settled the blade in his grip. Face calm and devoid of all emotion, Duo's world narrowed to
himself and the men in black. The screams of the fleeing guest were pointless nosie as the God of Death
made good on his nickname.
{Nanairo ni moteasobu waki-da-shita kairaku no umi}
[a sea of gushing pleasure that alters the colours of the rainbow]
The first few men rushed the assassin in black simoutaniously. Blade flashing Duo slit the man's throat.
The second was beheaded, and the third split from navel to nose. Duo's cold blue blade was wielded
with deadly accuracy. Not a single stroke was wasted, not an ounce of mercy showed on that cold
featureless face as Duo took no prisoners.
Still standing protectively over Heero, Duo was unable to avoid several strokes from men who rushed
in from behind. A deep gash in his side, never slowed Shingimi. Ignoring the pain Duo was unaware of
the way his own blood ran down his side and into the body of his lover. Crossing swords again and
again, Duo spilled more and more blood on the dance floor.
{Kage ga fuchidoru game kono sekai kara uchinuke}
[that strikes into this world adding shadows to the fringed game]
Anther errant sword caught Duo along his rib cage cutting a deep furrow almost to the bone. Pain was
ignored as Duo was engrossed with protecting his charge. The last two men rushed forward ready to
kill or be killed by the assassins blade. Duo flipped his sword right slicing a man in half. The second was
slit length wise as that deadly blade did it's work .
Almost ten minutes after the appearance of the black clad men, the battle was over. Duo stood still,
somehow sensing more. Sweat dripped down his temples. And off his chin. Blood ran from his two cuts
falling onto the prone form below him. Who was in charge? Duo knew this was not the end. Duo
snapped his head around to the left as one of the fallen men struggled to stand. Without his legs the man
had no success.
Striding over to the struggling form, Duo pulled the mans head clear of the floor by his hair. Placing his
sword against the man's now exposed neck Duo leaned forward to whispered in his ear. "Who sent
you?" that could voice booked no refusal. "D-DDD-Damon", he gurgled, blood running from his
mouth. Duo quickly pulled his blade against the man's throat ending his life.
{Kiss shining kodoku wo katashidori}
[Kiss shining, imitating loneliness]
Standing, Duo in one smooth motion flicked the blade clean, and turned back to Heero. The hall was
silent, the music had stopped and the people were sticking there heads inside the doors. Duo
recognized Trowa and Quatre as they came rushing towards Heero. Perplexed Duo looked at the
prone form of his beloved, swallowing Duo's eyes widened in fright. Heero was covered in blood,
somehow he'd been stabbed. Duo had failed...
Duo rushed over only to be beaten there by the blonde women Relena Heero loved. Duo tried to get
closer but the blonde women stopped him. "No stay away from him! You've done enough" she yelled.
Duo stepped back as he watched Relena, Quatre, Trowa and a Chinese man with black hair in tail, get
Heero wrapped in a blanket to stanch the bleeding. Duo looked down at his hands. Those small
scarred digits were covered in blood. Once more blood had been spilt by his hand.
{Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru}
[Cutting into space with entwined regret]
An ambulance arrived and Duo somehow beat Relena to ride with Heero. Climbing into the back of it
to be with the one he loved. The paramedics who had carted Heero out, had tried to stop him but Duo
gave his best glare and the paramedics thought it would be wiser to not argue. The police had wanted
to question him on the events of this evening but some how the man with the sword had disappeared
before questions could start. Sitting with Heero Duo felt so helpless and scared, he could see all that
blood! He was bleeding to death.
Biting his lower lip, Duo tried not to cry. He had done this, all of it! It was his fault he hadn't been fast
enough to save him. The one he loved so much... Duo wanted so much cry and have Heero hold him, in
his strong arms. Just like last night... he thought. The ambulance sped on and Duo ignored his own
wounds which were jarred with every movement, every bump.
{Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra}
[Make me shining, fragments of my scattered heart]
Holding tightly to Heero's hand, Duo's own blood seeped down his chest to land on the ambulance
floor. The paramedics believed it to come from the large man on the gurney. They arrived a few minutes
later, the men in the ambulance pushed Duo aside and ran inside with Heero.
Duo was felling slightly dizzy, and lightheaded. He hurried inside the hospital trying to find his lover.
