Title: Escaping Ecstasy

Author: Slasher Fiend

Rating PG-13

Warning: YAOI! Q-man almost gets raped. I 'm sorry but next chapter (The last chapter) fixes everything.

Musing: Well, Here you are the final chapter! YAY! I was *supposed* to be working on Mistress Revolution, I just posted this at the random, I never thought people would like this lol ^-^ I hope you all enjoy!

Thanks: Venus, Mlaine, Kate, ShadowDragon58, Rocky, Fabi-chan (You find out know!^-^) Shiva, Shella (we are all sadistic in some way anyways! Hehe) Natasha. And lastly to Laura (I love you hun! I needed a good beta reader THANK YOU!)



Chapter 2

Rays of sunlight hit Quatre's limp form on the couch and eventually his eyes.He looked at the time 12 o'clock. The smell of coffee immediately caught Quatre's attention. Quatre grunted as he made his way to the kitchen. He found Duo leaving the kitchen sipping one cup of coffee and second in his opposite hand. Quatre eyed the cup cautiously. Duo shrugged.

"Heero's whining and moaning over how he wants coffee, I told him to get his own but he refused to leave my bed." Duo sighed. Quatre blinked. Didn't he put Heero in his own bed?

"I put you both in separate rooms." Quatre whispered. " How'd he get to your bed?"

"He always sleep s with me, by the way Quatre, thanks for taking us up to bed, we were a little drunk" Quatre was in shock, Heero and Duo were together.A LITTLE drunk?! Duo saw Quatre's confused face.

" Oh shit, we never told you? Sorry Cat " Duo said embarrassed. Quatre gave him a smile.

"No don't stress out" He said politely heating up some tea for himself. Duo lookoed unsure. Quatre looked up to give Duo an empty smile and walked out onto the porch his tea at hand. He took a sip. It seemed even the coldest of hearts were finding love during this war. Quatre's chest felt as though it had collapsed in pain. How was he going to face Trowa now? Maybe he should ask Heero for a particularly long a difficult mission, solo. Then again he could just lock himself in his room. Quatre wistfully watched the sun rise higher into the sky. It was all fake for him now. He knew how beautiful the real sunrise was and he would never see a colony sunrise the same way.

"What are you thinking about little one?" Trowa asked. Quatre immediately stiffenend, his guard was raised. Trowa winced. So something did happen last night. He had woken up to find Quatre's ripped shirt on the foot of his bed.

"N.nothing, excuse me" Quatre said politely before quickly walking back into the safe house.

"Quatre what have I done?" Trowa whispered. He could feel Quatre inside of him and the pain was almost unbearable. He had to remember what happened. He walked back to his room only to find himself infront of Quatre's door. He knocked. No answer. He knocked a second time.

" Please Trowa, I'm busy. I need to be alone" Quatre's voice answered, it seemed so weak. Trowa sighed in resignation. What was he supposed to do when all he wanted was to take the sad Arabian into his arms and take away all the pain he most likely caused. His finger tips brushed the surface of the door as though hoping to still get across the door. Trowa walked back into his room when he unexpectedly stepped on something. He picked it up. They were Quatre's dog tags from the Maugnacs, They had hung decently against a chain that now was broken. How could THAT have broken? Oh no.flashes of the night before invaded Trowa's mind. No.

//Shh. I'm going to show you how much I love you//

\\ Trowa please..stop. you're drunk\\

Trowa fell to his knees in shock. How could he have done such a thing? A knock on his door caught his attention.

"Trowa. dude. Some thing seriously is wrong with Q-man. He just asked Heero for an undercover solo mission I have no idea what's going on" Duo said looking for Trowa to explain Quatre's reactions.

"Why are you telling me?" Trowa asked coldly. He didn't deserve to even see let alone talk to Quatre after what he had done. Duo angrily snapped back.

