| 10.30.02 DISCLAIMER: Sesshoumaru, Kagome and the world of Inuyasha are the creations of Takahashi Rumiko and are not owned by me. WARNING: This fic is rated PG 13 (yes i changed it) for obvious reasons: sexual reference and provocative/graphical scenes. If you feel offended by materials as such, or you are underage or watever...PLEASE STOP HERE. Of course i'm still testing the waters at this stage, tell me what you think about so far, ne?? I want to portray Sesshoumaru as a highly sensual character, often using sexuality as a tool to get what he wants. Some of you might not be used to that in Sesshoumaru, (I'm thoroughly enjoying this 'horny bastard' however =D) so you have been warned ^_________^ On the same note, if you feel that you will not enjoy reading Sesshoumaru who's like this, PLEASE STOP HERE AS WELL. As much as i enjoy reading constructive criticisms, I do not like it much when people tell me to change a very major part of my story to suit their own liking. This is my story afterall, so please respect that = ) **Ook. first off, i am well aware about kagome's plight. but i've already got plans for her and sesshoumaru, so please be patient ^___^;;** Hakuyoukai - white
demon aka Sesshoumaru. This is his Yakuza nickname, in case i haven't made it
clear enough = Oyabun - 'Father' of a Yakuza clan. The highest in command second to none. Shinjuku - a large city in Japan which is famous for its shopping and business district. Kabuchiko - located on the north eastern part of Shinjuku, the 'red-light district' of the area where the crime rate is one of the highest. YAKUZA Every religion has a God. Every man has his hero. Every kid has a superstar. And in Kabukicho, the Yakuza have Hakuyoukai. ***
"I know your type, pure, innocent, fragile." She flinched inwardly. The words, though muted, distant, were harsh and relentless, tearing through the shell she had created around her. Desperate, she conjured up even more images from her memory, wrapping them around her. That's right. Okaasan would be preparing tempura tonight, one of her favorite dishes. Should she invite Yuki over? Yuki loved them almost as much as she did, too. Actually, Yuki loved to eat anything and everything. She was obsessed, really - "But if I were to spread your legs..." She could feel her walls falling. The walls she had put up, bouncing off any foreign matter that threatened to enter. She felt something moving on her thigh. It made her scalp tingle madly. "Then you would scream like a bitch in heat, am I not wrong?" It was wrong! Even as the last of her barriers fell, as the protective cushioning below her gave way. She could feel herself falling. The words were growing louder and louder, until they were a scream in her head. Then, it pressed against her lips. Warm, yet cold as ice. Gentle but ruthlessly cruel. Slowly, steadily, she felt the numbness leave her. In its place was a burning sensation, which began somewhere deep within her, and was spreading through her whole body. She could feel her heartbeat furiously again within her. It actually felt...good. The walls which had supported her were giving way rapidly, but in its place, she could feel something else that filled the empty gap within her. Courage. Then, her sight returned to her. She was in the dark office once again, and Hakuyoukai was before her. Swiftly, before he could say another word, she lifted her left arm and swung it towards his face, teeth gritted and eyes blazing. He grabbed hold of her wrist easily. And for a moment, he caught her gaze, cold, level gold eyes against hers. But the few seconds of eye contact was all she spared him before she attempted to strike again. "You filthy bastard! Let. Go. Of. Me!" She shrieked, beating at him wildly with her other hand, frantically wrenching her wrist out of his iron grip. She was unsuccessful, and this time, both her hands were trapped. "Crazy...pedophile! You're sick! Nuts!" She was just this close to screaming, and for once, she wished possessed a more colourful vocabulary. *** Sesshoumaru watched on in mild amusement. She looked about as threatening as a little kitten throwing a hissing fit, really. "- illegal, do you know that! I could...I could...sue you!" She sputtered indignantly, completely unaware that