Title: She Hates Me
Summary: Nikki's former boyfriend speaks out.
Flavor: Angst/Romance/Humor
Rating: PG 13
Timeline: Season Four
Disclaimer: Pam, SPE, J.F Lawton own V.I.P Puddle of Mudd owns the song
S/U: Puddle of Mudd "She hates me"(with some lyric changes)
A/N: I chose the name Liam Angelus cause…well…I love Buffy..and Angels my other favorite show…So I took Liam(Angel's name before he was a vampire), and Angelus (Angels name after he was turned but before he got his soul), put them together and got Liam Angelus…And no he is not a vampire… :D
Met a girl thought she was grand
Fell in love found out first hand
I Liam Angelus thought I met the woman of my dreams. Nikki Franco. She was beautiful. Absolutely perfect she had a little bit of attitude but it was nothing I couldn't handle.. So I thought. I mean things were just fine.. She loved my poetry…I'm not the worlds greatest poet or anything, but there was just something about her that just inspired me to write poems about her.. And all things that we did together… And I mean ALL the things we did together… Life was good…
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued
The first two weeks of our relationship were shall we say very romantic… In every sense of the word… We were together all the time…She would laugh at all my jokes, she even started to write some of her own poetry…I thought things were going great…Then in an instant she completely changed… Everything I did was wrong….She just started hating everything I did to her…She even started to hold back with me, it wasn't like it was before…She became a completely different person…
In a trapp trip I cant grip
Never though Id be the one who slipped
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
I started to realize for the first time, that she wasn't the same woman I fell in love with…Or at least I thought I fell in love with…
She hates me
Trust
She hates
La la la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away
She was queen for about an hour
After that got sour
Things went from bad to worse really quickly…When I would call her at work or come visit her at work she would never be there, or at least I thought she wasn't there…I later found that she would always volunteer to visit the client…Or she would say that she had to go visit her grandfather…Who seemed to be sick all the time…That's what she told me anyway…
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling bad
Our relationship continued to deteriorate at first I slept in the bed with her, now I was confined to the couch…Then it got soo bad she made me sleep on the floor…Then one day she got mad at me for something or other, and then next thing I knew I was out in the hallway with all of my stuff scattered everywhere on the floor…She literally threw me out…I mean shes not the biggest person in the world, but boy is she strong…After that incident I heard form a friend that she took everything I ever gave to her, all the poems I wrote for her…Well she blew them up….Not figuratively mind you…But literally…In a puff of smoke everything was gone…It was like I was wiped from her memory…And to top it all off, she didn't even feel bad…No not at all…She actually celebrated the fact that we were broken up…
In a trapp trip I cant grip
Never thought I'd be the one who slipped
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
She hates me
Trust
She hates me
La la la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away
That's my story as you see
Learned my lesson and so did she
Well…I guess I should've seen it coming…She always did seem to have quite a temper…But that's what attracted me to her…Her firey personality…I think we both learned a valuable lesson… Never ever move too quickly in a relationshipcause as soon as things are good, then something happens, and all goes down hill from there…
Now its over and I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool for all I've said
I'm glad that our relationship is done…I've been dating again…But this time I'm not going to move as fast as I did before…And no matter how much I want to, I will not move in after dating for just a couple weeks…I heard she moved on as well…In fact the day we broke up, I heard she went out with one of her coworkers…I think his name is Johnny Loh or something like that…I wish him luck…Hopefully he'll last longer than I did…
She hates me
Trust
She hates me
La la la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away
La la la la la la la love
Trust
La la la la la la la love
Trust
And she tore my feelings like I had none
She hates me
A/N: I hope you all liked it… Don't forget to review…