Chapter 2: What Happens Next.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters or any other stuff that is in this story.
Author Note: The lyrics are from Faith Hill Both of them and the Poem is From Lord Byron.
R&R
.:When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life.:
Tears falling down Will's face as he watched his wife be carrying out in a death black bag. He lowered his head. Haven was in his arms crying her little heart out. Will stoke Haven hair. He kissed the top of her head. "Mommy" is all he could make out of the cries.
.:When I think back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
.:In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be.:
Haven looked up and stared into her father's eyes. Tears contiude down her cheeks. Will wipe away the tears.
"Its alright honey... everything will be ok." whispered Will.
Haven hugged her father and whispered "I know Daddy."
Will pulled away from Haven and smiled.
" Your all that I need." said will as he placed a kiss on his daughters head. Will got up and walked towards the kitchen. There was blood on the ground. He could feel the tears coming back again. He tried so hard to keep them back but he couldn't hold back anymore. He clasped to the floor in tears. "June why you.. Why not Me.. Why didn't you take me." He yelled. He lowered himself to the floor and contiued to cry. Will know what he had to do now. He has to take care of Haven.. That's what June would wanted.
.:Well, you showed me how it feels
To have the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
.:In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be.:
`~ Next Week~`
"Haven its time to go now." yelled Will. He was dressed in a black suit. Today was June's funeral. Haven ran down the stairs and jumped in her daddy's arms. Will gathered her up and headed out the door. He got to the car and drove to the funeral home. He parked the car and walked in to the place. He grabbed Haven's hand and walked to the front of the room. Junes coffin was closed. He could feel a familiar presents in the room. He turned around and started to look around, and there he spotted Dawn. He smiled through his tears.
" Nibblet.. Oh My God Nibblet." said Will.
Dawn got up off the church bench and headed towards Will. She was crying.
"Spike... Oh My God I'm so sorry. " Said Dawn coming up to him a hugging him. She could hug him forever. He let go and grabbed hold of Haven's hand. Dawn looked down and patted Haven on the head.
.:Cause I always saw in you my life, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
Always
.:.In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
.:.There you'll be.:
He looked around at the people and saw somebody he really didn't want to see. He felt tears of angry coming up. He tried to hard to control them but he couldn't anymore. He let out the sobs. He could barely stand up. He dropped to his knees. He sobs were the only thing that was heard in the place.
Buffy walked towards him. Her tears were falling down her face. She had never seen him like this before. He had changed and moved on, but she stilled loved him. She knew that she would never be apart of his life..But she will try some way. She paused infornt of him. She bends down and touched his hair. He flinched.
.:. I'll need time
To get you off my mind
And I may sometimes bother you
Try to be in touch with you
Even ask too much of you
From time to time.:.
Buffy touched him again. He flinched again. " William I'm here for you. I love you." said Buffy.
.:.Now and then
Lord, you know I'll need a friend
'Til I get used to losin' you
Let me keep on usin' you
'Til I can make it on my own
I'll get by
But no matter how I try
There'll be times you know I'll call
Chances are my tears will fall
And I'll have no pride at all
From time to time.:.
Will looked up at the woman he hated so long ago. She never did change. The same woman she was 5 years ago.
"Buffy I cant do this here... I can't do it here. This is my wife's funeral and you tell me you love me now. How rude can you be. My wife funreal. You know the one that died a week ago in my arms in my kitchen. you know how i feel about you. I don't love you anymore. Buffy I have a life. I moved on. Why I'm I talking to you here. I'm so lost right now. I have a daughter. Haven is my pride and joy now. She is my life. God I would die for her...God Buffy. Go before i do something I'm going to regret," said Will picking up Haven and heading towards his wife's coffin. He set Haven on the ground. He placed his hand on the coffin. He cried more now. He couldn't stop crying. It was like getting his heart ripped out again and again.
.:.But they say
There'll be brighter days
But 'til then I'll lean on you
That's all I mean to do
'Til I can make it on my own
.:Surely someday I'll look up
And see the mornin' sun
Without another lonely night behind me
Then I'll know I'm over you
And all my cryin's done
No more hurt and memories
Can find me
.:But 'til then
Lord, you know I'm gonna need a friend
'Til I get used to losin' you
Let me keep on usin' you
'Til I can make it on my own
.:'Til I can make it on my own
`~ 2 Hours Later~`
The wind was blowing. The sky was stormy looking. All of June's family was there. Crying. They didn't give a shit.... They probably wanted her died. Will snicker at them and looked down at Haven. 'God when is this day ever going to end.' thought Will watching the coffin going down in the hole where she was going to be buried. He had tears again in his eyes. He watched everyone walking away. He let go of Haven's hand and told her to go with Aunt Dawn. Now he was alone with her.
" June.. Now that we are alone.. I have some news to tell you.. I'm dying inside. I need you ... God June. I need you in my life. Why did they have to take you? I mean why couldn't they take me. God I going to go crazy. Should I move on June? Go on with my life with an old flame. Do you want another woman raising your daughter? June please give me a sign or something." Said Will looking at the grave head.
" I found a poem that I thought was perfect for you."
`*` She Walks in Beauty`*`
She walks in Beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
thus mellowed to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'ers her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express,
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that creek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm , yet eloquent,
the smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tells of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
Buffy stood there speechless. Buffy walked closer and was standing behind him. She placed a hand on his shoulder. He looked at her and wrapped his arms around her. All she could hear was sobs...
Thank you I hope you liked it. More fun in the next chapter I promise...
