A/N This is dedicated to Emma Spring, the Girl I love, but can never be with.
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Two Hearts, no love.
by DJEagel.
Rachel.
She was always on my mind.
She always would be on my mind.
But how far would I go to get her back?
If only I knew..................
I downed another pint. God, I was pissed. I could barely stand up, for christs sake. My life had been ruined. All thanks to HIM. TT. Thieving bastard wanted her so bad. But he's not very smart, so I thought that even if we did break up, which I never thought we would anyway, she would never go out with him. But I was wrong.
I am Tobias Fangor, and this is my story.
I met Rachel when I was 13. I was new to the school, and I didn't care about many other people, but she was so beautiful, she fitted in with everyone. Every Boy wanted to go out with her. She wasn't like those fuckin' airheads, she had a personality that went above shopping and make-up. So I asked her to the prom. I never dreamed she would say yes. But she did. It was a beautiful night, we had so much fun, so we started going out on regular dates. For ten years, I waited, waited for the right moment. Waiting for the right time to propose. The night that I tried to, just a week ago, it was so romantic, I must have spent about a grand on giving my flat a makeover, the perfect romantic place, and just as I was about to propose, the phone rang. Rachel went to answer it. I listened in on an extension.
"Hello?"
"Rachel, it's TT."
TT? I could sense something was wrong.
"A few hours ago, I saw Tobias outside Le Tango."
Le Tango? I was here a few hours ago, not there.
"And? Get to the point TT, i'm very busy!"
"Well.........I saw him kissing another girl."
"What the fuck?!" We both said down the phone together.
I cut off the line, and went into the Living Room, where Rachel was.
"How could you?" Her tear-streaked face showed no emotion apart from pure hatred.
"But I didn't---"
"Oh, of course you didn't! So THAT'S where you went when you said you were going to 'buy stuff'!"
"But I did! I spent about a gra-"
"Whatever! I'm leaving! Goodbye!"
And she walked out. The love of my life, just left. I'm falling apart now. I think I'm so close to having a breakdown. If only she was here. I'll do almost anything to get her back...........
"Oy, Barman, another pint, ya bastard!"
"Coming right up, Sir!"
I collapsed on the table. My life was like a toilet, surely it had been shat on enough. But no. THEY came through the door of the bar.
"Barman, can we use your toilet please?" TT asked. "Rachel's having her period and we need to keep it private."
"No problem, go right in!"
I picked up the Mug my beer was in. I saw Rachel's reflection, and remembered the words she had said. "I'm leaving! Goodbye!" All the sanity I had drained out of me at that moment, and I picked up the Glass and threw it at them.
"Aah!"
"What the fuck? Tobias.........."
"He's hurt! Call 999!"
"Get that guy!"
But I was already out the back way, running like fuck, clearing my mind. TT. I would get him. I WOULD GET HIM.
"And I need some space, to clear my head, to think about my life, with or without you!"
I was back at my flat, feeling alright now, just listening to Papa Roach, not a care in the world. TT and Rachel were out of my mind, and the music was in it. But then.....
KNOCK KNOCK! "Open up, Tobias! Face me like a man!"
I opened the door to the face of Rachel.
"Shit."
She stormed in, looking as angry as ever. She slumped down on the sofa, and faced me. "Why?" She asked.
"Why what?" I asked.
"Why did u throw that glass at us? Do you know what's happened to TT? He's lying in Hospital, nearly dead, because a piece of glass is stuck in his throat!"
"So? Thick shit. I hope it teaches him a lesson - DON'T LIE."
"Tobias, do you know why I believed him?"
"No, why are you strange enought to believe him?"
"Because you'd been so distant over the last couple of weeks. I thought you were seeing someone else, even before he--he--" Her voice broke, and I realized why. I'd been too busy thinking about the proposal.
"Rachel, I was about to propose!"
"Yeah right. Tobias, when are you going to learn? Actions have Consequences! No amount of lying can get you out of the shit you've put yourself in!"
"More like the shit TT put me in!"
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
She stormed out, slamming the door so hard it bounced open again.
I collapsed on the floor, and stayed there for five minutes. When I looked up, she was everywhere, saying those words.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
She was on the sofa.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
She was standing above me, taunting me. I ran into the bathroom, and splashed some water on my face. when I looked up, I saw her reflection in the mirror.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
"ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I ran into the kitchen, opened a drawer, got out a knife, and ran onto the Balcony.
"Are you happy now, Rachel?" I screamed at the Sky. "You and TT have fucked up my life, and now I'm not going to have one! Tell Jake and Marco that I'm sorry. Tell Cassie the full story. TELL THAT MOTHERFUCKER TT WHATEVER YOU WANT, BUT I BET YOU HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR YOU! FUCK YOU, RACHEL!"
I pushed the knife deep into my stomach, and at that moment, two things happened.
First, I heard Rachel's voice.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
Second, I saw a ship in the sky, just for a second. It looked like a bug, and then it disappered.
Then, the pain took over my body, and I blacked out.
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A/N What do you think of that then? Seeing a Bug Fighter? Rachel and Tobias, and TT from Animorphs #27? This story is going to be looooooooooong, so R/R please! (And help me think of a better title!)
Sneak Preview of the Next Bit:-
"Is there a TT staying in this Hospital?" I asked him.
"There might be, what's his last name?"
"Visser." I said "Mr TT Visser."
