Please refrain from any type of sorrow, If you feel like crying save the tears for tomorrow. Because tomorrow will never come for me. I made the decision to end my life for no particular reason none at all, I just got tired of living. That's all. Life lost its flavour to me, Everything started looking so bland. It felt so pointless living in a world smeared with bullshit everywhere I walked I'd be stepping in it. I feel that for myself death will be better than life, Suffocation better than breathe, hanging better than friendship. I'm just tired of being ethical in a completely unethical world. I'm tired of being told to take the straight path, when I'm the most crooked person I know. I no longer want to live in a world where I'm afraid to love who I choose to love. I'm no longer interested in a world where war of skin colour is a bigger battle then WWI and WWII put together, or where something cant be mentioned or made fun of. I refuse to live in a world where trees are illegal and cigarettes Aren't, An herbal essence versus a pile of toxic shit. I refuse to live in a world where the government's oral recreation is a bigger deal then the poverty laying less then 420 ft from number 10 Downing Street. A world where millions & millions of pounds are shredded on a daily basis-now tell me what kind of sense does that make? A world where hate has become the basis for living, a place where happiness no longer exist. A place where death is vied as a down side. I can no longer live to die I'd rather just not live at all. With death I'm looking for a sounder way of living. Be glad foe me because I am no longer suffering. Be glad for me I have found complete peace by now. Be glad for me I have found my innersole. Live on and live strong. Don't make the same mistakes I did. Let bravery stand across your chest since it missed mine. Wipe your tears, and don't ever forget me, I will never forget you! I will be dead by the time you finish reading this so your love is no use to me now. You could have given me your love before but what's your accuse? YOU COULDN'T BE ARSED could you? Well I hope for all you people that didn't give a shit, you live the rest off your life in regret!