Chapter 4: Enduring separation
Chapter 4: Enduring separation

Misty dropped her suitcases on the ground and exhaustedly fell back onto the bed in her new room.

The building was really impressing, and most of all, huge!

In the moment she had walked over the threshold, she instantly wished she had stayed back "home" with Ash, Brock and their Pokémon.

Well, mainly with Ash, she admitted to herself with a slight smile showing on her lips.

But there had been no way back then, as there wasn't one now.

Yet, things weren't as bad as they might seem.

Almost immediately after Misty had entered the university – which didn't just contain various pools and classrooms for theoretical lessons, but as well the student's rooms – people had approached her in a most friendly way, starting conversations about where she came from and which Pokémon were her favorites.

Those new acquaintances had also helped her with the formalities, so that Misty herself only had to sigh in, get her timetable and follow the nice boy who had offered to carry her things to her roomJ

With a sigh, the girl turned around to face the egg-Pokémon snoring soundly in her bag pack.

At least they had given her a single room, so that she could get some time for herself when she needed it. Enough time to take care of her Pokémon – especially baby Togepi - , to resume writing in the diary Ash, Brock and the others had given her shortly before her departure, the day before, and, above all, to think.

She would need lots of time to think, and mainly about that one guy who drove her crazy, the wanna-be-Pokémon-Master that could be so dense sometimes, so stubborn and childish, yet so caring, loving, loyal, cheering, funny and, last but not least, cute.

That one guy who had been playing ping-pong with her heart over the past few years; who had made her blush furiously every time she looked at him.

That one guy she had given her first kiss.

Ash Ketchum.

Misty sighed once more. She had just left him the day before, and, there she was, thinking about him and missing him like she hadn't seen him for years.

Which she wouldn't from now on…

After all, he is just a friend, isn't he?, she tried to convince herself, took Togepi into her arms and stared out of the window onto the large blue masses of water encircling her.

Thus she sat for several minutes, the only motion being a single salty drop emerging from her eye.

"Hey Ash! You wanna go with me into town to fetch some stuff?" Brock tried cheeringly.

"Again no, Brock! I really wanna be alone for a while." Ash replied, getting somewhat annoyed by Brock's constant tries to cheer him up and always being around him. It would be very hard to endure years just with Brock, without anybody to keep him from things like drooling over girls.

"Ok ok, I got it", the older boy answered. "Our little 'Ashy-boy' is missing his girlfriend." He said with a huge grin on the face, intending to tease Ash to give him some sort of familiarity.

Ash glared at the dark haired boy, but did not reply anything. He just stood up, letting Pikachu jump on his shoulder and walked out of the kitchen, in the direction of his favorite spot near the small forest lake of Pallet, leaving Brock feeling sort of guilty.

None of the two buddies – Ash and Pikachu for sure – said a word until they had reached that secret spot of Ash's. The young Pokémon trainer dropped himself onto the ground under his favorite oak and stared at the lake. This had been his most adored location since he was still a little boy. The purity of the lake's water had always fascinated him, though he normally didn't think this element bore a special beauty.

Yet in this moment, there was something special about it.

Every time he gazed at a lake or river, it reminded him of Misty and her love for it.

It was like someone wanted to pour salt into his wounds.

Wasn't separation alone bad enough?

Was there somebody up there in the heavens that took great amazement in hurting and torturing him?

A few years ago, when Ash had started their journey and met up with Misty, when she had started to argue with him, there had been times the boy wished she would just leave him alone to never bother him again.

But now, he wondered how he could have ever thought about something like that. Sure, they had had their share of fights over the years, and surely not just a few, but it had soon been his – and even her – cycle. He had become used to it and developed a liking for teasing her, just to see how she would react when she screwed up.

But back then, he hadn't been able to imagine it could be that hard to lose her in an instance, how much it would influence his life, his feelings… everything!

"Pika ka kachu." The small Pokémon said comfortingly and put a hand on its best friend's shoulder.

Ash glanced down at his favorite buddy and found some new strength in the deep dark pair of eyes that were on him.

"Yeah, Pikachu. I know I have to cheer up, but it's harder than I ever imagined. It's just that… that I miss her so much, Pikachu. I know I've never been very sentimental, but…", he sighed and looked onto the ground.

"This is all so different from anything I ever thought of."

He sighed once more and petted Pikachu's head.

"I'm sorry if I pull you down, I really didn't mean to depress you in any way. It's enough that I'm under depression."

Pikachu shook his head furiously, indicating that his master hadn't done anything wrong.

"Ka Pika Pi chuu."

Ash smiled and set Pikachu in his lap, hugging him.

"Thanks, buddy."

And with a sigh, he looked up at the clear blue sky, watching birds pass by.

How am I ever gonna get through all this?

Dear Ash,

I'm sorry I didn't write sooner, but I had some stuff to do, like meeting the profs or attending my welcome-party.

Yup, you did read right. They held a welcome party for me! It was so great!

At first, I felt so lost because I didn't know anybody around, just some people whom I had talked to before. But soon, I got to talk to them. It's amazing how much those people know about water Pokémon! That's been the topic for, let's say, 2 thirds of the evening. The rest was spend eating and dancing.

I hadn't expected to find friends here that soon, but everybody's so nice and helpful that I had far less problems than I'd ever imagined.

As there were no lessons yesterday, I went to the beach with Kathy, Alec and Hitomi, who are my best friends for now, as we all have the same timetable and do lots of stuff together.

The weather over here is so wonderful, it's even hotter than in Pallet! And there's gigantic masses of water! Before lesson starts I can take a swim in the sea and watch many water Pokémon.

*sigh*

Nevertheless, I still miss everybody. I wish you all could be here with me and enjoy the time.

But enough about me.

How are you doing? Could you hold back Brock trying to drool over girls? Did Pikachu thundershock you again this morning to wake you up?

Please tell everybody that I'm fine, especially your mom.

Is she still crying?? I hope she has stopped by now, cuz it would drive you crazy, I'm sure.

And give Pikachu a big hug for me.

Besides, Togepi here next to me wants me to tell you to say hi to Pikachu. Seems like she misses her Pikapal, cuz there's not many Pokémon she plays with here.

But I gotta stop now, cuz it's already late and I don't wanna sleep through my first school day.

So bye for now,

Misty

P.S.: And don't you dare to do any dense things without me being there to criticize you, will you? J

a/n: so what do you think of this chapter? I know, I know, it took me very long to post it, but I just didn't know how to start. I'm kind of satisfied with the narrative part, but not with the letter. Well, maybe I'll improve writing letters during this chapter, cuz I'll have to do lots of letters from Ash to Misty and vice versa. And I promise I'll try to write more next time (I'm really getting sick of posting just 2 or 3 pages each time).

Btw, did anybody notice that one of Misty's new friends is a boy? Well, I bet u already know I kinda intend to "get him into the game". But nevertheless, it'll stay a AAMR.

Anywayz, thanx for reading this. I'd love to thank everybody in person, but I don't think that's possibleJ