Nurses and doctors alike avoided him. A man in black, covered in blood with a sword was not
something they wanted to deal with. Still hurrying Duo finally found they way to the emergency room.
The white walls of the hospital and the smell of disinfectant brought back memories Duo wanted
desperately to forget:
"Come on Duo it's time to leave..." A small boy looking much younger then he was shook his
head. "I want to stay... they like me..." Duo huddled in his hospital bed. After a particularly
brutal session with a whip, Duo had almost died. Dr. G walked over to the cowering boy, lifting
up a magazine that lay open beside him the doctor looked at the picture of a young teenage man.
Unruly dark hair and blue eyes that held promises of summer and unicorn's lakes. Heero Yuy the
teen sensation. Very rich, and heir to the vast family fortune Smiling Dr. G held the picture up in
front of Duo. "Duo if your good one day you'll see him..." Violet eye opened in shock, "R-
rreally?" "Of course..." Dr. G watched as Duo took the magazine and delicacy ripped out the
page. Folding it up the young boy tucked it away in his clothes. "That's a good boy, now come
or else Heero Yuy will never see you..."
G had been right. Duo was almost there, so close to Heero. Dr. G had told Duo so many times that
Heero would never love him, Duo was tainted and no good to anyone. Duo mentally beat himself a
trick he learned every time he had a thought that he was worthy of Heero's love.
{Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni}
[A radiance that surpasses hope]
Taking a deep breath, Duo pushed aside the large swinging doors and entered the chaos of the
emergency room. People were every ware, children crying, adults chatting, doctors and nurses yelling
to one anther. It was pandemonium [1] and Duo with his sword and covered in blood stuck out like a
sore thumb. He stood stock still in the middle of the white tiled floor, looking around trying vainly to
hold on to himself. The walls seemed oppressive, closing in.
Duo heard the sound of sharp high heels hitting the floor and turned to see that blonde Relena clicking
down the hall straight at him. With her was Quarte, Trowa and the black haired man. Relena was the
first to reach him. Before Duo could react the blonde lady hauled off and slapped him. Shock registered
on his face as he lifted a blood covered hand to his left cheek.
{Ta-iki wa somaru akaku nureta yubisaki ni habatakenu chou no
namida}
[Red soaked fingertips dye the atmosphere with fluttering butterfly
tears]
"What the hell did you do?" Relena was angry, "He might die, do you understand that? You must have
killed him..." Duo stopped listening. He had killed Heero? His Heero was dead... no not his Heero
Relena's Heero... "I hope your happy you bastard! Your worthless, useless! Did you actually think that
Heero liked you!? Ha! You are a sick deluded bastard aren't you. Now you've killed him and-and-an"
Relena stopped, covering her face she ran off sobbing.
Duo looked at Quatre, and his lover Trowa, they weren't looking at him. The taller brown haired boy
held the weeping blonde close and the black haired man seemed lost in thought. Duo didn't make a
sound he turned and left. The double doors closed behind him. The sound from the chaotic place called
ER, were muffled. Duo didn't look back he walked through the long white halls, down the stars and out
into the night...
{Subete wa suna ni naru shining, make you cry}
[And all is turned to sand... Shining, make you cry ]
Walking down the dark streets Duo was lost in his own dark thoughts. "I hope your happy you
bastard!" Relena's words tore through his skull again and again. He had killed Heero, it was his
fault... As if to accent his dark thoughts, there was a rumble of thunder and the heaves opened and
wept on the earth below. Duo to distraught to realize what he was doing spied a motorcycle parked out
side a bar. Without thinking he hot-wired the black beast and roared off into the night. Heero...
{Kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete}
[Kiss shining, we're kissing in my eyes]
Heero was slow to come into wakefulness. "Duo?" he whispered. Instead of those violet eyes he loved
so much, he saw Relena Peacecraft's face. "Heeeerrrroooo!" Heero choked as Relena hugged him to
her bosom. "Where's Duo? Heero looked into the faces of his friends, Quatre, Trowa and Wufei all
stood around his bed. All three men had a look of profound sadness in there eyes.
{Toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru}
[Melting away even the flower petals in our way]
Duo, pushed open the door. Standing in Heero's dark house Duo slowly walked towards the
bathroom. Still bleeding heavily Duo staggered down the blue hallway in Heero's house. Not bothering
to turn on any lights, Duo didn't see the bloody foot prints he left on the cream coloured carpet.
