It was time !!! I couldn't finish it, I dunno why... So !!! Meiko, the second part of your birthday's present !!! I wait for C&C, as usual...
The disclaimers: I don't own Slam Dunk, neither I own Slam Dunk's characters. They're Inoue's propriety... But as don't win money with them , it's not important...
Thieves of Night
Chapter II
He's mine.
Mine. Only mine. He's mine.
I want to touch him. I want to kiss him. I want to caress him... I want to take him. I need to be inside of him... 'Cause he is mine.
I want him to say that he's mine. He had to say that he's mine. Always. Always, if he wants to find release. He has to beg me for release.
I know I'm not what they call a 'gentle' lover. But I don't care. 'Cause he is mine. Mine. And he knows he is mine. I don't want to be a 'gentle' lover. I want to be HIS lover. He doesn't need just a 'gentle' lover. He needs me. And Sendoh. He is OURS. Even if I prefer to think that both of them are MINE.
Some could think I'm a bastard. Sometimes, I think myself that I'm a bastard. He's so innocent. So fragile. My naive Do'aho... I know he want to know who we are. I know he need to know who we are. He... Recognizes us. Every time. But he doesn't know WHO we really are. Even if he know he know us. That's something he can... Feel.
I was surprise when he first said he knew us. I was surprised when he said he knew he probably meet us regularly... I shouldn't have been. It was sure that one day, he would have understand... That. At least. Even if he don't know who we are exactly.
But I can't. I can't let him know WHO I am. 'Cause he hate me. He hate this me he meet all the time. And I don't want him to hate this other me. I can't allow him to know who I am. I couldn't support to be hate by him... Not now. Not this me. 'Cause the one he hate is not totally me. The one he hate is an image. Nothing more. A shadow. But the me who come at night... The me who come and fuck him... It's the real me. The me who love him. The me who can't lose him. I need him. He doesn't know it but I need him. Need to touch him, to caress him. Need to make him mine.
If he knew who I am, he would never let me touch again. Not that he really let me touch him first but... Now he would be disgusted. Actually, he enjoys when I touch him. I love to heard him moan under me... I love to make him so... Vocal. The way he react to the slightest caress amaze me. But if he knew... I could touch him again. I could force him again. But this time he would be disgusted. No pleasure, only... Horror. I don't want him to look at me with horror. I don't want him to feel... It. Not toward me. So, he will never know.
Sendoh... Has a chance. Or he could have one. Of course, it's easy for me to say it. He has a chance... Compared to me. But... Compared to me, who has NOT a chance ? I mean, he hate me so much...
I often wish I could have met him before. Before he met that girl. Akagi's sister. But it's only a dream. Just a dream. I know it's not the reality. He hate me 'cause she love me. And he love her. Or he loved her. He didn't realize it yet, but... Now, he looks at her differently. Of course, the others didn't realized it yet. He act as stupidly as ever with her. But it's more an habit...
But it's normal, isn't it Hanamichi ? She is your 'beautiful sweet dream'. But she's just a dream. You can see her. But you never felt with her what you feel with us. And you would never feel it with her. She's a sweet gentle little girl. But it's not what you need. You need passion. I almost smile every time I think about it. Your dream. 'To walk her home' !!! How innocent... How you. You're innocent. Even if you would never admit it. That's why I love you.
She's not the one for you. Beside, she's just a klutz, a stupid girl who can only giggle stupidly without thinking. A stupid girl who never ever realized what you feel for her !!! But I'm happy she never realized it. I know you. If she had realized it, you would have done an error. You would have said that you love her. And she would have accept it. Yeah, accept. She would have accept to 'give a try'. And I can't let you go with her. Neither I can let her fall for you. 'Cause she could fall for you. Easily. Like her friend.
You didn't notice it, did you ? The way this Fuji girl look at you. 'Cause she's timid. And discreet. Not like this Haruko girl with me. She's not very discreet. Remind me of you with her. But no, no. I don't want to think about it. Remind me of Miyagi with Ayako. But Miyagi has a chance. He just has to ask. To really ask and Ayako would say 'yes'. She love him. But she is more mature. And wait for him to be more mature.
But I can't wait. Neither can Sendoh. It's too dangerous. Beside, you're so naive. I think you wanna be innocent all your life... It's a richess. But it's also mean that I could wait for years, even for centuries... You would never change. And would never let me enter in your heart.
We could have done nothing. We could have wait. But with those girls... You never heard them, do you ? All those girls... Before, when you were only a gangster, they were feared by you. But now... Now you're a basket-ball player. Tall, cute... So cute. You remind them of a child, you know. They think it too. An innocent genuine child... I heard them when they speak about you. When everybody think I sleep. But I don't sleep all the time... And so I heard them. When they say you're cute. When they say you're sexy. When they say they're falling for you... 'Cause they realize you're good at heart. Not a real bad-boy-gangster as they thought you were. 'He has the soul of an angel'. That's what they say. And I can only agree with them...