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters or any other stuff that is in this story.
Author Note: The lyrics are from Faith Hill Both of them and the Poem is From Lord Byron.
R&R
.:When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life.:
Tears falling down Will's face as he watched his wife be carrying out in a death black bag. He lowered his head. Haven was in his arms crying her little heart out. Will stoke Haven hair. He kissed the top of her head. "Mommy" is all he could make out of the cries.
.:When I think back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
.:In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be.:
Haven looked up and stared into her father's eyes. Tears contiude down her cheeks. Will wipe away the tears.
"Its alright honey... everything will be ok." whispered Will.
Haven hugged her father and whispered "I know Daddy."
Will pulled away from Haven and smiled.
" Your all that I need." said will as he placed a kiss on his daughters head. Will got up and walked towards the kitchen. There was blood on the ground. He could feel the tears coming back again. He tried so hard to keep them back but he couldn't hold back anymore. He clasped to the floor in tears. "June why you.. Why not Me.. Why didn't you take me." He yelled. He lowered himself to the floor and contiued to cry. Will know what he had to do now. He has to take care of Haven.. That's what June would wanted.
.:Well, you showed me how it feels
To have the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
.:In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be.:
`~ Next Week~`
"Haven its time to go now." yelled Will. He was dressed in a black suit. Today was June's funeral. Haven ran down the stairs and jumped in her daddy's arms. Will gathered her up and headed out the door. He got to the car and drove to the funeral home. He parked the car and walked in to the place. He grabbed Haven's hand and walked to the front of the room. Junes coffin was closed. He could feel a familiar presents in the room. He turned around and started to look around, and there he spotted Dawn. He smiled through his tears.
" Nibblet.. Oh My God Nibblet." said Will.
Dawn got up off the church bench and headed towards Will. She was crying.
"Spike... Oh My God I'm so sorry. " Said Dawn coming up to him a hugging him. She could hug him forever. He let go and grabbed hold of Haven's hand. Dawn looked down and patted Haven on the head.
.:Cause I always saw in you my life, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
Always
.:.In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
.:.There you'll be.:
He looked around at the people and saw somebody he really didn't want to see. He felt tears of angry coming up. He tried to hard to control them but he couldn't anymore. He let out the sobs. He could barely stand up. He dropped to his knees. He sobs were the only thing that was heard in the place.
Buffy walked towards him. Her tears were falling down her face. She had never seen him like this before. He had changed and moved on, but she stilled loved him. She knew that she would never be apart of his life..But she will try some way. She paused infornt of him. She bends down and touched his hair. He flinched.
.:. I'll need time
To get you off my mind
And I may sometimes bother you
Try to be in touch with you
Even ask too much of you
From time to time.:.
Buffy touched him again. He flinched again. " William I'm here for you. I love you." said Buffy.
.:.Now and then
Lord, you know I'll need a friend
'Til I get used to losin' you
Let me keep on usin' you
'Til I can make it on my own
I'll get by
But no matter how I try
There'll be times you know I'll call
Chances are my tears will fall
And I'll have no pride at all
From time to time.:.
Will looked up at the woman he hated so long ago. She never did change. The same woman she was 5 years ago.
"Buffy I cant do this here... I can't do it here. This is my wife's funeral and you tell me you love me now. How rude can you be. My wife funreal. You know the one that died a week ago in my arms in my kitchen. you know how i feel about you. I don't love you anymore. Buffy I have a life. I moved on. Why I'm I talking to you here. I'm so lost right now. I have a daughter. Haven is my pride and joy now. She is my life. God I would die for her...God Buffy. Go before i do something I'm going to regret," said Will picking up Haven and heading towards his wife's coffin. He set Haven on the ground. He placed his hand on the coffin. He cried more now. He couldn't stop crying. It was like getting his heart ripped out again and again.
.:.But they say
There'll be brighter days
But 'til then I'll lean on you
That's all I mean to do
'Til I can make it on my own
.:Surely someday I'll look up
And see the mornin' sun
Without another lonely night behind me
Then I'll know I'm over you
And all my cryin's done
No more hurt and memories
Can find me
.:But 'til then
Lord, you know I'm gonna need a friend
'Til I get used to losin' you
Let me keep on usin' you
'Til I can make it on my own
.:'Til I can make it on my own
`~ 2 Hours Later~`
The wind was blowing. The sky was stormy looking. All of June's family was there. Crying. They didn't give a shit.... They probably wanted her died. Will snicker at them and looked down at Haven. 'God when is this day ever going to end.' thought Will watching the coffin going down in the hole where she was going to be buried. He had tears again in his eyes. He watched everyone walking away. He let go of Haven's hand and told her to go with Aunt Dawn. Now he was alone with her.
" June.. Now that we are alone.. I have some news to tell you.. I'm dying inside. I need you ... God June. I need you in my life. Why did they have to take you? I mean why couldn't they take me. God I going to go crazy. Should I move on June? Go on with my life with an old flame. Do you want another woman raising your daughter? June please give me a sign or something." Said Will looking at the grave head.
" I found a poem that I thought was perfect for you."
`*` She Walks in Beauty`*`
She walks in Beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
thus mellowed to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'ers her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express,
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that creek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm , yet eloquent,
the smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tells of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
Buffy stood there speechless. Buffy walked closer and was standing behind him. She placed a hand on his shoulder. He looked at her and wrapped his arms around her. All she could hear was sobs...
Thank you I hope you liked it. More fun in the next chapter I promise...