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There is violence, some situations related to rape and strong language. As for now.
"I couldn't tell him no"
by Channonix
Part XIII
It was already dark outside when Pan sat on her bed. She kicked her heels off and laid back down. She didn't want to stand up and go downstairs, and eat dinner and act like if nothing had happened. She wasn't upset, of course not, quite the opposite, she was strangely happy, and she didn't want to face her family like that, so happy, and couldn't even tell them why. Vejita had kissed her, and first he had looked at her with such a mischevious gleam in his eyes she wasn't going to forget it ever. She blushed again. Kami, she was acting like a brat, staying in the state of pure bliss for hours just because she had been kissed. Not to mention for the first time in her life... She grinned. She felt so damned good, like never before... Vejita had kissed her, cupped her chin, kissed her and licked her lips. She blushed again. How she wanted to tell someone... It seemed for her she had just understood why other girls enjoyed so much blabbering about these things. She wanted whole world to know. She was happy. But of course she couldn't tell anyone, not even her parents, or rather not her parents in particular... If only they knew what was really going between her and Vejita. She was seventeen, he was adult, something around sixty years old in fact, fathered two children, his daughter was her age. But, despite that, she felt right with her feelings for him. Humans could think it was something inapproriate, but they were Saiya-jins, not humans, they were capable of mating by merging the souls, they were bonded forever, more than married, since marriage vows were something that could be broken, unlike kind of union that was between them, they were happy with it, probably happier than they would have ever been without it. This was right, to love, be loved and be happy with it, and to know that they would be together forever. She knew it, but to convince the others...
Her cell phone began ringing somewhere close, snapping her out of her
reverie. She didn't want to move, she thought it would stop after a minute,
but it wasn't stopping. Someone was really determined to talk to her. She
sighed, turned on the lamp and searched for the phone for awhile, finding
it finally under books on the table.
Gokou came downstairs quickly, urged by his rumbling loudly stomach. He had just woken up for the same reason, finding Chi-Chi already asleep beside him. He hadn't wanted to wake her up, so he had just come out of the bedroom silently and headed to the kitchen to grab a snack. As he came into the living room he noticed Vejita sitting there, in front of TV and watching a movie, one with a lot of blood. Gokou suddenly felt sick seeing a guy taking out another's guy's liver with a spoon, or something like that. He closed his eyes quickly. How could someone actually enjoy watching it was beyond him. Of course Vejita wasn't the case.
" What are you doing here, Kakkarotsu ?" Asked Vejita licking his lips unconciously.
" I was hungry, I was going to the kitchen... but after catching glimpse of this movie you're watching I've lost the appetite."
" I'm getting hungry seeing something like that. Human meat is as good a meat as every else. Look at this like at watching someone eating a chop."
" Don't talk like that ! I'm beginning to fear to be changed into one by you !"
" Who do you think I am, Kakkarotsu, to eat my last subject ? However, one can never be sure." Said Vejita turning the TV off. " So, you join me to the kitchen or am I supposed to empty the fridge alone ?" He asked turning to Gokou who dared to open his eyes only being sure the TV was off.
" I think I'm already better." Said Gokou, his stomach proving it by
rumbling loudly one more time.
Pan laid the phone back on the table. That guy she had been supposed to go out tonight with had called, really pissed off, crying he had been waiting for her to that moment. If he was telling the truth, he was really enduring. He had even said she still could come, that he was going to wait. Poor guy, if only he would have picked other girl... She had told him to do so. She looked at the clock. Midnight. She was hungry after missing the dinner and now everyone was probably asleep. She checked her parent's ki's, they were sleeping in the bedroom, however, in her grandparent's house grandpa and Vejita seemed to be still awake. She looked herself over in the mirror. She hadn't mind to change, so she left in her dress.
She came in to the kitchen in her grandparent's house only to find two Saiya-jins ending their meal, a lot of soiled plates all around them. She bet there was nothing edible left in that house for her.
" What are doing here, Pan ? It's late. You won't wake up tomorrow morning." Asked Gokou while licking his fingers off the remnants of food.
" I missed the dinner. I'm hungry and since my parents sleep and you're awake I came here to grab a snack. But I can see I'm late."
" Unfortunetely." Said Gokou yawning. " That spar really got to me. I'm still tired." He stood up, still yawning. " It seems you will have to go look for food in your house after all, Pan. " He headed upstairs. " I'm going bed."
A minute later, the sound of doors closing upstairs could be heard. Pan blushed realizing with whom she stayed alone in the room, at night. Kami, why was she acting so stupid ?! She looked at him, sitting there and looking at her with unreadable expression, slowly changing into a satisfied smirk. It seemed for her he excepted her to say something first.
" I tried to think things over." She said softly.
" And ?"
" I couldn't. I... I'm not the one to decide alone. We need to talk."
" No. You are the one to decide alone. You know what I want, you may give me this or not." He said standing up.
She blushed more.
" What's wrong with you, Chibi ?" He asked eyeing her suspiciously.
" I don't know. I... I think I fell in love with you... I mean... I loved you before, but not like that... because I thought I'm a little girl for you still... and now... I don't know."
She really didn't know what she was feeling. Looking into her mind Vejita saw the chaos, the swirl of emotions she hadn't time to place or understand, there was so much of them and they were so intense. All mixed together: love, fear, anticipation, desire, confusion, amusement, happiness, uncertainety, and fear again, that soon her family and friends would find out, and fear of that kind of love as something she didn't know and never encountered before.
Slowly, he approached her, standing close to her and putting one hand on her shoulder.
" I'm the dominant so I'll decide for you if you're not capable yourself. Next full moon, we'll make our bond complete. You may still say `no`, at any moment, if you'll think you're not ready. I've waited long, one year or two don't make much of a difference." He said before going away from her.
Suddenly, she found herself cold and yearning for something... Next full moon, about three days were left, and then... She needed it, however hard for her was to voice that need, she felt embarassed about these things, she had no experience in the matter. But she needed it. Their bond needed to be complete, their love was leading to the physical closeness, and she was turning into a woman and discovering new needs of her body.
" Vejita-san !"
He turned back to her, raising one brow in the questioning look. She
ran to him and kissed him on the lips quickly before storming out of the
house through the front door, blushing again.
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