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Two Hearts, no love.
by DJEagel.
Rachel.
She was always on my mind.
She always would be on my mind.
But how far would I go to get her back?
If only I knew..................
I downed another pint. God, I was pissed. I could barely stand up, for christs sake. My life had been ruined. All thanks to HIM. TT. Thieving bastard wanted her so bad. But he's not very smart, so I thought that even if we did break up, which I never thought we would anyway, she would never go out with him. But I was wrong.
I am Tobias Fangor, and this is my story.
I met Rachel when I was 13. I was new to the school, and I didn't care about many other people, but she was so beautiful, she fitted in with everyone. Every Boy wanted to go out with her. She wasn't like those fuckin' airheads, she had a personality that went above shopping and make-up. So I asked her to the prom. I never dreamed she would say yes. But she did. It was a beautiful night, we had so much fun, so we started going out on regular dates. For ten years, I waited, waited for the right moment. Waiting for the right time to propose. The night that I tried to, just a week ago, it was so romantic, I must have spent about a grand on giving my flat a makeover, the perfect romantic place, and just as I was about to propose, the phone rang. Rachel went to answer it. I listened in on an extension.
"Hello?"
"Rachel, it's TT."
TT? I could sense something was wrong.
"A few hours ago, I saw Tobias outside Le Tango."
Le Tango? I was here a few hours ago, not there.
"And? Get to the point TT, i'm very busy!"
"Well.........I saw him kissing another girl."
"What the fuck?!" We both said down the phone together.
I cut off the line, and went into the Living Room, where Rachel was.
"How could you?" Her tear-streaked face showed no emotion apart from pure hatred.
"But I didn't---"
"Oh, of course you didn't! So THAT'S where you went when you said you were going to 'buy stuff'!"
"But I did! I spent about a gra-"
"Whatever! I'm leaving! Goodbye!"
And she walked out. The love of my life, just left. I'm falling apart now. I think I'm so close to having a breakdown. If only she was here. I'll do almost anything to get her back...........
"Oy, Barman, another pint, ya bastard!"
"Coming right up, Sir!"
I collapsed on the table. My life was like a toilet, surely it had been shat on enough. But no. THEY came through the door of the bar.
"Barman, can we use your toilet please?" TT asked. "Rachel's having her period and we need to keep it private."
"No problem, go right in!"
I picked up the Mug my beer was in. I saw Rachel's reflection, and remembered the words she had said. "I'm leaving! Goodbye!" All the sanity I had drained out of me at that moment, and I picked up the Glass and threw it at them.
"Aah!"
"What the fuck? Tobias.........."
"He's hurt! Call 999!"
"Get that guy!"
But I was already out the back way, running like fuck, clearing my mind. TT. I would get him. I WOULD GET HIM.
"And I need some space, to clear my head, to think about my life, with or without you!"
I was back at my flat, feeling alright now, just listening to Papa Roach, not a care in the world. TT and Rachel were out of my mind, and the music was in it. But then.....
KNOCK KNOCK! "Open up, Tobias! Face me like a man!"
I opened the door to the face of Rachel.
"Shit."
She stormed in, looking as angry as ever. She slumped down on the sofa, and faced me. "Why?" She asked.
"Why what?" I asked.
"Why did u throw that glass at us? Do you know what's happened to TT? He's lying in Hospital, nearly dead, because a piece of glass is stuck in his throat!"
"So? Thick shit. I hope it teaches him a lesson - DON'T LIE."
"Tobias, do you know why I believed him?"
"No, why are you strange enought to believe him?"
"Because you'd been so distant over the last couple of weeks. I thought you were seeing someone else, even before he--he--" Her voice broke, and I realized why. I'd been too busy thinking about the proposal.
"Rachel, I was about to propose!"
"Yeah right. Tobias, when are you going to learn? Actions have Consequences! No amount of lying can get you out of the shit you've put yourself in!"
"More like the shit TT put me in!"
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
She stormed out, slamming the door so hard it bounced open again.
I collapsed on the floor, and stayed there for five minutes. When I looked up, she was everywhere, saying those words.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
She was on the sofa.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
She was standing above me, taunting me. I ran into the bathroom, and splashed some water on my face. when I looked up, I saw her reflection in the mirror.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
"ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I ran into the kitchen, opened a drawer, got out a knife, and ran onto the Balcony.
"Are you happy now, Rachel?" I screamed at the Sky. "You and TT have fucked up my life, and now I'm not going to have one! Tell Jake and Marco that I'm sorry. Tell Cassie the full story. TELL THAT MOTHERFUCKER TT WHATEVER YOU WANT, BUT I BET YOU HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR YOU! FUCK YOU, RACHEL!"
I pushed the knife deep into my stomach, and at that moment, two things happened.
First, I heard Rachel's voice.
"Tobias, I'm never going to get back together with you, ever!"
Second, I saw a ship in the sky, just for a second. It looked like a bug, and then it disappered.
Then, the pain took over my body, and I blacked out.
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A/N What do you think of that then? Seeing a Bug Fighter? Rachel and Tobias, and TT from Animorphs #27? This story is going to be looooooooooong, so R/R please! (And help me think of a better title!)
Sneak Preview of the Next Bit:-
"Is there a TT staying in this Hospital?" I asked him.
"There might be, what's his last name?"
"Visser." I said "Mr TT Visser."