Stumbling into the bathroom, Duo clicked on the lights, leaving bloody fingerprints on the walls. Turning
to look in the mirror over the sink, Duo saw what he was. A tool, nothing of value. Not worthy of love
in any means. Blood mixed with rain ran down his face leaving streaks that dried and caked. Wide
violet eyes stared back, I won't stop this time...
{Make me shining irozuku shigeki no hate}
[Kill me shining, changing into the most exciting colours]
"Where is he Relena?" Heero was staring at Relena face cold, an unusual expression on that usually
laughing features. "Don't worry Heero I got rid of that bastard for you". Relena looked frantic. "He
almost killed you Heero!" Heero narrowed his eyes, "He saved me Relena, a man behind me knocked
me out, just after I got nicked by anther". Relena froze. "There was so much blood on you I tho-" "It
wasn't his..."
All eyes turned to the doctor who entered the room. "All that blood on you Mr. Yuy wasn't yours. We
cleaned that small cut you had, and that little bump you had. You barley bleed at all. All that other
blood belong to some one else." Tuning the doctor headed out. "Oh and Mr. Yuy, you can go home
any time." With that he left. "Not your blood?" Relena turned once more to Heero, "What did you do?"
The words were harsh. Relena clamped her mouth shut and backed away. Trowa told the story, of the
words Relena had said and the look of deep sadness in Duo's eyes. Heero was in shock "My God..."
{Kagayakihajimeta maboroshi}
[That first shone in a vision]
{Please don't cryin' kodoku wo katashidori}
[Please don't cryin', imitating loneliness]
Duo, shrugged off his dripping tench coat. He rolled up the sleeves of his black turtle neck. Tracing the
silvery scars on his forearms, Duo looked hat himself in the mirror once more. That mockery of a smile,
that made all who looked at it want to cry, was back in place. Picking up his sword from where it had
fallen on the floor, Duo placed the sharp edge against his pale skin. Watching in fascination as he first
split open one arm then the other. The sword clattered to the floor, and the red blood dripped slowly
pooling near his feet. Staggering back Duo slid down the wall till he sitting on the floor.
The blood continued to flow, as purple eyes looked up at the ceiling. Tears, ran freely down that
emotionless face. Heero I'm sorry... I love you always. More blood seeped down his arms and onto
the floor. You promised forever Heero... maybe now we can live happily. I'm comming love... wait
for me...
{Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru}
[Cutting into space with entwined regret]
{Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra}
[Make me shining, fragments of my scattered heart]
Violet eyes closed as painless blackness enveloped the cold assassin. Always and forever...
{Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni}
[A radiance that surpasses hope]
To Be Continued of Game Over?
[1] It was pandalirum, I thought we'd be killed or worse... for you Katie hun.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Wilson: Well wh- *smacked with many, many pointed objects*
T: What the hell you mean game over? *aiming anther large rock*
Jay: Exactly what are you on?
Katie: I swear you'll never see you 17th birthday...
Cas: Grrrrrrrrr...... *smacking away with stick*
Casey: My sentiments exactly...
D: *munching popcorn, taping with video camera* Human drama...
Wilson: ...
All: *smacking away at poor beaten author*
Wilson: I'm just not sure if I should end it here o- *smacked again*
Jay: *looking at people with chibi eye's* make her write more...
Katie: yeah we want to know what happens.
Cas: _
Casey: *pulling out ax*
T: *sweatdrop* please review... make her write more.
boys!!!
Parings: 1x2 3x4 5x?
Romance and Angst (gomen)
Please ignore my bad spelling and non-excitant grammar
Author's notes: Yeah!!!! Chap 6!!! ^_^ I'm good hehehehehe... Anyway we have had our lemon so
now it's time for some more plot line. Gomen to all who just wanted yaoi-alicous stuff. T thanks hun,
for being the bestest friend in the world and Happy Birthday hehehehehehe... *smacked with stick*
sorry T... on with fic
a song fic chapter the lyrics belong to "Shining Collection" which belongs to Gravitation rights blah,
blah... in {Japanese} [English] lyrics have fun. ^_^
"Don't hate me because I look like Madonna.."
- Miss. Q, Ceres Celestial Legends
Dedicated to a good friend who lives on the other side of the world... Love ya always Cas...
