Gray clouds cover my vision,

Making it impossible to see the hope that must be there

For me to go on

I just keep searching for that one ray of sunshine

And it's nowhere.

I attempt various times

To color the clouds in yellow

And make them appear as the sun

So maybe I can go on

But the yellow doesn't last long before it is washed away

By the rain

And the sunshine I tried so hard to get

It's nowhere.

So I give up, I give in, rather

If I can't go on without the sun

And the sun is gone

I simply can't go on

I search one last time for the light

But it's nowhere

Giving into the darkness is easy

For the darkness is what surrounds my heart

And my mind need just decide to follow

So the darkness should be greater than the light

But I'm wrong

To be able to keep my very life

In the darkness

Is close to impossible.

There must be another way,

A different road for me to follow

If I could just find it, if I could just see what's right in front of me

Than I'll have a way out of the shadows

"... I used to feel it in my heart."

"... "Don't you?"

There, right in front of me

There is my path

And I decide to follow that path

For lack of anything else to try,

I simply must be in the light

I look at the sky,

The clouds are gray with no hope of sunshine

"... Although it's tough now, you'll get the hang of it."

Tonight, my knees grew weak,

I let myself fall, knees first, to the ground

"... Without God, I'm nothing..."

I look up once more

For if there is no sunshine,

I will not be able to go on even one more day

I simply can't feel this way anymore.

My mind freezes to find the gray clouds lingering

The gray clouds, fighting back

As they are pushed aside by the light