A/N: WAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm alive!!! Yes I know I'm not a very responsible poster person... just that I slack off in writing the new chap... *sweat drop* don't hit!!! ^______^;;; *scoots away* alrighty then! Just a note that MAY OR MAY NOT be important... sorry guys but I can't resist putting A/N's within the story... I've tried so hard... but I TALK TOO MUCH!!!! *sob sob* I'M SORRY IF IT ANNOYS YOU BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!!!!! So I guess u can just skip em... anyway I hope u enjoy and be sure to R/R!!!
Disclaimer: Sorry to burst your bubble, but it isn't mine!!! ::sniffle:: I know, it makes me sad too.
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The soft tone of his cell phone rang wildly, as he took it out of his pocket and looked at the caller-ID screen. The number was too familiar. It was Pan.
He sighed hesitantly while pushing the red button, turning off his cell phone. Trunks turned his head up at an angle, so he could view the beautiful stars that patterned the navy blue sky.
Pan placed the phone back on the charger, "He turned his cell phone off on me." Pan said while staring at the plush carpet, deep in thought.
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::This is the place where I sit.::
::This is the part where I love you too much.::
::This is as hard as it gets.::
::Cuz I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough.::
Trunks sighed in deep thought, as he shifted from a previous position. His arms now cradled his forehead, his purple locks dangling in front of his gloomy eyes, swaying softly, as if they were trying to hypnotize him into a deep sleep.
He shut his sapphire eyes tightly. A lone tear, filled with emotions, trickled down his flawless cheek and dripped to the rich soil underfoot with an almost impossible to hear splat as it made impact, scarring his skin with a salty trail of tear. (I know... the splat ruins everything... and that's a run-on sentence alright.-I think.)
::I'm here if you want me.::
::I'm yours you can hold me.::
::Empty and aching,::
::Tumbling and breaking::
Another wave of tears welled up in his beautiful blue eyes as he tried to fight back the emotions, (I use that world too much...) blinking the salty tears away. (SOMEONE GET ME A THESAURUS!!! >
He let out a soft sob as thoughts continued to race through his mind rapidly, making his head spin.
::Cuz you don't see me,::
::And you don't need me,::
::And you don't love me.::
::The way I wish you would,::
::The way I know you could.::
No, he couldn't cry over just some girl. But she wasn't just some girl, she was Pan Son. His lover... or so he thought. He learned that Pan had another when he saw them kissing a few hours ago.
Only a few hours? It seemed as if it only happened thirty seconds ago.
::I dream a world where you understand,::
::But I dream a million sleepless nights.::
::I dream of fire when you're touching my hand,::
::But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights.::
The scene played over and over in his mind again. The dreaded scene where "Scott" and Pan showed their "affection for each other. (I KNOW! THE QUOTES RUIN EVERYTHING!!! Couldn't help it though!!! >
::I'm speechless and faded,::
::It's too complicated.::
::Is this how the book ends,::
::Nothing but good friends?::
His head slowly leaned in, his rough lips brushing softly against her precious ones. He snaked his muscular arms around her thin waist, while her hands were entwined with his messy brown (...? I forgot the color of his hair, and I'm too lazy to check ^^;;;) hair.
(No offense... I love Trunks and I know we all do... but I make him amazingly *pulls out list* cheesy, stupid, blind, shallow and so much more... but hey... that's what A/U's all about, eh? Anyway... on with the fic...)
::Cuz you don't see me,::
::And you don't need me,::
::And you don't love me.::
::The way I wish you would,::
::The way I know you could.::
Trunks shook his head, blacking out the uncomfortable images in his mind. He had to stop thinking, he had to get rid of his problems... he needed a drink.
::This is the place in my heart.::
::This is the place where I'm falling apart.::
::Isn't this just where we met?::
::Is this the last chance that I'll ever get?::
With his hands in his pocket, he paid no attention to the line over flowing from the doors and went straight to the bouncer, who let him inside. Occasionally, prostitutes/whores shouted to him huskily, but his head was totally out of it, and he heard not a word.
He was inside. The vivid beams of light flashed before his sad eyes, blinding him for a split second. Women clung to him as he headed to the bar while shrugging them off.
::I wish I was lonely,::
::Instead of just stony,::
::Crystal and see-through,::
::And not enough to you.::
He finally slumped down in a vacant bar stool and signaled the bartender for his usual fancy liquor-type drink. When it finally came, he chugged away.
::Cuz you don't see me,::
::And you don't need me,::
::And you don't love me.::
::The way I wish you would,::
::The way I know you could.::
In the process of finishing his second drink, a familiar voice piped up from behind him.
"Bad night, eh?" The ebony haired, emerald-eyed girl took a seat next to the stressed loner.
"Yeah," Trunks sighed as he directed his attention to the empty glass on the bar and started to rotate it.
"Me too. Men are bitches disguised as asswads." Alex titled her head slightly upwards, closing her delicate eyes, letting her bangs fall from their original place.
"Normally, Trunks would've replied sarcastically, but tonight he just wasn't into it, "Yeah," He sighed again, "So... Where's Pan?" He flinched while saying her name, he just couldn't stop thinking about her. Her smile, her eyes, her personality, her lips... (her exedra...)
"Oh... She's at home... a little upset..." Alex told Trunks while ordering a drink.
"Oh...?" Trunks cocked a brow mentally, "Why?" He was still worried about her when she was upset. No way he could get over her.
"Check your cell." Alex nodded as she took a sip from her beverage. (WOOHOO! Another word for drink!!!! New addition to my vocab!!! ^^;;; >
Pulling out his cell phone, Trunks took a look at the screen.
15 MISSED CALLS
Since when was it on...? Trunks wondered as he checked the "missed calls" numbers. Trunks concentrated on the digits... they were all from Pan.
::Cuz you don't see me,::
::And you don't need me,::
::And you don't love me.::
::The way I wish you would...::
Pan sighed deeply as she softly set the phone on her bed. She had tried fifteen times, leaving a message every time and chance she got. (Yes, she's been counting...) Why was he avoiding her? Not taking her calls... not returning her calls...
::Cuz you don't see me,::
::And you don't need me,::
::And you don't love me.::
::The way I wish you would,::
::The way I know you could.::
"Alex?" Trunks looked up from his beverage, (THERE'S THAT WORD AGAIN! WOOHOO!) straightening his back from a slouch.
"Hm?" Alex replied directing her emerald eyes from the dance floor to his. (I'm in need of another world for eyes or eye... >.
"What? I didn't get a word you just said." Alex replied, scrunching up her forehead in confusion and curiosity. (I had the urge (herbal essence!!) to write "dahling" in there somewhere...oO;;; *shudder*)
"Well... Do you think... uh... thatmaybewecouldgoouttodinnerorsomething,sometime?" Trunks muttered the last part quickly, and then heaved a short sigh of relief.
"Wait... are you asking me out?" Alex asked, clarifying what he just said.
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A/N: Well that was it!!! How did you like it?!?! As you've probably guessed... more is yet to come!! And sorry again about the A/N's!! I just can't help myself!! *breaks out in sobs* anyway... incase you were wondering which song that was... it was... "You Don't See Me" by Josie and the Pussycats ^^!!! Well be sure to R/R on your way out!! ^^ Thanks to all the previous reviewers!!! XD