This is number one of my collections song fics and I to warn you readers most of them will be about Sirius, or Sirius and Lily. -Italian Goddess

This song is called Emotionless by Good Charlotte



(Flashback) eight-year-old Hunter and Shawn woke to find their mother crying in the living room with their one-year old sister Hallie in her are arms. Their mother refused to tell them anything except that daddy was gone.

Hay Dad, I'm writing to you not to tell you that I still hate you just to ask how you feel and how we fell apart how this fell apart. Are you happy out there in this great wide world?

(Five years later) the thirteen-year-old boys get off the hogwarts train their little sister runs up them and whispers in their ears "mommy is drunk again"

Do you think about you sons? Do you miss your little girl? When lay your head down how you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if were all right? But Were alright, were alright It been long hard road with out you by my side why weren't you there all the night that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children for life it's not ok, but we're all right I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes but those were just a long lost memory of mine

(Flashback) Sirius Black was laughing while five-year-old Shawn was learning how to ride a broomstick and end up in a tree. Sirius help Shawn out and got on the broomstick himself and held Shawn in the front so he could teach him how to turn.

I spent so many years learning how to survive Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive the days I spent so cold, so hungry were full of hate I was so angry. Those scars run deep inside this tattooed body

(Two years after there 3rd year) 15-year old Hunter sits in a large chair while and old man is huddled over his arm when he was done a picture of a she-devil was left on it. He was hoping that a different type of pain would help him

There's things I'll take, to my grave but I'm okay I'm okay it's been a long hard road without you by my side why weren't you there all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children for life it's not ok, but we're all right I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes but those were just a long lost memory of mine Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive yeah, I'm still alive

(Seven years later) Sirius was found innocent and walks home to find that his loving wife died of heartbreak and his children thought he just left them Explaining to them what happened fifteen-year-old Hallie was the one that forgave him. The boys still thought that even if he went to Azkband he still left them.

Sometimes I forgive yeah and this time I'll admit that I miss you, said I miss you it's been a long hard road without you by my side why weren't you there all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children for life it's not ok, but we're all right I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes but those were just a long lost memory of mine Now, I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive

(That same year) 15-year-old Harry went to live with his godfather and his family. The boy were now twenty-two but decided to stay for their sisters sake. Seeing how Harry and Hallie love Sirius so much they opened up their weak spot for Sirius.



And sometimes I forgive and this time I'll admit, that I miss you, miss you hey dad