Dead Scream
A little less than a week before Setsuna's
ninth birthday, Hades received a message from Lady Moira.
"She will not be bringing Setsuna back to Pluto
for her birthday this year," he told his father as they sat together in
his study. Chronos was only mildly disappointed by the announcement. Certainly,
he and Hades had both been looking forward to seeing Setsuna and Moira,
and would greatly miss having the child home for her birthday, but at least
Chronos would not have to deal with those infernal doubts of his. He did
not like that they lingered still after nearly nine years. He was now almost
as afraid to ignore his suspicions as he was to acknowledge them, and having
the girl about definitely made his secret harder to bear. Still, the time
god's relief was not so great that it overshadowed his surprise at his
daughter-in-law's announcement.
"Has Moira said why they would not be coming
home this year?" he asked. Hades nodded.
"Setsuna's powers are developing most rapidly.
She is communicating well with the Voices of the Dead." Hades laughed then.
"Apparently, Mother is only just beginning to treat Setsuna like her granddaughter.
She is funny that way. Even when I try to speak with her, she seems afraid
of me, as if I stopped being her son the day I married Moira." Chronos
smiled sadly, and nodded.
"Lora was always frightened of royalty." He
sighed wistfully. "I miss you mother, my boy. I wish I could speak with
her as you can. The link between our souls will only allow us to speak
when she wishes to, and now that I live at the palace, well…you know how
she is."
"Father, you speak as if you are not a god!"
The god of time snorted.
"My dear boy, I am not Lady Pluto! The abilities
of my fellow immortals are not mine to borrow! Lady Pluto and her descendants
are the rulers of the afterlife. I am the god of time!" Hades chuckled
heartily.
"Alright, Father, alright!" he laughed, parting
his hands in mock surrender. "And I do not suppose that you could tell
me how I came to possess the same powers as the royal line of Pluto? No,
no. Speak not. I know that my gifts are merely a mysterious blessing from
Lady Pluto, and the ways of a planetary goddess are not mine to understand."
"Nor are they mine." Chronos reminded his
son.
"Yes, yes, I know." Hades conceded quickly,
dismissing the matter with a wave of his hand. Then, more to himself than
to his father, he added, "When the gods bless you with gifts, you must
use them as they who sent them intended." Chronos raised an eyebrow at
the King of Pluto.
"What is that you are saying, my son?"
"Oh, nothing of great importance. I am only
acting like a father, longing for my beloved wife and our little one."
Chronos grinned wryly.
"Well, as the child's grandfather, 'tis my
unpleasant duty to inform you that your daughter is not so little anymore."
"I know this." The seriousness in Hades' tone
startled Chronos. Turning to face his son, he found him to be unsmiling,
which went quite against his nature. The man's eyes were grim at the prospect
of his daughter growing up, without the bittersweet mix of joy and loss
one would expect from a parent.
"For the love of Selene, boy!" the Time God
exclaimed. "Why so gloomy?"
"Moira said that Setsuna is speaking with
the Voices of the Dead. 'Twas less than two years ago that she teleported
into my study with Princess Uranus and Princess Neptune."
"Children do grow up quickly," Chronos conceded
with a sympathetic smile, "but such is beyond our power." Hades shook his
head.
"Father, I know the manner in which a Sailor
Soldier is trained, for it is in the same manner that one trains a priest
such as myself. I know how long it takes to master each skill. Up until
now, my child's powers have progressed as one would expect, but on her
eighth birthday, she could not yet hear the Voices of the Dead, and now
she can speak with them. When I spoke with Mother last, Setsuna had only
heard them for the first time. That she can speak with them so soon…" Chronos
suddenly understood why Moira wished to keep her daughter on the moon for
her birthday this year.
"Do you believe her awakening is at hand?"
he asked. His son nodded.
"I am almost certain."
When Setsuna first heard the Voices of the
Dead, she had been awed. When, only a few weeks later, she had learned
to speak with those souls she listened to, she had been most pleased with
herself. When she began to feel their power coursing through her veins
was when she finally started to feel afraid. This power, which came straight
from the Voices themselves, was far stronger than the stuff she drew from
her Aura—and more dangerous, too. This was the power she would unleash
in her own special attack. Having it within her made her feel panicky.