Angel With Metal Wings
Code Name 06 - Lost Heart
{Garasu no bedo ni toraware no motion}
[the motion of imprisonment in a bed of glass]
Duo walked carefully in the shadows. His eyes never leaving the brown haired, blue eyed man currently
talking with the honey blonde haired women. It had been a few hours since Heero and Duo had left the
sanctuary of their bedroom. Leaning against the wall Duo thought back over the last few hours. His
whole life had changed in a matter of moments. He had come here to protect the one he loved, but
some how some where along the line he had grabbed a small piece of heaven.
Duo knew that no one would want a hideously deformed assassin. He was a creature of the night not fit
for those who lived in the light. The ride to the party had been quite, and some how strained. Duo knew
that he would not regret this... never would he feel the same. Heero moved to lead the female onto the
dance floor. Fallowing the movements like a shadow Duo moved along with the couple, he couldn't
help it the sight was almost to much. Duo was determined not to show his heart ache, he wanted to
more then anything in the world to be out there on that dance floor...
{Tesaguri de shukujo wa kamikudaku}
[that is first broken by the fumbling of a lady]
{Soliday na tail de midara na hane collection}
[a loose collection of feathers with a tail of soliday]
Heero spun Relena, once, twice before once more pulling her close. He was hard pressed to formulate
the words he so desperately needed to end this. Relena was a nice girl, but Heero's heart was with that
dark mysterious man watching him. It was odd that he felt so safe with Duo around. Spinning Relena
again not listing to her rambling, Heero thought back to there time together. When he had woke Duo
had been up already dressed and clean. Heero had found it cute that Duo had trouble looking him in the
eye for awhile.
The ride up here had been very uneventful and frankly boring. He had watched Duo on the way up,
something about the car ride had scared Duo. Heero absently spun Relena again, maybe Duo had
claustrophobia? "HHHHHHHeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrroooooo..." Wincing Heero looked to the source of
that rather terrifying scream. "Heero! You just keep spinning me and I'm dizzy, and now I have to go
get some fresh air!" Heero would later swear his jaw hit the floor. Relena leaving him for a change???
What a day... sighing Heero searched out his angel.
{Himei hodo mujaki na yoruga hoshii}
[that almost screams the innocence desired at night]
Duo sat down gingerly, he was still sore. Not that me minded oh no! He loved it, Heero had made a
claim to him, maybe when this was over Duo would find someway to become worthy of his beloved.
Shifting to settle his sword a little on his shoulder, Duo looked for Heero in the crowd. When he didn't
immediately spot that mess of unruly brown hair in the crowd, he began to panic. What if Heero had left
him? Trying to stay calm Du searched the room again.
Strong arms grabbed him from behind, and Duo's instincts took hold. Faster then the human eye could
fallow Duo was on his feet with the edge of his sword millimetres from Heero's throat. Horrified Duo
fumbled to get his sword away. "Gomen..." he said softly hoping Heero didn't hate him. Shyly looking
up through his jagged brown bangs, Duo saw Heero still waring his trademark grin.
{Yuuutsu no borode odoru jiyuu to uso ni tsuda nukare}
[dancing through freedom and lies in the mood of depression]
Heero and Duo sat down side by side. Duo fascinated with the profile of his new lover, while Heero
stretched. That damn kink was back and angry. Trying in vain to work the kink out, he swore it
migrated deeper into his muscles causing him more and more discomfort. Duo finally became aware of
his loved ones predicament. "Turn", he said softly, Heero blinked and obediently turned. Duo reached
out hesitantly, this touching other people thing was new to him.
Placing his scarred and callused hands on Heero's broad back, Duo gently moved the pads of his
thumbs in soothing circles. Almost as if sensing the problem Duo's hands moved to ease the knot of
tension in his shoulder. Heero made noises low in his throat that one could only interpret as a purr.
Duo's hands were magic, Heero never wanted this to end.
Duo was still a little scared, afraid he'd do something wrong and make a mistake. Heero would hate
him forever...
{Moroku maichiru puzzle kono shihai kara tobitate}
[fragile puzzle pieces that break away from this course]
Duo continued his ministrations as Heero dozed softly. Feeling Heero's smooth muscles relax beneath
that white cotton shirt was worth the amount of self inflected torture. Finally Duo felt he needed to stop
before he messed it up. He had, had many a knots and kinks in his back and had always tried to work
them out himself. Some how the idea of touching anther person or being touched didn't appeal to him,
until now.