her hand was being guided lower, and lower. "I agreed to work for you, not perform any-!" "Mmm..." She paused abruptly, stunned by his soft moan of pleasure. Her eyes widened in growing horror, Her gaze traveled from the lean fingers which held her other hand and supported his cheek, across to half closed eyes which stared blatantly at her, full lips parted slightly, then down, down, down to the large hand that held hers over the hardness between his legs. Humph. It took the girl long enough to realize. "You are aware that you're already well above legal age." He murmured, smiling up at her lazily as he continued guiding her hand in slow, circular motions. He could have sworn she couldn't get any madder than this. So he was completely caught off guard when she shoved her right knee underneath their hands and viciously into his groin. *** "No shit! You have got to be kidding me!" Yoshi inhaled, squinting through the glass panel on the door. "Hey hey! My turn to see!" Behind him, Hitaki peered around, forgetting momentarily that Yoshi's head wasn't as transparent as it seemed. Yoshi pressed Hitaki's brunette head aside, his eyes never leaving the glass panel, "Quit...pushing man! They're...Woah!!" "Let me look you dumb fuck!" Hitaki cried desperately, just as Yoshi ducked under the glass panel, pulling the other man with him. "What the hell was that - " "You remember how you got this?" Yoshi asked cautiously. He pointed at the dark, solid swirls which covered Hitaki's upper arm. "My tattoo? Hell, yea. It hurt so much I couldn't touch a damned thing for months! What about it?!" Hitaki demanded, peeved that Yoshi had just deprived him of all the fun. Yoshi nodded. He was solemn. "That, had to be a hundred times worse than getting your irezumi done, buddy." ***
"Ha-Hakuyoukai-san!" She was at his side him instantly. She couldn't have...injured him that bad, could she? "I'm sorry Hakuyoukai-san! Please be...be alright..." It was a soft, fearful whisper, but it caused him to jerk his head up at her. His white-silver hair fell across his face, half hiding it from view. "I suppose you are pleased now," he said softly, his breathing laboured. And for once. She could actually tell that he had trouble keeping his icy mask on. It was that obvious. Her head bowed, ashamed. She reached a hand meekly towards his lower region than paused. Her hand hovered uncertainly. He laid there on his side, watching her every movement. And it unnerved her. Alot. Suddenly, she was more afraid than she had ever felt. "You...yo-you're bleeding." "I noticed." he remarked, his sarcasm never leaving him. With one hand, he struggled to push himself upright. He looked down at his abdomen and tried to pull the soaked material aside. It was sticky, and it clung. "Get this off me." Kagome stared at him in shock. Somehow, she felt as if he were doing this on purpose. Torturing her. And enjoying it. Then she chided herself hurriedly. Wasn't she the one who had inflicted this on him? Guilt washing over her once again, she held out tiny trembling hands. She coiled back when they came in contact with the reddened cloth. Taking deep breaths, she tried calming herself down. Just pretend...its paint, or something. Come on, Kagome, you owe him this. Unsteadily, she attempted again and succeeded finally. It was a nasty, nasty wound. That was all that she took in before she turned her head to the side hurriedly, then regretted it. . She bit her tongue, controlling the urge to gag. It was rude, she knew. He might even feel insulted by her action. And as much as she felt she hated this man immensely, hated him for putting her through all the previous...humiliations, he didn't really deserve all this. "You need help, Hakuyoukai-san..." She breathed, focusing somewhere on his neck instead. She couldn't bring herself to look him in the eyes, not certainly after,,,just now. Her eyes darkened for a second and her breathing quickened. But she refused to think about it, not now, not in front of him. Narrowed amber eyes stared at her from under silver strands. She thought they looked rather accusing. But of course they had every reason to be accusing. Her eyes crept to his wound. The only fact that comforted her, was that he didn't seem to be in great