Chapter 10
Wishes
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or the song mentioned in this story.
Pairing--Sesshoumaru & Kagome
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(^.^)
Cold wind whips past Kagome as she walks through the cold and wet halls
of the castle. Outside the wind and rain batter the tree's, hoping to take it's
life early. Kagome sighs as she walks towards the dining room. It's been
raining for the past two days straight and she was tired of being cramped inside
the dreary castle with the wind flying through cracks in the stone walls. This
castle was truly old.
The only good thing about being cramped in here is that
it's givin her hours of perfecting moves, and extra time too push her body to
it's limit. Kagome sighed as she reached the doors to the the dining room.
She pulled them open, and walked in noticing that Sesshoumaru wasn't there
and Rin and Shippo were already half way through eating. She would have
been here on time but she did some intense training and she needed to bathe
before coming to dinner. She sighed again which she'd been doing a lot lately.
Sesshoumaru's been some how avoiding her. On purpose or not he hasn't
been around her much. She clenched her teeth together as she sat down at
the table to eat. She knew she should have let him think she was dreaming of
Inuyasha. It would have hurt her a lot less. Just thinking of Inuyasha instead
of bringing great anger to her like his name used too. She just felt extremely
sad, and depressed. She knew the potion was fading fast from her system,
she could feel it. As each day past, she became more tired and sad.
She felt she was finally entering depression, but suprisingly, she couldn't
cry her eyes wouldn't let her and neither would her heart. She still hated
Kikyo, and didn't really care about what happened to Inuyasha. She felt her
heart was going to break again, and all truth be told. If it did, she didn't think
she'd survive. Who knew that both Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru would both
get they're wish, and finally kill me. Who would have guessed that they
would kill me emotionally instead of clawing off my neck?
She frowned as she realized that she hadn't touched a thing in front of her.
She also noticed that Rin and Shippo had finished eating and had already left.
Deciding she wasn't hungry she got up to be quickly shoved down back into
her seat again. She growled dangerously but the hand wouldn't lighten up
so she just sat there, her face devoid or any emotion. She knew who it was
she cursed herself for being so caught up in her own thoughts that she didn't
even notice him come up to her.
"Eat"
"No"
"Now"
Never" Kagome said defiantly, she would have eaten truly. She just wasn't
hungry, and she refused to be told to eat. She felt his hand leave her shoulder
and felt his presense move to the side of her and sit down. She looked at him
and narrowed her eyes. She watched him as he picked up a fork and put some
kind of food on it and lifted it towards her mouth. Suprised by this she auto-
matically opened her mouth. He managed to get ten mouthfuls into her mouth
before she refused to eat anymore.
She watched him for a few stolen moments before she decided to leave and go
to her room. She got up from her chair and turned around too head to her room.
"Where do you think your going?"
"My room"
"Without me?"
That caught her off guard and she glanced back at Sesshoumaru and arched
her eyebrow as she looked at him curiosly. She turned back around and headed
for the doors.
"Coming?"
Suprise barely registered on his face before he smiled and shook his head following
her.
They reached Kagome's doors and walked inside the room that she was staying in.
She walked over to her bed, and looked up at Sesshoumaru, to see him heading towards
the window. He reached it and looked out into the rain tormented sky and earth.
She laid down on the bed on her stomach and looked at Sessohumaru.
"So, What have you been doing for two day's?"
Sesshoumaru continued to stare into oblivion. About five minutes later,a fter Kagome
was beginning to think he wasn't going to answer, the god himself decided to answer
Kagome's lowly question.
"thinking"
"About?"
"Things"
Kagome nodded her response, and put head down on her arms that she had crossed in
front of her and closed her eyes.
"So why did you come?"
Sesshoumaru didn't say anything and Kagome just stayed in her position waiting for
him to answer.
He looked at Kagome from the window to see that she was lying on the bed with her eyes
closed. He walked over to her slowly and sat next to her on her bed. She opened her eyes
and looked at him confused. Sesshoumaru smiled slightly and ran his hands over her
back. He was rewarded with goosebumps appearing on Kagome's arms. She smiled and
blushed a light pink. He began to massage her back slowly as Kagome closes her eyes,
Kagome thinking this was just a dream like the other one, she let herself enjoy it, her
heart started beating faster as her breathing came quicker. She looked up to see
Sesshoumaru having the same trouble in breathing, she smiled warmly as she watched
his beautiful face become tinged with pinkness and his eyes look like they did when
she was in heat.