Feeling those warm hands leave his back Heero turned to a now slightly pinked Duo. Duo was scared
and berating himself for being so forward and in public! He knew that many men didn't brag about
there male/male relationships. In this day and age it was highly frowned upon in the business world. He
didn't want anything ruining Heero's good name and reputation, especially himself.
{Kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete}
[Kiss shining, we're kissing in my eyes]
{Toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru}
[Melting away even the flower petals in our way]
All these thoughts running through his head Duo was not expecting what happened next. Leaning
forward in his chair, Heero reached out to stroke Duo's cheek. Duo was absolutely shameless, and he
knew he'd regret it later. But now the man he loved was touching him in public, where anyone could
see. Duo leaned into the caress and nuzzled Heero's palm like a cat.
Lifting the much smaller man, Heero gently set him in his lap. Tucking his head under Heero's chin, Duo
breathed in his unique scent of male and strawberry . The two made a startling contrast, Duo in his
normal black and Heero, in gray dress pants and a white poet shirt. The lacings were partially undone ,
revelling smooth chest and well defined muscles. Heero had moved so easily through the crowd
laughing and joking with all the people he met along his way. Duo had stayed in the shadows watching.
Still here Duo sat on the lap of the man he most desired, breathing in his scent and listing to his steady
rhythmic heart beat. Heero smiled and placed a soft kiss on the top of Duo's head. Rubbing his back in
slow circles Heero whispered in the pink shell of Duo's ear. "Are you sore?" Blushing a little deeper,
Duo nodded silently against Heero's shoulder burying his face deeper in the warmth. Sighing Heero
pressed anther kiss to his forehead this time. "Gomen angel it just that..." Duo sat up to look him in the
eyes. 'It ok". That was all he said.
{Make me shining irozuku shigeki no hate ni}
[Make me shining, changing into the most exciting colours]
{Kagayakihajimeta maboroshi}
[That first shone in a vision]
Heero searched Duo's eyes as if questioning the validity of that statement. "I may run and hide, but a
never tell a lie". Heero was speechless, that was the most words Duo had ever said to him. Heero saw
the sadness and pain. Nothing more.
Leaning forward to plant a kiss on those delicate looking lips. Heero was jarred to reality by a voice
behind him. "Hey! Heero can I talk to you a sec please?" Heero turned ready to chew out the
newcomer. When Heero saw it was Quatre he sighed. Duo jumped off Heero's lap and stood facing
the two men eyes downcast. Excusing himself, Heero dragged Quatre a short distance away.
Duo watched them go, feeling a small measure of envy. He instantly stomped on it, who was he to be
jealous? He was nothing, a tool of destruction...
{Shikai wo nukedashita panorama no dimension}
[the field of view excels the dimension of panorama]
"What is it Quatre?" Heero struggled for patience, but Duo was waiting for him. Heero was ready, he
thought to finally tell Duo he loved him. He hoped that Duo in some small measure returned that love.
Quatre held out a CD, "Here's what your looking for". Opening the case Heero saw the neat
handwriting on the inside of the jacket:
Maxwell, Duo
Code Name 02
Assassin First Class - Dragons Bane
Training Video Record
Heero looked into lighter blue eyes, then his own. The normally soft eyes were hard. "I suggest you
watch these Heero". That was it the blond walked off to find his boyfriend. Tucking the CD in his
pocket, Heero turned to walk back to Duo.
The wheel of fate was set in motion and the momentum was impossible to stop. This was the pivotal
moment in time and lives would be forever changed, but for good or bad?
{Kanpeki na gitai wa tada furueru}
[a perfect mimesis that can only tremble]
Duo watched as Heero and Quatre talked quietly, both men very serious and solemn. As Duo watched
time seemed to stop. He saw a flash of silver, and Heero drop...
Time spun back in to motion and Heero still stood with Quatre. Duo rose and ran. Heero turned and
spotted him. With in five feet of each other Duo lunged and caught the hilt of the dagger centimetres
from the chest of his lover. Five seconds later would have left Heero dead.
Spinning on the spot Duo flung the dagger, and was rewarded by a scream. Now standing in the middle
of the dance floor, Duo watched calmly as men in black masks dropped from the balcony above and
surrounded both Heero and Duo. Duo slowly pivoted on the spot sizing up his competition. Twenty five
in all, a fair fight...
