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A/N: Oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (Review review review)
Recap: Easy. He could get any girl in the school this way. Except for her, his mind bubbled up unexpectedly. She doesn't matter now! He thought to himself angrily. She's gone and she's never coming back.
~~~~~ Chapter seven - Pain ~~~~~
The dance was in less than an hour and Ethany was lying on her bed, facedown. "What is wrong with me?" she murmured into her pillow. She turned over, and looked up at the ceiling. For some reason she felt the massive urge to scream. It was if something was building up inside her, and it was frightening. She turned over to see the little silver dots on her arms. She had been piercing herself with needles lately. She wanted to feel the pain, to punish herself, even though she didn't know why she was punishing herself. But no matter how far the pin went, no matter how much blood spilled, she didn't feel a thing. Maybe it was the silver powers; maybe she was just numb inside. All the other girls from her dorm were giggling and putting on make-up. They wouldn't even notice if she screamed. They wouldn't even notice if she killed herself. No one would. It was not like she was someone that mattered. She was crying but they didn't notice. Nobody ever noticed. She hadn't eaten in days, hadn't slept in weeks. Still no one noticed. She was in hell, her days and nights haunted, her life meaningless. She could hurl herself out the window, she could shatter the glass and plunge into the lake. Nobody would care. She tossed and turned on the bed, strewing the sheets about. All the girls had left she was alone. She suddenly felt this urge, her feet were moving with out her control, she was in the corridor, she was up the stairs, she was running, she was flying, she was dazed, in a trance. She ran till she couldn't, till she was in a crumpled heap on the floor sobbing. She looked up, in control again. Leaning against a wall she struggled to get up. She sighed and wondered what on earth had happened. Crawling along the floor, Ethany went to the window and pulled herself up on the stone frame. She looked out the window to the serene stars, staring out over the school. She noticed a patch of black, where no stars showed. What was it? She wondered to herself, craning her neck to see. She saw the body, swinging in the breeze, saw the persons face. Pansy.
A/N: Uh-oh pansy's dead..lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa
Disclaimer: I own only Ethany Silvress, and Silverbloods; the rest belongs to others to numerous to list. If you get annoyed I haven't mentioned you then just tell me (no flaming!) and I'll get you mentioned
A/N: Oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (Review review review)
Recap: Easy. He could get any girl in the school this way. Except for her, his mind bubbled up unexpectedly. She doesn't matter now! He thought to himself angrily. She's gone and she's never coming back.
~~~~~ Chapter seven - Pain ~~~~~
The dance was in less than an hour and Ethany was lying on her bed, facedown. "What is wrong with me?" she murmured into her pillow. She turned over, and looked up at the ceiling. For some reason she felt the massive urge to scream. It was if something was building up inside her, and it was frightening. She turned over to see the little silver dots on her arms. She had been piercing herself with needles lately. She wanted to feel the pain, to punish herself, even though she didn't know why she was punishing herself. But no matter how far the pin went, no matter how much blood spilled, she didn't feel a thing. Maybe it was the silver powers; maybe she was just numb inside. All the other girls from her dorm were giggling and putting on make-up. They wouldn't even notice if she screamed. They wouldn't even notice if she killed herself. No one would. It was not like she was someone that mattered. She was crying but they didn't notice. Nobody ever noticed. She hadn't eaten in days, hadn't slept in weeks. Still no one noticed. She was in hell, her days and nights haunted, her life meaningless. She could hurl herself out the window, she could shatter the glass and plunge into the lake. Nobody would care. She tossed and turned on the bed, strewing the sheets about. All the girls had left she was alone. She suddenly felt this urge, her feet were moving with out her control, she was in the corridor, she was up the stairs, she was running, she was flying, she was dazed, in a trance. She ran till she couldn't, till she was in a crumpled heap on the floor sobbing. She looked up, in control again. Leaning against a wall she struggled to get up. She sighed and wondered what on earth had happened. Crawling along the floor, Ethany went to the window and pulled herself up on the stone frame. She looked out the window to the serene stars, staring out over the school. She noticed a patch of black, where no stars showed. What was it? She wondered to herself, craning her neck to see. She saw the body, swinging in the breeze, saw the persons face. Pansy.
A/N: Uh-oh pansy's dead..lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa