Author note: Okay Sydney is going to play a big part in this one but he
won't say he loves her cause it just makes it more boring for me and if he
doesn't I have the next time we meet all planned out.
****** It was Sydney's day off, not that she got many of those and what a perfect day to have a day off- NOT. She had promised herself that she wouldn't read anymore of Vaughn's diary but it was just sitting there and it looked so tempting. She just HAD to read it her fists were clenching and unclenching. She had flicked through all the TV channels and gone for a huge run but nothing seemed to get it out of her mind. He was a complete mystery to her. She had no idea about his past or whether the feelings that she had tried to push into a box and lock up until the SD-6 takedown were returned. That was one of the things she really wanted to know. Finally her spy instincts got the better of her so she picked it up and kept reading.
They begged me to come back but I didn't they bribed me "a raise, a car, a new house" I said no to every one but I kept myself in shape. I know that I could take out half the field agents easily about a quarter would be a little challenging and then there are people who I would never beat ever but would like to try.
Examples The Bristow Family, How Jack Bristow who must practise being unpopular in the mirror daily and Irina Derecko that cold blooded murdered had an amazing, talented, nice daughter like Sydney Bristow never ceases to amaze me.
Okay when she walked into the CIA office with the Bozo red hair I swear she kinda scared me about as much as her parents do now (and that is a hellva a lot) but I've seen what she can do and how she is on the inside and It makes me admire the fact that she can be so strong yet so so.well I don't know what you call it maybe it hasn't been named yet.
I don't talk to anyone about Her except one. Lucy, The fourteen-year-old girl, being in a safe house sort of stunts your social life so she lives off mine and plus she is never going to tell. She tried to live off Eric's for a while but his social life consists of drinking and trying to break his record of women dated at the same time (I think the record was 5 one from 4 different departments and one who was out side I think 2 were long distance.) Anyway I have never seen a girl this young be this eager to hear about a thirty year olds ramblings about his double agent, about how he has to break up with his beautiful blonde girlfriend cause he doesn't love her that way the only thing I didn't tell her about the break up plan was why I don't love this woman. I thinks she knows, I would be surprised if she didn't because she is one of only people outside the CIA (although she is trained) that can read my face. I have become terrible at masking my emotions. I was not surprised that Devlin tried to get me kicked off the case cause of an emotional attachment. Okay I was a bit surprised because at that time I didn't know I was that easy to read. I know better now.
Okay I have to point out that Devlin may be right. I am a bit emotional attached to Sydney. Okay fuck that I am fully emotionally attached to Sydney and always think maybe I should resign as her handler give her someone else. But then I meet her when she is upset and she just looks so sad. I know I could never just pack up and leave like that. That is something I would never do to anyone I cared about.
Sydney put the book down, was that a yes I have feelings for Sydney that out go friendship. Or was that I think of Sydney as more than a colleague but she isn't Girlfriend material. As far as she knew he could be seeing some other girl and she would have no idea. God she hated that.
**Meanwhile somewhere in LA***
Michael Vaughn was sitting next to the phone. She will have found the diary by now. If you call now she will know something is up and her spy skills will kick in and she'll read it. If you don't call she might read it anyway. Michael felt a serious headache coming on.
If only he could remember what he wrote in there. Did he mention enough for Syd to realise how he felt.
God he hoped not.
***** End this chapter********
Okay I got really good support for the last chapter and I am really surprised!!! Thanx guys. Anyway I hope you liked this one. If you don't like it just full stop don't post a review that says you hate it but if you have constructive criticism feel free!!!