But you didn't realize it. You're too stuck with this girl... My Do'aho...
That's why we did it first. It was too dangerous to let him alone. Not with all those girls falling onto him. And the guys, too. He didn't realize it, but many guys look at him... In a way which made me want to kill them. Hanamichi is MINE !!!
But now... Now that he know us, that he know what he can feel with us... He can't fall for them. 'Cause there is this mystery in his life. Something he can't control. Something the others are totally unaware of. Something too important in his life to allow him to fall for them. 'Cause no one know about us. Only me. Sendoh. And HIM.
I learn so many thing about him this past weeks... What he likes... What he dislikes... His secrets. When he's too tired and fall asleep in our arms... Those nights we take him again and again and again... When he is so sore that he can do nothing but only lay on his bed, in my arms... Or Sendoh's ones. I love to look at his things. I know I'm... indiscreet. Tactless. That I enter his privacy. But after all... I already did it with his body. With his heart. Now I want to enter his soul...
Sometimes, it amaze me. What he like, his tastes... I could have never imagine it before. But in the same time, it suit him so much... Like his love for romantics poets. He didn't seem to be fond of... This kind of stuff !!! But after all... The way he act with girls... What he think about love... He's such a romantic person in his heart. It should be obvious... But no. He's an angel. An angel mistaken with a demon...
That's why I often let notes, now. Sometimes romantic... I know he love them. I love the way he blush when I let the paper caress his skin... Caress his chest, his jaw, his lips... Like a kiss. Like if my words kiss him. The way he blush when I finally let it in his hand before we finally go away, letting him alone. When I let it in his hand, with a flower.
The flowers... Snowdrop, red roses and Sakura branches. Did he understand ? Did he understand what it mean ? Snowdrop, red roses and Sakura branches. The three of us.
Ironic, isn't it ? Snowdrop are his favorite flowers. I know it. I heard him, he was speaking with Ayako. He was... Strangely calm. He thought I sleep. If he even noticed me... And so he said her. Snowdrop. My flower. And that's ironic.He always said I'm like ice. But I'm only like those snowdrop he love so much. Even their name...
In flower's language, red rose means love. Our love for Hanamichi. Or Sendoh's passion. I love him too. But differently. I'm possessive with him. But not like with my 'aho. There's no fear in my love with Sendoh. I know he love me. And he's... different. Not innocent. Who could said HIM to be innocent ? Such a joke... But I'm feared with Hanamichi. 'Cause I don't want anybody to take him away. I don't want anybody to stole his love.
'Cause he his mine. Mine. MINE.
Of course, most of my notes are not romantic ones. Sendoh's ones always are, but not mines. I don't want him to forget WHO he belong to. He's mine. He had to know it. He is mine. He has to said it loud. I will never let him forget it.
How did we decide to... Do it at first ? Who has the idea ? I didn't even remember. We did it. That's all. 'Cause we needed to do it. It was the only way to have him.
He was afraid, at first. No. Not afraid. It's not enough... When he understood what we wanted, he was terrorized. Even if he did his best to not show it. Normal. He didn't know us. He couldn't know that we didn't wanted to hurt him... That we both loved him... And he was a virgin.
Of course, I already knew that he was one. But now I was sure of it. No one took him before us. No one touch him before us. No one ever kiss him... I stole his first kiss. Just a little kiss on his lips... And Akira is the first one who ever give him a 'french kiss'...
It was... So exhilarating. Being able to touch him, to really touch him, without having to fight or brawl for excuse... Not that I stop it, I mean... Why should I ? So I can touch him all the time, during the day... And at night. But that was different. This time, I could touch him intimately. I think I smiled as I let my hands run on his body. As I let my tongue play on his nipples. As I kiss his whole body. Me. I smiled. But how could I have not smile ? I was in heaven.
His skin was so smooth... Especially the inside of his thighs... This part no one touched before us. Like silk... Like a girl's skin. Or a baby's one... His flesh, tender. His muscled stomach... I remember he shivered as I bit him lightly...
I love to let marks on his skin. To prove he is mine. Marks where no one can see it, like those lovebites in the so delicate flesh of the inside of his thighs... I love this part of him. It's my territory. Like the rest of his body. 'Cause he's mine. And the nights I prefer are the nights when there is no school the next day. 'Cause then I can really mark him.
There's no real need for me to care about it. About what the others could say seeing the marks on his skin. About the questions they could ask. Not that I really care, but... It could be embarrassing. I don't want anybody to interfere in this story. But it wouldn't really displease me if one noticed it. If they noticed that Hanamichi has already a person in his life. Somebody he belongs to... But at least, HE sew the marks. And they remind him of me... Of us. Even when we're not with him.