{Cheap na shokushu wa mitsu wo motomeru reaction}
[a cheap touch whose reaction is to look for secrets]
{Tsumetakutemo hiwai na kimi ga mitai}
[you want to see them even if they are coldly obscene]
Everything happened quickly, Duo caught the dagger centimetres from Heero. People were screaming,
as suddenly men dressed in black seemed to drop out of nowhere. Heero was stunned, how had this
happened? Who were these men? Heero felt a knife graze his arm, he sucked in his breath and bit his
lip, hissing through his teeth. Duo turned and saw Heero clutching his arm. Starting forward to try and
protect Heero, Duo watched in horror as one of the men came up behind Heero and knocked him
unconscious.
Something snapped, Duo stood over his beloveds unmoving form protecting him. Unsheathing his
sword Duo settled the blade in his grip. Face calm and devoid of all emotion, Duo's world narrowed to
himself and the men in black. The screams of the fleeing guest were pointless nosie as the God of Death
made good on his nickname.
{Nanairo ni moteasobu waki-da-shita kairaku no umi}
[a sea of gushing pleasure that alters the colours of the rainbow]
The first few men rushed the assassin in black simoutaniously. Blade flashing Duo slit the man's throat.
The second was beheaded, and the third split from navel to nose. Duo's cold blue blade was wielded
with deadly accuracy. Not a single stroke was wasted, not an ounce of mercy showed on that cold
featureless face as Duo took no prisoners.
Still standing protectively over Heero, Duo was unable to avoid several strokes from men who rushed
in from behind. A deep gash in his side, never slowed Shingimi. Ignoring the pain Duo was unaware of
the way his own blood ran down his side and into the body of his lover. Crossing swords again and
again, Duo spilled more and more blood on the dance floor.
{Kage ga fuchidoru game kono sekai kara uchinuke}
[that strikes into this world adding shadows to the fringed game]
Anther errant sword caught Duo along his rib cage cutting a deep furrow almost to the bone. Pain was
ignored as Duo was engrossed with protecting his charge. The last two men rushed forward ready to
kill or be killed by the assassins blade. Duo flipped his sword right slicing a man in half. The second was
slit length wise as that deadly blade did it's work .
Almost ten minutes after the appearance of the black clad men, the battle was over. Duo stood still,
somehow sensing more. Sweat dripped down his temples. And off his chin. Blood ran from his two cuts
falling onto the prone form below him. Who was in charge? Duo knew this was not the end. Duo
snapped his head around to the left as one of the fallen men struggled to stand. Without his legs the man
had no success.
Striding over to the struggling form, Duo pulled the mans head clear of the floor by his hair. Placing his
sword against the man's now exposed neck Duo leaned forward to whispered in his ear. "Who sent
you?" that could voice booked no refusal. "D-DDD-Damon", he gurgled, blood running from his
mouth. Duo quickly pulled his blade against the man's throat ending his life.
{Kiss shining kodoku wo katashidori}
[Kiss shining, imitating loneliness]
Standing, Duo in one smooth motion flicked the blade clean, and turned back to Heero. The hall was
silent, the music had stopped and the people were sticking there heads inside the doors. Duo
recognized Trowa and Quatre as they came rushing towards Heero. Perplexed Duo looked at the
prone form of his beloved, swallowing Duo's eyes widened in fright. Heero was covered in blood,
somehow he'd been stabbed. Duo had failed...
Duo rushed over only to be beaten there by the blonde women Relena Heero loved. Duo tried to get
closer but the blonde women stopped him. "No stay away from him! You've done enough" she yelled.
Duo stepped back as he watched Relena, Quatre, Trowa and a Chinese man with black hair in tail, get
Heero wrapped in a blanket to stanch the bleeding. Duo looked down at his hands. Those small
scarred digits were covered in blood. Once more blood had been spilt by his hand.
{Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru}
[Cutting into space with entwined regret]
An ambulance arrived and Duo somehow beat Relena to ride with Heero. Climbing into the back of it
to be with the one he loved. The paramedics who had carted Heero out, had tried to stop him but Duo
gave his best glare and the paramedics thought it would be wiser to not argue. The police had wanted
to question him on the events of this evening but some how the man with the sword had disappeared
before questions could start. Sitting with Heero Duo felt so helpless and scared, he could see all that
blood! He was bleeding to death.
