**Thank you so much for the nice review Femalephenom. And to my loyal
Anikathepen of course Jay will get out of the hospital soon. I think I'm
done torturing him *laughs* Thanks guys.**
Today's a new fucking court date. I didn't go this time. Even if I wanted to I couldn't. I've been banned until the last day. Until they feel it's time to question me. Alanah went though. She wants to sit there and listen to all the bullshit. She loves punishing herself. She has to. Why else would she go?
Well in good news, yes shock, there's good news, Jay should be released from the hospital in two days. Thankfully he's physically doing better but man; I don't know what happened to him mentally. From the few times I've seen him he's been a nut case. The doctors and Denise have said he wakes up in the middle of his sleep screaming a bunch of nonsense they can't make out. It kind of worries me. I'm falling, hell I'm almost down; I need Jay to keep me up. Jay's my best friend; he's supposed to be there for me when I fall. Well I'm falling, I need him. He can't fall. If he does what happens to us? What happens to Jay and Adam? Edge and Christian? We've been through too much to go out this way. I won't let it happen. I smile. Yeah like I have control over anything. I shake my head. A nap. I need a nap.
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I wake up to something being slammed down in the kitchen. I hear Alanah's heels as she stomps from the kitchen into the living room. I open my eyes. She's standing over me.
"You won't believe this." From her tone she sounds mad but she sits on the tiny space on the couch available, puts her head in her hands and begins crying.
"What?" I ask and rub her back. I feel so bad. I caused this. I did it.
"They said they have a tape of you three together with-" She cut herself off with sobs.
"With? With who?"
"I can't say."
"Alanah tell me!" I plead. I've never been so desperate in my life.
"Jay!"
"Fuck." I mutter and lean back. In an instant Alanah's leaning over me, her nails digging into my shoulders.
"TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE! TELL ME THIS IS ALL A LIE!" She screams. I turn my head and looks away. "TELL ME! TELL ME! TELL ME!" She screams, crying, and shakes my shoulders violently.
"It's not true, it's all I lie." I tell her lowly.
"Tell me the truth." She whispers. I sit up so quickly so goes flying backwards.
"I said it's not true!" I yell.
"I'm going to make dinner." Alanah says and walks into the kitchen.
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"You can't go in! You can't! Sir you may not enter!" A hysteric nurse calls as I ignore her and storm towards Jay's room. I know why I can't go in. He's freaking out again. But I want to see it. I have to.
I ignore the nurse's pleas not to go in and threats to call the security. Jay's on the bed with at least ten doctors and nurses around him. He's screaming and his whole body's shaking violently.
"Jay!" I scream.
"Adam! They won't win! We'll always be together! Our pact! I love you man!" He screams, gives one final thrust and all I hear is a beeping noise.
Today's a new fucking court date. I didn't go this time. Even if I wanted to I couldn't. I've been banned until the last day. Until they feel it's time to question me. Alanah went though. She wants to sit there and listen to all the bullshit. She loves punishing herself. She has to. Why else would she go?
Well in good news, yes shock, there's good news, Jay should be released from the hospital in two days. Thankfully he's physically doing better but man; I don't know what happened to him mentally. From the few times I've seen him he's been a nut case. The doctors and Denise have said he wakes up in the middle of his sleep screaming a bunch of nonsense they can't make out. It kind of worries me. I'm falling, hell I'm almost down; I need Jay to keep me up. Jay's my best friend; he's supposed to be there for me when I fall. Well I'm falling, I need him. He can't fall. If he does what happens to us? What happens to Jay and Adam? Edge and Christian? We've been through too much to go out this way. I won't let it happen. I smile. Yeah like I have control over anything. I shake my head. A nap. I need a nap.
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I wake up to something being slammed down in the kitchen. I hear Alanah's heels as she stomps from the kitchen into the living room. I open my eyes. She's standing over me.
"You won't believe this." From her tone she sounds mad but she sits on the tiny space on the couch available, puts her head in her hands and begins crying.
"What?" I ask and rub her back. I feel so bad. I caused this. I did it.
"They said they have a tape of you three together with-" She cut herself off with sobs.
"With? With who?"
"I can't say."
"Alanah tell me!" I plead. I've never been so desperate in my life.
"Jay!"
"Fuck." I mutter and lean back. In an instant Alanah's leaning over me, her nails digging into my shoulders.
"TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE! TELL ME THIS IS ALL A LIE!" She screams. I turn my head and looks away. "TELL ME! TELL ME! TELL ME!" She screams, crying, and shakes my shoulders violently.
"It's not true, it's all I lie." I tell her lowly.
"Tell me the truth." She whispers. I sit up so quickly so goes flying backwards.
"I said it's not true!" I yell.
"I'm going to make dinner." Alanah says and walks into the kitchen.
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"You can't go in! You can't! Sir you may not enter!" A hysteric nurse calls as I ignore her and storm towards Jay's room. I know why I can't go in. He's freaking out again. But I want to see it. I have to.
I ignore the nurse's pleas not to go in and threats to call the security. Jay's on the bed with at least ten doctors and nurses around him. He's screaming and his whole body's shaking violently.
"Jay!" I scream.
"Adam! They won't win! We'll always be together! Our pact! I love you man!" He screams, gives one final thrust and all I hear is a beeping noise.