I pace around the living room unsure of what to do. Alanah's upstairs
with Stephanie. Alanah ate breakfast, not a lot, but when did she ever eat
a lot? I'm just happy she fed herself.
I find my mind wondering to Ed and Maria. I always end up thinking about them. What would make them, what the hell could have possessed them to do that? Was it a symbolic gesture meant to show that would die for me? If it was, ha, they didn't have to do that. I would have been fine without it.
Someone's knocking at my door so I go and answer it. I don't even bother to ask who it is anymore. If you want to kill me, fine, go ahead. I'm giving you an open opportunity.
"Oh no it's you." I say and go to slam the door shut but his foot is in the way.
"Funny Adumb, you is a funnah man." Jay says and walks into my living room.
"With English like that I'm not surprised you became a wrestler." I say as we flop down on my couch. Jay grabs a throw pillow and smacks me in the face with it.
"Howdy ya'll." He drawls in the worst Southern accent that I'd rather listen to Shane Helms or Matt Hardy talk after hearing that.
"Whatcha doin hea dawg?" I ask in my worst street talk to date. Jay also lets me know that by staring at me.
"Adam I came by because I'm concerned about you."
"I'm fine Jay."
"No I don't think so."
"Well I do."
"Adam you're not fine! You can't be fine! Alanah becomes anorexic and I never pressured you to talk. Now she's just getting over that and two people die in front of you and basically accuse you of doing it and you want to tell me you're fine? Adam I don't believe it!"
"Jay!" I scream and jump up and stand in front of him. "Who the FUCK are you to tell me what I can and can not feel! I'll talk when and IF I need to! I appreciate you being concerned about me but Jesus Jay let me be me! Let me feel what I want to feel!"
"Adam I just don't want you to bottle things up inside."
"Dark side." I spit out.
"What?" Jay looks at me confused.
"Dark side!" I yell and throw my hands at my sides like he should know. I begin to pace.
"What dark side Adam?"
"Dark side! Dark Side! DARK SIDE!" I scream and fall to the ground on my knees. In a flash Alanah's down the stairs, Jay's off the couch and they're both on their knees next to me and hugging me.
"Adam what's wrong? Are you ok? What's dark side?" I'm so out of it I don't even know who's asking me the questions. Jay, Alanah, God, Muhammad, Jesus, everyone sounds alike to me right now.
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I open my eyes and blink. I don't remember anything that's happened. I look and see Jay leaning over me. I scream. Jay gets so scared he jumps and falls over on me.
"I'M IN HELL!" I scream. Jay jumps off me.
"No dumbass. You didn't even die and you weren't even close. Shove it drama queen." Jay says and brushes invisible dirt off him.
"Be nice Jay." I hear Alanah whisper. "How are you feeling Adam?" She asks. I sit up.
"Um, ok. What happened?"
"We're not exactly sure. You were yelling dark side then stopped so we put you in the bed."
"What's dark side?"
"We were hoping you can tell us."
"What's today?" I ask nervously.
"Saturday." Jay answers. I jump up and throw open my closet.
"We're supposed to be touring!" I yell. Jay and Alanah exchanged puzzled looks.
"No, you have time off, remember?" Jay asks. I shake my head.
"No. Why would I? I'm fine."
"Adam you don't remember?" Alanah asks, she looks like she's just seen a ghost.
"Remember what? Why didn't anyone tell me it was Saturday?" I ask aggravated.
"Adam you don't remember what happened in the ring?" Alanah asks seriously.
"No!" I yell. Jay looks at Alanah.
"Sometimes the mind shuts down to protect its owner. His mind probably felt he was on overload and shut down." Jay whispers. Since I'm not that great with reading lips I can only understand a little bit and what I can make out I don't understand. But whatever it is Alanah nods in agreement.
"I have a phone call to make." Alanah says and rushes out of the room. I flop down on my bed.
"What happened Willy?" I ask. Jay folds his arms across his chest and taps his foot.
"Don't call me Willy!"
"Screw off Willy."
"ADAM I MEAN IT!"
"William Jason Reso!"
"I'm gonna hurt you Adam!"
"Christian!" I already know his response; we have this little fight at least five times a day.
"JAY! JAY! JAY!" He yells and throws a Christian like fit. I start laughing.
"Chill man." I manage to get out. Jay smiles and dives on the bed next to me.
"Do you love pissing me off?" He asks seriously. I nod. We both watch as Alanah walks in the room.
"Mr. McMahon said you two can have today off but he would like you at work tomorrow." She says. I nod and smack Jay on the back.
"Day off!" I yell and jump up.
"Yay." Jay says half heartedly. I laugh at him.
"Meet me outside!" I yell and run down the stairs. I love life. It's so carefree and fun!
