AN: Hello everyone! I'm glad people are enjoying this story, now, let's continue, shall we? If anyone hasn't noticed.....

"......" = Sakura's second (evil) consionce.

"......." = Sakura's first (good) consionce.

"......." = Sakura talking to her consionce.

Ok? now...... let the show begin!


Chapter 2


It had been a whole week since the funeral and Sakura and Syaoran had made love, and Syaoran was going back to work. You could see his distress when he walked into the bedroom fully dressed in a suit and tie. "I'm gonna get going now...."

"And so it begins......"

"I'm sorry to leave you already....."

"It's okay honey, you've been here for a whole week! You need to go back so that you don't loose your job."

"You stupid male species..... I know what you're REALLY doing....."

"Shut up!"

"I can stay.... If you want me to....." Syaoran walked over to the bed and sat next to her, putting his hand on her stomach.

"Pathetic, pathetic. He's just trying to lure you in to hurt you girl, don't pay any attention."

"What did I tell you to do?!"

Sakura smiled at him. "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

"You sure?"

Sakura smiled even wider and bent towards him and gave him a kiss on the lips. Her hands crawled on his shoulders to the back of his mouth. Syaoran puled her down to the bed as she giggled, as their kiss began getting more pashionate until........

"Brokenheart! Brokenheart! Brokenheart!"

Sakura pushed him away suddenly and ran into the bathroom.

"Sakura.....?" This wasn't the first time it happened. Sometimes they wouldn't even kiss. Sometimes when he'd try to kiss her, she would move or push him away, as if something told her not to. He sighed as he stood up and began walking out the door. "I love you....."

Sakura fliched as she heard the door slam. She turned off the faucet and dried her face off with a towel. Tears began flowing down her face as the voices continued echoing in her head. Her good side and her bad side both mixing in a fight of denial.

"He doesn't love you anymore girl."

"Yes he does! Remember that promise you made! You'll love each other no matter what. Don't think that he'ld just frget about that because you miscarried his baby."

"Yes he does. You can feel it in his aura, it's full of anger, and it flares when he's near you."

She did have a point. When she felt his aura, it was full of anger, and it mostly flared when it was near her. She sat against her bed post and pouted. She just sat and began listening to the next denial argument.

"He's probably just angry at your body for not allowing you to conceive the most precious gift ever."

"Now why would he be angry at her body. If he's angry at her body he's angry at her."

"You're right."

Sakura grunted as she went into her closet and pulled out a pink suitcase and some clothes.

"What are you doing?!"

"What are you doing?!"

"I am sick and tired of hearing that Syaoran is going to leave me, so....... I'm leaving him."

"What?!"

"What?!"

"I............ AM.......... LEAVING.......... HIM.........."

"Huh, knew it would happen eventually."

"I never knew she would be the one to crack......"

Sakura wiped her tears with a cleannex as she closed her suitcase. She then got out her special stationary and began writing a note, the tears dripping on the paper.......

Syaoran got home later that day, walking into the clean green apartment with mixtures of pink everywhere. "Sakura?" He looked around, not finding her smiling face, or even her depressed face, come around the corner. Instead, he found an envelope taped up to the wall with her stationary, with "Syaoran" written on it. He walked over to it and began reading it.


Syaoran,

I understand that you may not love me anymore for miscarrying your child and not having it be a male, but I know this, I love you. So, to save myself from heartbreak, I am leaving you. I hope you find someone that will give you the happiness and heir you need.

Love,

Sakura Kinomoto


Syaoran fell to the floor. Since when did she feel he was going to abandon her? But what also pained him was how she wrote her name. Sakura Kinomoto. Not Sakura Kinomoto Li or Sakura Li. Just........ Sakura Kinomoto. It seemed as if she were going through a state of denial or something....... Hi face went pale as he passed out against the carpet.


~Three days later~


"In there!" The lock was undone as Yelan Li and Meiling Li walked into the apartment. "Syaoran!"

Meiling ran over to the passed out Syaoran on the floor. They felt depression and dispair in his aura, as they found his pale body with tears flowing out of closed eyelids.

"My god! Syaoran's crying in his sleep!" Meiling pulled him onto the couch and put a cold washcloth that Yelan provided for her. "Poor Syaoran.... Why did Sakura do this?!"

"Meiling, she is gong through a denial and depression stage right now, you can feel it in her aura if you try hard enough......."

Meiling looked over at Syaoran. "Then may god be watching over both of them......"


~Elsewhere~


Sakura shot out of bed, panting hard as she looked outside of her patio window to see the heavy rainfall and thunderstorm. She was now in Tokyo, staying in a hotel as she would travel around Japan for a while. After miscarrying her baby, she realized she needed to get out and around more, or she'll die, just like.......... Sakura burst out crying. In two weeks, she had lost two things she loved. Her baby and her love. She had had a nightmare, that she was once again pregnant and that Syaoran found her, and they were a happy family again, only....... She cried out again. That spoiled again.


AN: How sad!!!! Now, for any of you out there that are like...... THAT'S IT?! *Smiles* I have taken the liberty of giving a preview of the next chapter...... *wink*


Sakura walked out of the bathroom, holing her stomach as she laid down in bed.

"I wonder if it's normal for this to happen after you miscarry......"

"We ALL know what's really going on......"


AN: What? I can't give away TOO much...... Ok, Ja ne!