Anywayz I have three ideas for the next one which one should I use;
Francie or Will (please specify which) finds the diary and has a read. Next one I make Sydney really guilty and make Vaughn write about his father and how great he was. OR the next scene is the warehouse and Sydney can't make up her mind whether or not to show Vaughn her true feelings cause she's not sure whether he likes her (like he wouldn't)
Anyway 1,2 or 3 you guys tell me. (oh wow that rhymed)
****** It was Sydney's day off, not that she got many of those and what a perfect day to have a day off- NOT. She had promised herself that she wouldn't read anymore of Vaughn's diary but it was just sitting there and it looked so tempting. She just HAD to read it her fists were clenching and unclenching. She had flicked through all the TV channels and gone for a huge run but nothing seemed to get it out of her mind. He was a complete mystery to her. She had no idea about his past or whether the feelings that she had tried to push into a box and lock up until the SD-6 takedown were returned. That was one of the things she really wanted to know. Finally her spy instincts got the better of her so she picked it up and kept reading.
They begged me to come back but I didn't they bribed me "a raise, a car, a new house" I said no to every one but I kept myself in shape. I know that I could take out half the field agents easily about a quarter would be a little challenging and then there are people who I would never beat ever but would like to try.
Examples The Bristow Family, How Jack Bristow who must practise being unpopular in the mirror daily and Irina Derecko that cold blooded murdered had an amazing, talented, nice daughter like Sydney Bristow never ceases to amaze me.
Okay when she walked into the CIA office with the Bozo red hair I swear she kinda scared me about as much as her parents do now (and that is a hellva a lot) but I've seen what she can do and how she is on the inside and It makes me admire the fact that she can be so strong yet so so.well I don't know what you call it maybe it hasn't been named yet.
I don't talk to anyone about Her except one. Lucy, The fourteen-year-old girl, being in a safe house sort of stunts your social life so she lives off mine and plus she is never going to tell. She tried to live off Eric's for a while but his social life consists of drinking and trying to break his record of women dated at the same time (I think the record was 5 one from 4 different departments and one who was out side I think 2 were long distance.) Anyway I have never seen a girl this young be this eager to hear about a thirty year olds ramblings about his double agent, about how he has to break up with his beautiful blonde girlfriend cause he doesn't love her that way the only thing I didn't tell her about the break up plan was why I don't love this woman. I thinks she knows, I would be surprised if she didn't because she is one of only people outside the CIA (although she is trained) that can read my face. I have become terrible at masking my emotions. I was not surprised that Devlin tried to get me kicked off the case cause of an emotional attachment. Okay I was a bit surprised because at that time I didn't know I was that easy to read. I know better now.
Okay I have to point out that Devlin may be right. I am a bit emotional attached to Sydney. Okay fuck that I am fully emotionally attached to Sydney and always think maybe I should resign as her handler give her someone else. But then I meet her when she is upset and she just looks so sad. I know I could never just pack up and leave like that. That is something I would never do to anyone I cared about.
Sydney put the book down, was that a yes I have feelings for Sydney that out go friendship. Or was that I think of Sydney as more than a colleague but she isn't Girlfriend material. As far as she knew he could be seeing some other girl and she would have no idea. God she hated that.
**Meanwhile somewhere in LA***
Michael Vaughn was sitting next to the phone. She will have found the diary by now. If you call now she will know something is up and her spy skills will kick in and she'll read it. If you don't call she might read it anyway. Michael felt a serious headache coming on.
If only he could remember what he wrote in there. Did he mention enough for Syd to realise how he felt.
God he hoped not.
***** End this chapter********
Okay I got really good support for the last chapter and I am really surprised!!! Thanx guys. Anyway I hope you liked this one. If you don't like it just full stop don't post a review that says you hate it but if you have constructive criticism feel free!!!
Anywayz I have three ideas for the next one which one should I use;
Francie or Will (please specify which) finds the diary and has a read. Next one I make Sydney really guilty and make Vaughn write about his father and how great he was. OR the next scene is the warehouse and Sydney can't make up her mind whether or not to show Vaughn her true feelings cause she's not sure whether he likes her (like he wouldn't)
Anyway 1,2 or 3 you guys tell me. (oh wow that rhymed)