Biting his lower lip, Duo tried not to cry. He had done this, all of it! It was his fault he hadn't been fast
enough to save him. The one he loved so much... Duo wanted so much cry and have Heero hold him, in
his strong arms. Just like last night... he thought. The ambulance sped on and Duo ignored his own
wounds which were jarred with every movement, every bump.
{Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra}
[Make me shining, fragments of my scattered heart]
Holding tightly to Heero's hand, Duo's own blood seeped down his chest to land on the ambulance
floor. The paramedics believed it to come from the large man on the gurney. They arrived a few minutes
later, the men in the ambulance pushed Duo aside and ran inside with Heero.
Duo was felling slightly dizzy, and lightheaded. He hurried inside the hospital trying to find his lover.
Nurses and doctors alike avoided him. A man in black, covered in blood with a sword was not
something they wanted to deal with. Still hurrying Duo finally found they way to the emergency room.
The white walls of the hospital and the smell of disinfectant brought back memories Duo wanted
desperately to forget:
"Come on Duo it's time to leave..." A small boy looking much younger then he was shook his
head. "I want to stay... they like me..." Duo huddled in his hospital bed. After a particularly
brutal session with a whip, Duo had almost died. Dr. G walked over to the cowering boy, lifting
up a magazine that lay open beside him the doctor looked at the picture of a young teenage man.
Unruly dark hair and blue eyes that held promises of summer and unicorn's lakes. Heero Yuy the
teen sensation. Very rich, and heir to the vast family fortune Smiling Dr. G held the picture up in
front of Duo. "Duo if your good one day you'll see him..." Violet eye opened in shock, "R-
rreally?" "Of course..." Dr. G watched as Duo took the magazine and delicacy ripped out the
page. Folding it up the young boy tucked it away in his clothes. "That's a good boy, now come
or else Heero Yuy will never see you..."
G had been right. Duo was almost there, so close to Heero. Dr. G had told Duo so many times that
Heero would never love him, Duo was tainted and no good to anyone. Duo mentally beat himself a
trick he learned every time he had a thought that he was worthy of Heero's love.
{Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni}
[A radiance that surpasses hope]
Taking a deep breath, Duo pushed aside the large swinging doors and entered the chaos of the
emergency room. People were every ware, children crying, adults chatting, doctors and nurses yelling
to one anther. It was pandemonium [1] and Duo with his sword and covered in blood stuck out like a
sore thumb. He stood stock still in the middle of the white tiled floor, looking around trying vainly to
hold on to himself. The walls seemed oppressive, closing in.
Duo heard the sound of sharp high heels hitting the floor and turned to see that blonde Relena clicking
down the hall straight at him. With her was Quarte, Trowa and the black haired man. Relena was the
first to reach him. Before Duo could react the blonde lady hauled off and slapped him. Shock registered
on his face as he lifted a blood covered hand to his left cheek.
{Ta-iki wa somaru akaku nureta yubisaki ni habatakenu chou no
namida}
[Red soaked fingertips dye the atmosphere with fluttering butterfly
tears]
"What the hell did you do?" Relena was angry, "He might die, do you understand that? You must have
killed him..." Duo stopped listening. He had killed Heero? His Heero was dead... no not his Heero
Relena's Heero... "I hope your happy you bastard! Your worthless, useless! Did you actually think that
Heero liked you!? Ha! You are a sick deluded bastard aren't you. Now you've killed him and-and-an"
Relena stopped, covering her face she ran off sobbing.
Duo looked at Quatre, and his lover Trowa, they weren't looking at him. The taller brown haired boy
held the weeping blonde close and the black haired man seemed lost in thought. Duo didn't make a
sound he turned and left. The double doors closed behind him. The sound from the chaotic place called
ER, were muffled. Duo didn't look back he walked through the long white halls, down the stars and out
into the night...
{Subete wa suna ni naru shining, make you cry}
[And all is turned to sand... Shining, make you cry ]
Walking down the dark streets Duo was lost in his own dark thoughts. "I hope your happy you
bastard!" Relena's words tore through his skull again and again. He had killed Heero, it was his
fault... As if to accent his dark thoughts, there was a rumble of thunder and the heaves opened and
wept on the earth below. Duo to distraught to realize what he was doing spied a motorcycle parked out
side a bar. Without thinking he hot-wired the black beast and roared off into the night. Heero...
{Kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete}
[Kiss shining, we're kissing in my eyes]
Heero was slow to come into wakefulness. "Duo?" he whispered. Instead of those violet eyes he loved
so much, he saw Relena Peacecraft's face. "Heeeerrrroooo!" Heero choked as Relena hugged him to
her bosom. "Where's Duo? Heero looked into the faces of his friends, Quatre, Trowa and Wufei all
stood around his bed. All three men had a look of profound sadness in there eyes.
{Toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru}
[Melting away even the flower petals in our way]
Duo, pushed open the door. Standing in Heero's dark house Duo slowly walked towards the
bathroom. Still bleeding heavily Duo staggered down the blue hallway in Heero's house. Not bothering
to turn on any lights, Duo didn't see the bloody foot prints he left on the cream coloured carpet.
Stumbling into the bathroom, Duo clicked on the lights, leaving bloody fingerprints on the walls. Turning
to look in the mirror over the sink, Duo saw what he was. A tool, nothing of value. Not worthy of love
in any means. Blood mixed with rain ran down his face leaving streaks that dried and caked. Wide
violet eyes stared back, I won't stop this time...
{Make me shining irozuku shigeki no hate}
[Kill me shining, changing into the most exciting colours]
"Where is he Relena?" Heero was staring at Relena face cold, an unusual expression on that usually
laughing features. "Don't worry Heero I got rid of that bastard for you". Relena looked frantic. "He
almost killed you Heero!" Heero narrowed his eyes, "He saved me Relena, a man behind me knocked
me out, just after I got nicked by anther". Relena froze. "There was so much blood on you I tho-" "It
wasn't his..."
All eyes turned to the doctor who entered the room. "All that blood on you Mr. Yuy wasn't yours. We
cleaned that small cut you had, and that little bump you had. You barley bleed at all. All that other
blood belong to some one else." Tuning the doctor headed out. "Oh and Mr. Yuy, you can go home
any time." With that he left. "Not your blood?" Relena turned once more to Heero, "What did you do?"
The words were harsh. Relena clamped her mouth shut and backed away. Trowa told the story, of the
words Relena had said and the look of deep sadness in Duo's eyes. Heero was in shock "My God..."
{Kagayakihajimeta maboroshi}
[That first shone in a vision]
{Please don't cryin' kodoku wo katashidori}
[Please don't cryin', imitating loneliness]
Duo, shrugged off his dripping tench coat. He rolled up the sleeves of his black turtle neck. Tracing the
silvery scars on his forearms, Duo looked hat himself in the mirror once more. That mockery of a smile,
that made all who looked at it want to cry, was back in place. Picking up his sword from where it had
fallen on the floor, Duo placed the sharp edge against his pale skin. Watching in fascination as he first
split open one arm then the other. The sword clattered to the floor, and the red blood dripped slowly
pooling near his feet. Staggering back Duo slid down the wall till he sitting on the floor.
The blood continued to flow, as purple eyes looked up at the ceiling. Tears, ran freely down that
emotionless face. Heero I'm sorry... I love you always. More blood seeped down his arms and onto
the floor. You promised forever Heero... maybe now we can live happily. I'm comming love... wait
for me...
{Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru}
[Cutting into space with entwined regret]
{Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra}
[Make me shining, fragments of my scattered heart]
Violet eyes closed as painless blackness enveloped the cold assassin. Always and forever...
{Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni}
[A radiance that surpasses hope]
To Be Continued of Game Over?
[1] It was pandalirum, I thought we'd be killed or worse... for you Katie hun.
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Wilson: Well wh- *smacked with many, many pointed objects*
T: What the hell you mean game over? *aiming anther large rock*
Jay: Exactly what are you on?
Katie: I swear you'll never see you 17th birthday...
Cas: Grrrrrrrrr...... *smacking away with stick*
Casey: My sentiments exactly...
D: *munching popcorn, taping with video camera* Human drama...
Wilson: ...
All: *smacking away at poor beaten author*
Wilson: I'm just not sure if I should end it here o- *smacked again*
Jay: *looking at people with chibi eye's* make her write more...
Katie: yeah we want to know what happens.
Cas: _
Casey: *pulling out ax*
T: *sweatdrop* please review... make her write more.