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Ender's Diary
Battle School, 5/27, 2160 hrs.
Bonzo is after me for sure. I don't know everyone that is with him. Bonzo has hated me since I was in his army and I didn't follow his every command. Bonzo is, was, and will always be stupid. But still, no one hates like Bonzo. And he has a way of gathering kids to him, kids who will hate me and help him in his unjustified revenge on me for not following his stupid orders and attempts to get me iced out of school. My army, though. He had better not hurt the littler kids in my army to get at me.
Battle School, 5/28, 2160 hrs.
Petra might be with Bonzo. Petra, my friend, the one who helped me when I was a launchy in Bonzo's army and not allowed to go on with my training. Today, in the hall, there were a bunch of Bonzo's thugs waiting in the hallway, and Petra stopped to "talk" to me. Some of my army hung back to make sure no one ganged up on me. I think that some of Rabbit Army might have been there, too. Petra said she wanted to warn me. She had to have noticed Bonzo's gang in the hall, too, waiting to jump me. She had to. Was she setting me up? I don't believe it. It can't be true.
Battle School, 6/1, 0600 hrs.
I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS! Bonzo made his move. Him and his thugs went after me when I was alone in the shower. They were prepared to gang up on me. I goaded Bonzo into attacking me alone. He fought with honor, I only fought to win. The only thing that is good about Bonzo is his honor. He is filled with hate, he's stupid, but he has honor. I hate this. I won. I hurt him. I hurt him like my brother Peter hurt me. I hurt him I hurt him I HURT HIM! I don't want to be like Peter. Peter destroys things. Peter hurts. They, the teachers, should have taken Peter, not me. But I'm like Peter, aren't I? Peter, but smarter. I don't want to be. I can't stand this. I hate this. Bonzo, I hurt him real bad. And the teachers..they gave me and my Dragon army a battle, hours later. They knew about Bonzo, and expected me to..well, I gave up. I botched my strategy on purpose. Now they'll ice me out of school. I'm out. I can stop being Peter.
Earth, 6/4, 12:00 pm
Why did they graduate me? I wanted out. I didn't want to go to Command School. I wanted out. They brought me Earthside first, though. I refuse to go on. I refuse to go back, to go to Command School. They said they're going to bring my sister Valentine to see me. Valentine..I've missed her. They knew better than to ask me if I wanted to see Peter and my parents. My parents aren't really interested in opening a book of affection that was closed four years ago. And Peter.I can't see him. They want Valentine to convince me to keep going on with my training. It won't work.
Ender's Diary
Battle School, 5/27, 2160 hrs.
Bonzo is after me for sure. I don't know everyone that is with him. Bonzo has hated me since I was in his army and I didn't follow his every command. Bonzo is, was, and will always be stupid. But still, no one hates like Bonzo. And he has a way of gathering kids to him, kids who will hate me and help him in his unjustified revenge on me for not following his stupid orders and attempts to get me iced out of school. My army, though. He had better not hurt the littler kids in my army to get at me.
Battle School, 5/28, 2160 hrs.
Petra might be with Bonzo. Petra, my friend, the one who helped me when I was a launchy in Bonzo's army and not allowed to go on with my training. Today, in the hall, there were a bunch of Bonzo's thugs waiting in the hallway, and Petra stopped to "talk" to me. Some of my army hung back to make sure no one ganged up on me. I think that some of Rabbit Army might have been there, too. Petra said she wanted to warn me. She had to have noticed Bonzo's gang in the hall, too, waiting to jump me. She had to. Was she setting me up? I don't believe it. It can't be true.
Battle School, 6/1, 0600 hrs.
I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS! Bonzo made his move. Him and his thugs went after me when I was alone in the shower. They were prepared to gang up on me. I goaded Bonzo into attacking me alone. He fought with honor, I only fought to win. The only thing that is good about Bonzo is his honor. He is filled with hate, he's stupid, but he has honor. I hate this. I won. I hurt him. I hurt him like my brother Peter hurt me. I hurt him I hurt him I HURT HIM! I don't want to be like Peter. Peter destroys things. Peter hurts. They, the teachers, should have taken Peter, not me. But I'm like Peter, aren't I? Peter, but smarter. I don't want to be. I can't stand this. I hate this. Bonzo, I hurt him real bad. And the teachers..they gave me and my Dragon army a battle, hours later. They knew about Bonzo, and expected me to..well, I gave up. I botched my strategy on purpose. Now they'll ice me out of school. I'm out. I can stop being Peter.
Earth, 6/4, 12:00 pm
Why did they graduate me? I wanted out. I didn't want to go to Command School. I wanted out. They brought me Earthside first, though. I refuse to go on. I refuse to go back, to go to Command School. They said they're going to bring my sister Valentine to see me. Valentine..I've missed her. They knew better than to ask me if I wanted to see Peter and my parents. My parents aren't really interested in opening a book of affection that was closed four years ago. And Peter.I can't see him. They want Valentine to convince me to keep going on with my training. It won't work.