With this power, she could kill. Once, Setsuna asked her mother how she
could develop her attack. Somehow, she imagined that once she had mastered
an attack of her own, the powers she possessed would not seem so scary.
Unfortunately, her mother's reply did not encourage her.
"There is little you can do, my child." Lady
Moira told her gently. "It will come to you when the time is right. In
the meantime, all you can do is continue listening to the Voices of the
Dead, and wait for the power they provide you with to shape itself." So,
Setsuna listened to the Voices—whether she wanted to or not. As soon as
she was able to hear the Voices without going through the process of listening
first, they had begun to come to her unbidden. She would hear then chattering
through her morning lessons, at mealtimes, even as she was falling asleep!
Setsuna opted not to tell her mother of the Voices' unexpected visits.
She had found that if she refused to talk back, she would not feel that
terrifying surge of power that made her lightheaded. Still, the whole business
worried her. Was this supposed to happen?
It seemed to Setsuna that the day before her
ninth birthday was the longest of her life. The Voices jabbered at her
all through the morning, wishing her a happy birthday and nonsense like
that. She knew they were only trying to be kind, but it made it so difficult
to concentrate on her lessons! By lunchtime, Setsuna had had enough of
their blathering.
Oh, just shut up, you great foolish things!
She screamed at them, gritting her teeth and wadding her skirt up in her
fists to keep from saying those words aloud. You mustn't speak to me
if I do not ask it! Silence yourselves immediately!
Well, I never! The voice of a frumpy
old woman huffed. Is this the way children respond to the good wishes
of their elders?
Never mind, my dear. A man replied.
Princess Pluto is correct. Now is not the proper time for such things.
Our apologies, Highness. Good day. With that, the voices were quiet,
and Setsuna was left to quell the power she had accidentally summoned in
her outburst.
"Are you alright, Setsuna?" Haruka asked in
a whisper. Setsuna realized that she had been glaring at her untouched
meal. Not for the first time that day, she wished she were spending this
birthday on Pluto as she had her others. Turning to her sandy-haired friend,
Setsuna forced a smile.
"Yes, I am fine," she whispered back, and
began to eat, although her stomach churned, and her hands shook so badly
she could hardly hold her fork and knife. None too soon for Setsuna, lunch
was over, and it was time for her final lesson of the day.
Without a word, Lady Moira seated herself,
and gazed expectantly at her daughter. Setsuna's response was almost automatic.
Standing in the center of the room, the princess closed her eyes, and lost
herself in the warmth of the dark and silent void, calling for the Voices
of the Dead.
The frightening rush of power came upon her
faster and stronger than she had expected, its sheer force all but overpowering.
Setsuna felt her heart begin to pound, and her throat suddenly tightened.
Dizzy with power, Setsuna swayed dangerously, her legs threatening to give
way beneath her. Control. She had to gain control over her magic. Forcing
herself to breathe deeply, Setsuna sharply ordered her power to settle
itself. Its very nature would force it to obey. She was the mistress. Her
power was there to serve her. Meekly, her magic receded, fading into the
background.
All was silent around her. The Voices of the
Dead were quiet. Hello! Setsuna called. I am here! How are you
today! She heard nothing. Her polite inquiry went unanswered. Setsuna
frowned. What was going on? Usually, souls were speaking to her from the
moment she entered the void until the moment she left it. Why were they
not speaking to her now? Did they not know she was here?
I am here! She repeated. Come speak
with me! There was no response from the Voices of the Dead. Setsuna
tasted dread at the back of her throat. Hello? Was this some cruel
joke? Were the Voices angry with her for refusing to speak with them all
day? Were they now trying to turn the tables on her by refusing to speak
with her? Trembling like a little child, Setsuna stretched both hands into
the blackness, as if reaching for the Voices of the Dead. The void no longer
felt warm. Arctic winds chilled her to the bone.
I am sorry! She cried in desperation.