agony. "Hakuyoukai-san," she repeated, as firm as she dared to be. Moving forward, she made to hold on to his arm. He stopped her with a snort, brushing her hands away, "There is a first-aid kit in the drawer behind my desk. Get it for me." She blinked furiously. He wanted her to...to...to do wrap his wound for him? "Now." "H-hai." Scrambling to her feet, she hurried over and opened the first drawer. There was a gun inside. He must have heard her, or at least noticed the silence, because he gave a short chortle. She flushed, then pulled open the second drawer rather harshly, finally digging out the first aid kit from under a stack of papers. When she hurried back to him, he had already managed to push himself into a seating position. "Has the pain subsided," she asked meekly, setting the first aid kit onto the ground. Now how to go about doing this...deep in thought, she chewed on her lips, then looked back into the kit. Sterile gauze, bandages, scissors, tape, bottles of antiseptic, nothing out of the ordinary. What had she expected to see anyway? Well poison maybe, or even acid. She repressed a shudder. Then she sneaked a peek at him. He was looking at her, as usual. She had almost grew accustomed to his stare. He seemed to be doing it all the time. Why? It puzzled her. Just like the sudden silence. Funny, how she never noticed the quiet till now. It was...peaceful almost. Mechanically, she pressed the cotton wool over his wound, trying her best not to touch the center, where it would hurt the most. And it was funny, how she wasn't squeamish anymore. Things like that just needed getting used to. She sighed again, dabbing the cotton swab at a bottle of disinfectant. Sort of like the plight she was suddenly thrown into? Was that what he was trying to tell her? She just had one thing she was curious about. "So er...what happened? I couldn't have caused you to ble-ble-bleed like that, did I?" Of course she didn't expect him to really give her an answer. He sighed and tilted his head back, grimacing as she brushed over a sore spot. "I killed someone last night, and this was his parting gift. You just happened to trigger it again." ***
Nevertheless, it was gratifying, to say the least, to see the stiffening of her shoulders. To see the fear that widened her sweet pink lips into a large circle. "You're not inviting me with that tempting mouth of yours are you," he chuckled lowly. How kind of her. Without a word, her lips set into a grim line and she pressed down on his wound, hard. His fingers were around her neck instantly. His face thrust against her pretty little one. "That was unnecessary, I can assure you. Do not take me for a weakling, foolish girl," he murmured next to her ear, even as his mails dug into her tender flesh. He ignored her little gasp of fear, ignored the searing pain that radiated his torso as he sat up. He had probably just succeeded in widening the bloody rip. "Realize what information I have given you. And realize what I am, what I will not hesitate to do. This world is not as simple as your little head imagines it, or wants it to be." She didn't cry, or attempt to escape from his grip, even though it was obvious that she was this close to choking. Her tiny hands placed themselves over his, and he could feel them trembling. "PL-please..." She coughed, her eyes filling up with water, her normally pale face turning a dark shade of red. "if you don't want to...get your wound treated, at least let me...finish cle-cleaning it-it up." For the first time since they met, Sesshoumaru's eyes flashed with anger. Real anger. He felt the wound throb dully, even as hot blood pounded through his veins. "Do you have no end to this foolish sense of honour of yours?" He hissed, his voice quiet and trembling with controlled rage. Her eyes seemed to widen just this little bit, and her face was taking on a blue tinge. Still, she refused to struggle, but sat there on her heels, the hand around her neck forcing her head to tilt backwards. Her hands seemed to tighten just a little, and yet it seemed more unconscious than a bid to get loose. "It'll just-" cough, choke. "Take a while more. Please. I owe you this...much..." With that, her eyes rolled back into her head and she collapsed limply against his hand.
