(A/N: This is kind of just a little filler. I imagined Mary would have feelings after Kevin told what the taxpayer's money paid him to do today at work. I tried to make it sound like Mary, but it seems to sound more like something I would think rather than Ms. Camden. Sorry for that.)
***Mary's POV***
Wow. This is, wow. No- this is really wow. Way wow. Beyond wow. What am I supposed to do now? I wish Kevin just could have kept his big mouth shut. Even if he is telling the truth, I wish he hadn't told me. Everything was going so well, too. I thought I had my life more or less figured out, but not anymore. Something like this can only lead to one thing, trouble, and everyone knows that I'm the expert in that department. But wouldn't Kevin know trouble, too, since he's a cop? Maybe that's why he looked up Wilson? Or maybe not. Maybe he's still mad at me about Ben, which makes less sense then this whole mess does.
But besides that, the most important thing seems to be that someone- someone major, is lying to me- either my sister's almost fiancé who seems to be more a part of the family than I am, or the man I thought, or still feel, is the man of my dreams and beyond.
I mean, I really can't stand Kevin. I never liked him, even when I was going out with Ben. He's so annoying, and his nose is about three feet too deep in someone else's business all the time. Like right now, even if what he says is true, he has no right to even have this kind of information. Or tell me whom I can and cannot date. He's not Matt. What if I don't care if he hurts me? Wait- that came out wrong, but you get the idea. He doesn't know what I want in a guy. Maybe I like a little bit of danger, which I do sometimes. He doesn't even know enough about me to make that kind of assumption
And, if he is assuming this about Wilson, which I am guessing he is despite the little tale he told, he doesn't know enough about him to make that kind of judgment either. He met him, what, seven hours ago? The only thing that his story proves is that he knows nothing about Wilson, and that he didn't give him a chance from the get go.
And I can't help wonder why that is. Why does he hate Wilson so much? I always thought he hated him because Wilson succeeded Ben, but why would he care so much? I mean, it's not that much of a big deal. Wilson's succeeded and preceded everyone. I would see why Ben would care, but why Kevin?
And an even better question: why am I doubting myself…err, doubting Wilson? Wilson would never hit bit, or whatever he supposedly did to him. He loves him, unconditionally, and he has shown that in the past day. And Wilson loves me; at least I hope he does. I love him, I think. Yeah, I love him. I do. I love Wilson West.
Yet even with this love, something about Kevin's story keeps making me rethink all my preconceived notions about who Wilson is. Kevin seemed so sympathetic when he told me, like I was acting completely clueless. Maybe I am, I don't know.
But at any rate, Kevin is lying. That's what I'm going with, even if he isn't. Kevin is wrong because I don't want to believe he's right. Wilson couldn't have done that, he just couldn't have. He doesn't have it in him. He's caring and kind, and he just didn't. Kevin a big fat liar and that's all there is to it.