Of course, it's not only for that I prefer the nights without school the next morning. 'Cause those nights, we stayed longer. Those nights are... The hottest of all. 'Cause we didn't let him sleep even one minute. 'Cause then, we totally enjoy his company, leaving him only at the sunrise.
He was a virgin at that time. But not now. Not now... I'm the one who took him first. I wanted to be the one who took him first... And Sendoh accepted. Or is that I don't really give him the choice ? Sound more like me. And like this hentai...
He was so tight... He IS so tight... He arched his back as I introduced one finger in him, preparing him calmly. He was afraid... But didn't ask me to stop. He was too shock... Of course, he knew that THAT was what we wanted to do. He had already surrender to us. But there was the moment 'when realization hit him', as they said. More than realization, it's shock I think but...
He tried to move when I position myself between his legs. Tried to escape me in a futile little motion... His last opposition. I remember he cry when I penetrated him. When for the first time, the very first time I introduce my shaft into him... In this tight ring of muscles which fight against my entrance. It only took some seconds, but it seems me like if it last hours...
A single tear ran upon his cheek and I bent over, licking it away as I began to move inside him. I felt in heaven, I WAS in heaven as I took him, fulfilling this need for the first time of my life. How many times have I dreamt that I took him !!!
I moved slowly, letting him time to accomodate to me, to my presence in him, wanting it to last as long as possible. I kissed him roughly, he was MINE, MINE, MINE !!! I change my angle of entrance and was rewarded when I heard him suddenly cry, moaning in extasy as my cock finally touch THIS spot in him... He began to move with me, meeting each thrust ardently as pleasure finally swept all his fear away. I couldn't wait any longer and increase my peace, impaling myself in him faster and faster and faster and deeper, taking him as violently and carnally as I could and then I forget everything, spilling myself in him as bliss took both of us away...
It was the first time I took him. The first time I mark him in his flesh itself, the first time I really make him mine. But not the last.
Something strange happened lately. He act... Differently. Not with me, his lover. But with me, the 'baka Kitsune'.
Did he understand ? I'm feared of it. And I hope it. Perhaps... I dunno. Perhaps it's 'cause of this poem story. "Blue eyes". Not many people have blue eyes. Me... And Sendoh. Both of us... And the feelings... My feelings. Was it a good idea to give him this poem ? Was it a good idea to write this poem ? I dunno. But I hope so. If he could understand my feelings... And accept them.
I dream. Perhaps... But it's not important. Now it's time to go. Time to remind it to him. To remind him that he is mine. Mine.
He is mine.
End of Chapter II
This part is finish !!! OHOHOHOHOH !!! *Anzai laugh syndrome* It was Rukawa's turn... How could he see this strange 'relationship' with Hanamichi ?... Eheheheh... I really enjoy to write it.
Rukawa_ ...
Zeynel_ You could say something... *sweatdrop*
Rukawa_ *raise an eyebrow*
Zeynel_ Say something !!! Anything !!!
Rukawa_You aho.
Zeynel_ ... *SWEATDROP*
I wait for your comments !!! C&C are welcome !!! (As Rukawa as decided to stay as mute as ever...)
Rukawa_ ...
Zeynel_Still the same...
Hanamichi_Ow !!! Kitsune !!!
Rukawa_ *look at Hanmichi*
Hanamichi_Pfff... I wonder why I love him. He can be such a pain in the ass, sometimes...
Rukawa_Do'aho. *icy voice*
Hanamichi_TEME, KITSUNE !!! *furious*
Rukawa_ *smirk* 'In the ass', you said ? *smirk*
Hanamichi_Uh ? *didn't understand*
Rukawa_As you want... *smirk. throw Hanamichi on his shoulder*
Zeynel_ *sweatdrop*
Sendoh_ *smile*
Zeynel_You're here, too ?
Sendoh_ *smile* Yes. I wanted to thank you. *look at the shadows disappearing in the background* But I have to go, now!!! *smile smile. hentai gleam in the eyes* Bye !!! *kiss Zeynel on the forehead and walk happily to join his boyfriends, already untying his belt in the process*
Zeynel_ *sweatdrop*
Somewhere, in the background:
_KI... KITSUNE !!! STOP*moan*
_No. *suspicious sounds*
_Aw... Come on, Hana-kun...
_A... AKIRA !!! YOU HENTAI !!! *moans* AH !!!
Zeynel_ *sweatdrop* Well... *sweatdrop* Goodbye. *look at the readers* See you next time !!! *run*
If you heard attentively, I'm sure you can heard it:
_Oh, shit !!! Where is my camera ?
_ZEYNEL_