-REVIEWS CORNER- [DemonAni] - Wow if that's the case, here's a big, fat THANK YOU for reviewing my ficcie!!!!!! [Lunakitty] - HEee~! I love sess/kag fics too!!! (Can you tell by now?) Hmm...i can't tell you THAT much, but, yes she's definitely going to change ^____^ [bakabaka] - aha, u noe wat, i couldn't wait any longer for someone to come up with a sensual Sess for a looonnng time, so i decided to do one on my own!! Hmm as for using sex as a tool in the cannon.......would he use it on....Jaken maybe? =___=;; [[Dark Star] - Hey, that's exactly what i'm aiming for! Although, it may not be as easy at that, what with extremely intelligent readers like *ehem* you around ^.^ [avihenda] - *sigh* i'm afraid he wont be having 'anuf' so soon...but no worries, i taste something 'sour' coming along ^___^ (Ooopsie...if that's wat you want .) [[The Eternal] - Wow thanks! =^.^= [Tifa-sama] - sweet, maybe, but silly *rolls eyes* hmm..i think i'll leave all the dissing to good ol' sesshoumaru shall i =_= and before any kagome fans threaten me with death threats as well, i like kagome TOOOOOO!!!!!! and thank god you can picture it! that's one of the best things an author could accomplish = ) [Landlady of the Universe] - uh...i'm afraid sesshy's a little too virile for his own good already teehhe but well its just me =_= newaz...sorrriie but i dont have a mailing list *pouts* i could email u tho if u want...annnd yuppers, i was hoping those terms would help a lil. glad they did ^___^ [becky] - but of course he will = ) [dark-kitty] - you SURE you've read this fic that much? i almost passed out on the fifteenth attempt myself *lol* but, thank you for your compliements! muchly appreciated = [bakabaka] - here ya go!! *for kagome to kick sess's ass or rather...ehem...something else* [p-120] - ooooh you naughty you! *waggles finger* Lol. I should be changing this back to R before the scenes start getting way too raunchy and i receiving complaints tho =_= [[Celyia] - Yaayyyy *goes giddy with joy* but honestly speaking, I could say the same thing for your stories!! and if it weren't for fics like yours and some other terrific authors out there, i wouldn't have had this much inspiration to sess/kag fics, so this goes out to ALL THE SESS/KAG AUTHORS OUT THERE!!! YAAAYYY!!! and hey YOU keep those chapters coming!! dont you dare stop, EVER *death glare* [Tifa-sama] - well, it works two ways, either i write longer fics and post slower, or i write shorter chapters and post quicker lol. And u noe, i feel REALLY bad about making kagome to be this way, but i have my reasons, and i'll make it up to her a MILLION times more, i swear ^_______^ [Dark Star] - *pouts* aww his Hitaki and Yoshi aren't THAT bad are they?? nevermind, it might change in the future *smiles mysteriously* [yuki] - BOYO i swear i'm losing my touch for 'unpredictability'!!! *Huffs in a corner muttering 'they can read my mind inside out...'* [John Surber] - more IY cast members, comin right up!! *repeats mantra from above* [Cappie-chan] - Thank you!! yup, you're right, this is DEFINITELY not an 'aww cute' fic, tho i do try to keep it as light as it can get =__= and, yea, i tend to favour controversial subjects =D [Princess Sapphire] - yup, inuyasha will most probably be appearing! [StarLit Syaoran] - Heeheh *hops around happily* but hmm...criticisms ARE important to me . afterall no one's perfect, not especially me, ne?? NTL, (nevertheless) i'm real glad you found it good ^_____^ [Landlady of the Universe] - Lol i do too! Tamysan has got lots of seductive sesses in her fics i believe =D Hmm as for kagome, well i dunno..but remember the chapter on manten? she pretty much let herself get captured too? *shrugs* oh well ^.^ [Yannie] - hey thanks a whole bunch! *a whole bunch!!* *a whole bunch...* *a whole bunch...........* [Lunakitty] - as pissed as kagome can get ^-^ [Duke_of_Spades] - whhaahha i like it...hot hunky dirty and erotic!!! lol lol! Madness =D and naaah dont worry bout your sister!! *pauses with slight confusion* [~oLd NaVy~] - eeep!! *runs and hide and gingerly pushes out brand new fic* oooh come on out of the dark already you!! [firefly of hell] - hmm...i did warn ya!! . there's no 'right' or 'wrong' in a fanfic....is there?? *looks around nervously* [Joanna] - Thanks =P didn't think anyone would look tho lol. [Phlie] - ekekkeke thanks for your Awesome compliement...you do wonders for my ego ^_____^ *starts floating around then the room* [Strawberry shortcake] - Lol am i weird and scary, or is my fic weird and scary? I dont recall talking with you before? =^___^=;; weird, maybe but scary....NAAHH i'm as timid as a mouse lol. and as always, here's my customary kiss...*MUUAHH!!!* to the rest of you darlings who have so kindly taken time to give reviews! Luv ya all ^_____^ |