"HELLLLOOOO!! Quatre has absolutely gone Zero system on us, and you're wondering why I'm telling you?!....It's a SOLO mission, undercover, we never go undercover in less there are 2 per mission. He'll have no back up. He could DIE if he's caught" Duo argued desperately. Trowa seemed unmoved. " GOD DAMNIT! He's you're best friend! TALK to him! I have no Idea what's going on between you two. BUT! Whatever it is FIX IT! It's not worth Quatre's life! I'm not prepared to lose a great friend!"

"Then why don't you talk to him if he's such a great friend?" Trowa threw back at Duo before his voice came in total whisper. "I don't deserve to even speak to him.I."

*SLAP*

Duo's hand swung across Trowa's cheek. Trowa starred back in disbelief.

"You may say you don't deserve him. but trust me. you shouldn't make him think you don't care. Don't make him think you would just let him die. I know from experience. I almost lost Heero with that approach. So TALK TO HIM!!" Duo growled anger hidden behind the tears that threatened to streak down his cheek. Trowa looked so confused but knew that he had to apologize. Duo was right, he couldn't just let thing go as they were. He stood up stiffly from his bed and walked down the hall to Quatre's door. He banged on Quatre's door.

"I'm busy." Quatre said. Trowa could tell he was sad. He needed to fix this. He loved Quatre.

"Quatre open the door" Trowa begged.

"Trowa. please leave me alone, I'm really busy"

"THIS WON'T TAKE." Trowa spat out before he realized he needed to take a different approach. This wasn't going to be as easy as he thought it would. He took a deep breath before he tried again. "This won't even take five minutes" He said smoothly. The door opened quietly.

"What is it Trowa?" Quatre asked calmly. Trowa walked into to find a mess of clothes in a bag.

"Where are you going?" Trowa asked

"I'll be leaving. I have a mission" Quatre whispered "Then I'm going to stay with the Maugnacs"

"Quatre." Trowa said tightening his grip to realize he still held Quatre's dog tags. "Look I came here to return these to you" Trowa extended his hand holding the Chain. Quatre gently lifted them from Trowa's hand.

"Thank you" Quatre's voice cracked.

" I remember what happened last night" Trowa said. Quatre looked surprised and shocked. "I..I Shouldn't have done that. I wasn't thinking straight, I'm sorry" Quatre turned so Trowa could not see the tears brimming in his eyes. " Please, tll me what's going on in that head of yours"

"I wouldn't dare" Quatre said.

"Why not?"

"Because I don't want to lose your friendship"

"You could never lose my friendship. Please Tell me."

"DAMNIT TROWA!" Quatre yelled "Get off the subject! I can't tell you because I don't want to lose your friendship! Just trust me and leave it at that!" Trowa was taken aback by Quatre's sudden snappiness.

"Quatre please I want to know, I don't want you to hide anything. I want the old you back." Quatre turned to Trowa swiftly as he said:

"I LOVE YOU TROWA!" Quatre screamed. "There! I told you! Now you can leave!"

Quatre turned back to Trowa tears now falling freely down his face. STUPID! You weren't supposed to tell him that! How much of an idiot can yo be! Now you can never come back! He could never. A pair of arms wrapped around his waist.

"Wonderful" Towa whispered " Now I'm not drunk" He spun Quatre around " So now I can tell you the truth, I feel the same, I fell for you the moment I met you Quatre" Quatre began to cry.

"Oh God Trowa!" Quatre let out embracing Trowa. "I love you so much!" Trowa welcomed the embrace before looking down into Quatre's eyes.

"I know my Little One." Trowa said "I love you too" Trowa pulled Quatre into a kiss.

"YEE HAW!" Duo cheered at the doorway a camcorder in his hands.

"You didn't just record us right?" Quatre blushed.

'Priceless footage is all right here, yea baby" Duo grinned patting the camcorder before running away from Quatre and Trowa.

Yells and shouts of:

"What did he do this time?"

"DUO get your ass over here!"

"How much do you want?"

And

"SHUT UP! I HAVE A MIGRANE!" echoed through the safe house.

The End ^-^

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