Chapter 15
I excused myself & went outside to it on the porch. I lit up another ciggarette & bit on my thumbnail, which was now close to being bitten clean off!! I couldn't beleive how stupid I'd been to think it was Jeff! A guy like Jeff wouldn't need to use drugs to get layed for God's sake! I was going crazy! Someone was trying to drive me insane & so far they hadn't made a bad job of it!!
"Can we talk?"
"Jeff stop sneaking up on me like that or I'll have a heart attack!!"
"Um..oh yeah right! Sorry I wasn't thinking!!"
"It was meant to ba a joke! Ok bad taste I know!!" I laughed a little. Jeff sat down beside me on the step. "I'm so sorry Jeff! I don't even know where to begin appologising to you!!"
"Hey, tomorrow is another day huh?" He put his hand on my shoulder & I jumped. "Oh man I'm sorry....I didn't think..."
"Its me! Its me!! I'm sorry!!" I started to cry, "My head is so messed up right now! I'm so sorry I pinned all of this on you!!!"
"I already said, it's ok! Let's just forget about it! Start again maybe?" I nodded & wiped my face, "Is it too much to ask for a hug then?"
I laughed, "No....as long as you ask nicely!!"
He hugged me & although I was still a little freaked out by it, I was glad to be finally getting it sorted out!!
"I hope you two aren't killing each other out here!!" Mat said as he sat down on the other side of me. He put his arm around my shoulders & I leaned my head against his chest. It felt so good just to have him touch me again! I thought I'd blown it!
"Well I'll erm....go & get my stuff sorted out! Leave you two alone!" Jef smirked, "And Bec....dont worry about it...the police will sort this oout I'm sure!" I smiled & he went inside.
"So Miss Marple!!"
"Dont!!" I laughed.
"Well I'm glad we got that sorted out before you told the police! I have to admit it didnt look good, even to me!"
"I'm sorry Matt!"
"Dont worry about it! It's over!"
"It isnt over! someone is still out to get me & Im scared!!"
Matt squeezed me tightly & put his other arm around the front of me. "It'll be ok!" I put my arms around him & I could've believed anything he told me at that moment!! I'd never felt so safe as I did siting there on the porch steps with him.
"Mick comes tomorrow doesn't he?" Talk about runining the moment!!
"Yep he sure does!" I sighed.
"Have you figured out what you're gonna do yet?"
"Yeah," I paused, "I'm leaving him! I just don't feel the same any more...I'm not even sure I want to go back to England!"
"Dont make any hasty decisions Bec! You've been through so much this week! Maybe you'll feel differently when you see him!"
"Maybe?" I shrugged. "Let's not talk about Mick!" I yawned.
"Tired?"
"Knackered actually!"
"Knackered? What sort of a word is knackered!!?" Matt laughed.
"knackered is how I feel! Sums it up perfectly!!"
"Knackered!!" Matt laughed & shook his head.
"Shut up!!" I prodded him in the chest and laughed.
"It's good to see you laughing!"
I swallowed hard as he took my face in his hands & pulled me close to him.
"Matt can you.........Oh shit!! Sorry! Ignore me! I was never here!!" Jeff went back inside quickly! Matt sighed & rested his forehead against mine.
"You wanna come up to my room & see my stamp collection?!" he winked & I giggled.
"Oh I'm sorry....your stamp collection sounds intriguing but I'm more into men who collect postcards!!"
"I'm sure I can find some of those aswell!!"He stood up & took both of my hands to pull me up. when I was on my feet he put his hands on my hips. "I must warn you though, once you've seen my postage stamps you'll never look at another postcard guy again!!" He pulled me indoors.
He led me to his room, closed the door & leaned his back against it. He put his arms around my shoulders from behind & kissed my neck. I leaned my head on his shoulder, it felt so good.
"You ok now?"
I nodded & turned around, "I am now!" we looked into each others eyes, "What a nightmare Matt!"
"Hey it's ok now! It'll be fine!" He put his arms around me & held me. I could have stayed there forever!!
"You want a coffee or anything?"
"No...........I just want....." I looked up & pressed my mouth on his, I never wanted to see Mick again, didn't even want to hear his name!! Matt ran his hands down my back as we kissed & puled the band out of my hair so he could run his fingers through it. He pushed me gently back towards the bed without breaking the kiss & then he lay down & pulled me on top of him. I was completely caught up in the moment & I almost didnt hear my cell!
"PLEASE ignore it this time!!" Matt sighed.
"It might be important!"