Please speak to me! Only silence answered her plea. Setsuna felt
tears wetting her cheeks, but did not bother to wipe them away. They poured
from her eyes in rivers, and she made no attempt to dam the flow. Setsuna
shivered and sobbed heavily, feeling as wretched and miserable as a starving
street orphan. Indeed, what was the difference in their situations? Setsuna
was lost within a dark, unfeeling void, cold, frightened, and alone. She
had been forsaken, abandoned by the Voices of the Dead.
Say something. She begged. Even in her mind, her voice
was no stronger than a feeble whisper. Do not leave me alone.
Blessed warmth spread over her. Slowly, cautiously,
Setsuna opened her eyes. She was back with her mother, standing in the
middle of that familiar, well-lit room of the Silver Palace. Lady Moira
was staring at her strangely, her expression a mixture of confusion and
concern.
"Why, whatever is the matter, daughter?" she
asked. Setsuna frowned for a moment, and then raised a hand to her cheek.
It was wet and hot beneath her fingertips. For a reason she could not fathom,
her heart began to beat faster.
"Mother, I…" She was cut off suddenly when
a terrible, anguished scream pierced the air. Setsuna felt her blood run
cold. The cry was so full of pain it was all she could do to keep from
screaming herself until it had stopped. Quivering, the girl glanced about,
searching for the source of the cry, but the only other person in the room
was Lady Moira. Looking considerably alarmed, the Queen of Pluto gripped
her daughter by the shoulders gently, kneeling before her in order to look
her in the eye.
"My child," she said lowly, "what is the matter?"
Setsuna blinked numbly at her mother. Had she not heard the scream?
"Mother…" Again the cry interrupted her, even
louder and more terrible than before. Setsuna screamed before she could
stop herself. Jerking away from her mother, she clapped her hands over
her ears, desperate to shut out that horrible, horrible cry.
"Setsuna!" Lady Moira exclaimed fearfully,
going to the girl and enfolding her in a tight embrace. "Tell me what is
wrong, daughter! Please tell me!" Setsuna hardly heard her. Her head was
too full of the screaming. Yes, the scream came from within her head. The
girl trembled in her mother's arms. The Voices were speaking to her again.
Or rather, screaming.
A seconding shriek was added to the first.
This one sounded like a fierce battle cry, but it was laced heavily with
rage and sorrow. Together, the two voices produced a painful discord, like
a choir who lacked the skill and heart to sing. Suddenly, the power she
had managed to push into the background came upon her again, so full and
strong that it hurt. The force of it tore her from her mother's arms and
sent her reeling backwards into the wall. Setsuna could not breathe. She
was being choked by her power.
"Setsuna!" Lady Moira cried again as her child
slumped against the wall. She wanted to go to the girl, to find some way
to help her—even though she knew none existed. To get close to her daughter
now would be suicide. There was nothing Moira could do except watch, and
pray to the gods it ended quickly.
For all the power flowing through her, Setsuna was
sure she had never felt weaker. She felt as though she were drunk on her
magic. Her blood sang against her eardrums, burning in her veins one moment,
and turning them to ice the next. Her breathing was shallow and labored,
and sounded unnaturally dry and harsh to her own ears. And always, there
was the hideous chorus of screams, and the excruciating pain of the magic
building within her. There was no way to force it back, no way to stop
the pain.
No, there was one way. Setsuna forced her eyes open.
Although her vision swam, she could still make out Lady Moira standing
before her. Setsuna wanted to tell her mother to move, to get out of the
room to someplace safe, but did not have the strength. What little strength
she did have would have to be put into the task she was about to perform.
Slowly, she reached out with a shaking hand.
"Dead Scream," whispered Setsuna. Her power left
her in a rush. She saw it approaching her mother with blinding speed, glowing
an eerie purplish color, and in that moment, the princess knew what is
was to lose her innocence. Then, her world went black.
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Hee, hee! Cliffhanger! I'm so mean, aren't I? Anyway, I would like
to extend my thanks to my lovely new editor, Alex. You all should be thanking
her, too, because her proof-reading will save me time, and her nagging
will motivate me to get off my lazy ass and write, so I'm pretty sure these
chapters will be coming out a lot faster now. Of course, your reviews will
help, too. (hint, hint)