**Wow thank you guys so much for the reviews! You don't know how much I love coming home from work and school and reading them! Keep them coming. And I've decided this will be the last pg13 chapter, the next one is R so adjust things if you need to.**
I find my mind wondering to Ed and Maria. I always end up thinking about them. What would make them, what the hell could have possessed them to do that? Was it a symbolic gesture meant to show that would die for me? If it was, ha, they didn't have to do that. I would have been fine without it.
Someone's knocking at my door so I go and answer it. I don't even bother to ask who it is anymore. If you want to kill me, fine, go ahead. I'm giving you an open opportunity.
"Oh no it's you." I say and go to slam the door shut but his foot is in the way.
"Funny Adumb, you is a funnah man." Jay says and walks into my living room.
"With English like that I'm not surprised you became a wrestler." I say as we flop down on my couch. Jay grabs a throw pillow and smacks me in the face with it.
"Howdy ya'll." He drawls in the worst Southern accent that I'd rather listen to Shane Helms or Matt Hardy talk after hearing that.
"Whatcha doin hea dawg?" I ask in my worst street talk to date. Jay also lets me know that by staring at me.
"Adam I came by because I'm concerned about you."
"I'm fine Jay."
"No I don't think so."
"Well I do."
"Adam you're not fine! You can't be fine! Alanah becomes anorexic and I never pressured you to talk. Now she's just getting over that and two people die in front of you and basically accuse you of doing it and you want to tell me you're fine? Adam I don't believe it!"
"Jay!" I scream and jump up and stand in front of him. "Who the FUCK are you to tell me what I can and can not feel! I'll talk when and IF I need to! I appreciate you being concerned about me but Jesus Jay let me be me! Let me feel what I want to feel!"
"Adam I just don't want you to bottle things up inside."
"Dark side." I spit out.
"What?" Jay looks at me confused.
"Dark side!" I yell and throw my hands at my sides like he should know. I begin to pace.
"What dark side Adam?"
"Dark side! Dark Side! DARK SIDE!" I scream and fall to the ground on my knees. In a flash Alanah's down the stairs, Jay's off the couch and they're both on their knees next to me and hugging me.
"Adam what's wrong? Are you ok? What's dark side?" I'm so out of it I don't even know who's asking me the questions. Jay, Alanah, God, Muhammad, Jesus, everyone sounds alike to me right now.
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I open my eyes and blink. I don't remember anything that's happened. I look and see Jay leaning over me. I scream. Jay gets so scared he jumps and falls over on me.
"I'M IN HELL!" I scream. Jay jumps off me.
"No dumbass. You didn't even die and you weren't even close. Shove it drama queen." Jay says and brushes invisible dirt off him.
"Be nice Jay." I hear Alanah whisper. "How are you feeling Adam?" She asks. I sit up.
"Um, ok. What happened?"
"We're not exactly sure. You were yelling dark side then stopped so we put you in the bed."
"What's dark side?"
"We were hoping you can tell us."
"What's today?" I ask nervously.
"Saturday." Jay answers. I jump up and throw open my closet.
"We're supposed to be touring!" I yell. Jay and Alanah exchanged puzzled looks.
"No, you have time off, remember?" Jay asks. I shake my head.
"No. Why would I? I'm fine."
"Adam you don't remember?" Alanah asks, she looks like she's just seen a ghost.
"Remember what? Why didn't anyone tell me it was Saturday?" I ask aggravated.
"Adam you don't remember what happened in the ring?" Alanah asks seriously.
"No!" I yell. Jay looks at Alanah.
"Sometimes the mind shuts down to protect its owner. His mind probably felt he was on overload and shut down." Jay whispers. Since I'm not that great with reading lips I can only understand a little bit and what I can make out I don't understand. But whatever it is Alanah nods in agreement.
"I have a phone call to make." Alanah says and rushes out of the room. I flop down on my bed.
"What happened Willy?" I ask. Jay folds his arms across his chest and taps his foot.
"Don't call me Willy!"
"Screw off Willy."
"ADAM I MEAN IT!"
"William Jason Reso!"
"I'm gonna hurt you Adam!"
"Christian!" I already know his response; we have this little fight at least five times a day.
"JAY! JAY! JAY!" He yells and throws a Christian like fit. I start laughing.
"Chill man." I manage to get out. Jay smiles and dives on the bed next to me.
"Do you love pissing me off?" He asks seriously. I nod. We both watch as Alanah walks in the room.
"Mr. McMahon said you two can have today off but he would like you at work tomorrow." She says. I nod and smack Jay on the back.
"Day off!" I yell and jump up.
"Yay." Jay says half heartedly. I laugh at him.
"Meet me outside!" I yell and run down the stairs. I love life. It's so carefree and fun!
**Wow thank you guys so much for the reviews! You don't know how much I love coming home from work and school and reading them! Keep them coming. And I've decided this will be the last pg13 chapter, the next one is R so adjust things if you need to.**