I lifted myself up slightly so I could get it out of my pocket. "THIS is important!!" He said kissing my shoulder. *EDBROOOK*
"Hello?......Yes Mary I'm fine!.........I'm in a cafe in town.........yes it is quiet!!" Matt tried to surpress a laugh & it came out like a raspberry!! I glared at him but I was smiling! "Ok yeah....I will....thanks for looking after the kids........no I'll be home before it gets dark!" Matt shook his head & mouthed 'No you wont!!' & I pursed my lips at him! "Yeah I'm sure.......yeah see you later!!"
"Switch that damn thing off!!" Matt said kissing my neck.
I laughed but it rang again before I got it switched off.
"Yes Mary what did you forget to..."
"Dirty little nanny girl is at it again!!" I froze. Matt sensed something was wrong & sat up. "When are you going to learn?"
"Learn what? What do you want?!"
"Learn not to trust those two pretty boys you seem so fond of!! Tell me which one are you fucking now?!"
"Leave me alone!"
"Well you seemed pretty close to the other one earlier...I was just curious!! Or do they not mind if you bang both of them??!! Maybe you do them both at the same time..."
'I swear I'm going to the police if you don't stop..."
"HAHAHAHAHA!! You have no idea do you nanny girl?! You are about to be fucked by the guy that raped you!!"
"LISTEN YOU SON OF A BITCH...."
"NO! You listen to me & Listen good!!!! They're in it together....the two of them, they both did it....they both raped you!!"
"Nobody raped me so you can stop your stupid fucking games right now!"
"How do you like his room nanny!?"
"What?"
"His room? Is it nice? Nice & cosey!! Bet you two are half naked on the bed by now!!"
I started shaking & Matt put his arms around me & mouthed 'hang up now!'
I didnt hesitate, I did more than hang up, I threw the phone at the wall!! "Why cant he just leave me alone!!" I started sobbing. Matt held me in his arms & stroked my hair, "I cant take any more Matt!! I'm going crazy! Maybe thats what he wants!"
"Sssshhhhh! Come on it's ok! No one is gonna hurt you in here!!"
"Oh GOD MATT! He knows Im here!"
"What?" He held me at arms length, "What do you mean?"
I told him what the freak had said & he immediately went to the window, then to his door, "JEFF!!" he yelled & went back to the window again. Jeff came in & together we sat on Matt's bed while I told them everything he'd said on the phone.
I excused myself & went outside to it on the porch. I lit up another ciggarette & bit on my thumbnail, which was now close to being bitten clean off!! I couldn't beleive how stupid I'd been to think it was Jeff! A guy like Jeff wouldn't need to use drugs to get layed for God's sake! I was going crazy! Someone was trying to drive me insane & so far they hadn't made a bad job of it!!
"Can we talk?"
"Jeff stop sneaking up on me like that or I'll have a heart attack!!"
"Um..oh yeah right! Sorry I wasn't thinking!!"
"It was meant to ba a joke! Ok bad taste I know!!" I laughed a little. Jeff sat down beside me on the step. "I'm so sorry Jeff! I don't even know where to begin appologising to you!!"
"Hey, tomorrow is another day huh?" He put his hand on my shoulder & I jumped. "Oh man I'm sorry....I didn't think..."
"Its me! Its me!! I'm sorry!!" I started to cry, "My head is so messed up right now! I'm so sorry I pinned all of this on you!!!"
"I already said, it's ok! Let's just forget about it! Start again maybe?" I nodded & wiped my face, "Is it too much to ask for a hug then?"
I laughed, "No....as long as you ask nicely!!"
He hugged me & although I was still a little freaked out by it, I was glad to be finally getting it sorted out!!
"I hope you two aren't killing each other out here!!" Mat said as he sat down on the other side of me. He put his arm around my shoulders & I leaned my head against his chest. It felt so good just to have him touch me again! I thought I'd blown it!
"Well I'll erm....go & get my stuff sorted out! Leave you two alone!" Jef smirked, "And Bec....dont worry about it...the police will sort this oout I'm sure!" I smiled & he went inside.
"So Miss Marple!!"
"Dont!!" I laughed.
"Well I'm glad we got that sorted out before you told the police! I have to admit it didnt look good, even to me!"
"I'm sorry Matt!"
"Dont worry about it! It's over!"
"It isnt over! someone is still out to get me & Im scared!!"
Matt squeezed me tightly & put his other arm around the front of me. "It'll be ok!" I put my arms around him & I could've believed anything he told me at that moment!! I'd never felt so safe as I did siting there on the porch steps with him.
"Mick comes tomorrow doesn't he?" Talk about runining the moment!!
"Yep he sure does!" I sighed.
"Have you figured out what you're gonna do yet?"
"Yeah," I paused, "I'm leaving him! I just don't feel the same any more...I'm not even sure I want to go back to England!"
"Dont make any hasty decisions Bec! You've been through so much this week! Maybe you'll feel differently when you see him!"
"Maybe?" I shrugged. "Let's not talk about Mick!" I yawned.
"Tired?"
"Knackered actually!"
"Knackered? What sort of a word is knackered!!?" Matt laughed.
"knackered is how I feel! Sums it up perfectly!!"
"Knackered!!" Matt laughed & shook his head.
"Shut up!!" I prodded him in the chest and laughed.
"It's good to see you laughing!"
I swallowed hard as he took my face in his hands & pulled me close to him.
"Matt can you.........Oh shit!! Sorry! Ignore me! I was never here!!" Jeff went back inside quickly! Matt sighed & rested his forehead against mine.
"You wanna come up to my room & see my stamp collection?!" he winked & I giggled.
"Oh I'm sorry....your stamp collection sounds intriguing but I'm more into men who collect postcards!!"
"I'm sure I can find some of those aswell!!"He stood up & took both of my hands to pull me up. when I was on my feet he put his hands on my hips. "I must warn you though, once you've seen my postage stamps you'll never look at another postcard guy again!!" He pulled me indoors.
He led me to his room, closed the door & leaned his back against it. He put his arms around my shoulders from behind & kissed my neck. I leaned my head on his shoulder, it felt so good.
"You ok now?"
I nodded & turned around, "I am now!" we looked into each others eyes, "What a nightmare Matt!"
"Hey it's ok now! It'll be fine!" He put his arms around me & held me. I could have stayed there forever!!
"You want a coffee or anything?"
"No...........I just want....." I looked up & pressed my mouth on his, I never wanted to see Mick again, didn't even want to hear his name!! Matt ran his hands down my back as we kissed & puled the band out of my hair so he could run his fingers through it. He pushed me gently back towards the bed without breaking the kiss & then he lay down & pulled me on top of him. I was completely caught up in the moment & I almost didnt hear my cell!
"PLEASE ignore it this time!!" Matt sighed.
"It might be important!"
I lifted myself up slightly so I could get it out of my pocket. "THIS is important!!" He said kissing my shoulder. *EDBROOOK*
"Hello?......Yes Mary I'm fine!.........I'm in a cafe in town.........yes it is quiet!!" Matt tried to surpress a laugh & it came out like a raspberry!! I glared at him but I was smiling! "Ok yeah....I will....thanks for looking after the kids........no I'll be home before it gets dark!" Matt shook his head & mouthed 'No you wont!!' & I pursed my lips at him! "Yeah I'm sure.......yeah see you later!!"
"Switch that damn thing off!!" Matt said kissing my neck.
I laughed but it rang again before I got it switched off.
"Yes Mary what did you forget to..."
"Dirty little nanny girl is at it again!!" I froze. Matt sensed something was wrong & sat up. "When are you going to learn?"
"Learn what? What do you want?!"
"Learn not to trust those two pretty boys you seem so fond of!! Tell me which one are you fucking now?!"
"Leave me alone!"
"Well you seemed pretty close to the other one earlier...I was just curious!! Or do they not mind if you bang both of them??!! Maybe you do them both at the same time..."
'I swear I'm going to the police if you don't stop..."
"HAHAHAHAHA!! You have no idea do you nanny girl?! You are about to be fucked by the guy that raped you!!"
"LISTEN YOU SON OF A BITCH...."
"NO! You listen to me & Listen good!!!! They're in it together....the two of them, they both did it....they both raped you!!"
"Nobody raped me so you can stop your stupid fucking games right now!"
"How do you like his room nanny!?"
"What?"
"His room? Is it nice? Nice & cosey!! Bet you two are half naked on the bed by now!!"
I started shaking & Matt put his arms around me & mouthed 'hang up now!'
I didnt hesitate, I did more than hang up, I threw the phone at the wall!! "Why cant he just leave me alone!!" I started sobbing. Matt held me in his arms & stroked my hair, "I cant take any more Matt!! I'm going crazy! Maybe thats what he wants!"
"Sssshhhhh! Come on it's ok! No one is gonna hurt you in here!!"
"Oh GOD MATT! He knows Im here!"
"What?" He held me at arms length, "What do you mean?"
I told him what the freak had said & he immediately went to the window, then to his door, "JEFF!!" he yelled & went back to the window again. Jeff came in & together we sat on Matt's bed while I told them everything he'd said on the phone.