She turned her body towards him and sat up. She took his hands in to hers and kissed
the knuckles of both of them. She looked at him and felt heat touch her face, she looked
down, and then shyly looked up to see his face closer to hers. She closed her eyes and
waited for him to kiss her. When it came heat surged through her body like lighting
and she knew that this wasn't a dream, that it was real. She tensed and pulled back,
regretting it immediately after because she saw the hurt look enter Sesshoumaru's eyes.
She watched him look down and get up. He walked over to her door and looked back
to see Kagome watching him.
"I'm sorry" She whispered
He opened the door and walked out. " I just don't think i can handle anymore pain, and
it's not good for you to fall in love with a human" She said quietly hoping he heard her
but not counting on it. She pulled the blanket over her body, and stared up at the ceiling.
A song came into her head, and she started to sing it softly hoping he would hear her.
Quietly awakening...
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...
Unable to move forward across "just a little more" distance
The way I see before me is always blocked
Every time the days I want to see you but can't pile up,
My strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak.
If there is such a thing as "eternity,"
I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way.
Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy
I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone.
I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...
I've known all too well about pretending to be strong.
But since then, my doubts have vanished.
There's definitely things I want to show you
And so many words I want to hear
I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry
So I'll stop waiting
and seize my "chance."
I think of you,
and I feel like that alone is enough
to make my heart grow stronger.
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...
I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday
it definitely will...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Kagome's mood matched that of outside, as she cried herself to sleep.
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(~.~)
This chapter might not be that good I know I know. And im also sorry
for having it out so late. I didn't mean too iv'e just been gone and I
got stuck on one part so it took me awhile to right it, My mother's
horse also died and she's been taking it really hard so it might be
a little sad too. Also i'm sorry for any grammer things and issues
it's just this was late and i wanted to get it out for all of you as soon
as possible. In this one it also might be kinda confusing cause i kinda
mixed everyone's point of view up. Anyways I hope you liked this chapter
even a little bit. Hope you review!!^.^ And the song.. I think it's lyrics from
CCS I don't remember.
.~**~Lunakitty~**~.
Wishes
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or the song mentioned in this story.
Pairing--Sesshoumaru & Kagome
( ) ( )
(^.^)
Cold wind whips past Kagome as she walks through the cold and wet halls
of the castle. Outside the wind and rain batter the tree's, hoping to take it's
life early. Kagome sighs as she walks towards the dining room. It's been
raining for the past two days straight and she was tired of being cramped inside
the dreary castle with the wind flying through cracks in the stone walls. This
castle was truly old.
The only good thing about being cramped in here is that
it's givin her hours of perfecting moves, and extra time too push her body to
it's limit. Kagome sighed as she reached the doors to the the dining room.
She pulled them open, and walked in noticing that Sesshoumaru wasn't there
and Rin and Shippo were already half way through eating. She would have
been here on time but she did some intense training and she needed to bathe
before coming to dinner. She sighed again which she'd been doing a lot lately.
Sesshoumaru's been some how avoiding her. On purpose or not he hasn't
been around her much. She clenched her teeth together as she sat down at
the table to eat. She knew she should have let him think she was dreaming of
Inuyasha. It would have hurt her a lot less. Just thinking of Inuyasha instead
of bringing great anger to her like his name used too. She just felt extremely
sad, and depressed. She knew the potion was fading fast from her system,
she could feel it. As each day past, she became more tired and sad.
She felt she was finally entering depression, but suprisingly, she couldn't
cry her eyes wouldn't let her and neither would her heart. She still hated
Kikyo, and didn't really care about what happened to Inuyasha. She felt her
heart was going to break again, and all truth be told. If it did, she didn't think
she'd survive. Who knew that both Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru would both
get they're wish, and finally kill me. Who would have guessed that they
would kill me emotionally instead of clawing off my neck?
She frowned as she realized that she hadn't touched a thing in front of her.
She also noticed that Rin and Shippo had finished eating and had already left.
Deciding she wasn't hungry she got up to be quickly shoved down back into
her seat again. She growled dangerously but the hand wouldn't lighten up
so she just sat there, her face devoid or any emotion. She knew who it was
she cursed herself for being so caught up in her own thoughts that she didn't
even notice him come up to her.
"Eat"
"No"
"Now"
Never" Kagome said defiantly, she would have eaten truly. She just wasn't
hungry, and she refused to be told to eat. She felt his hand leave her shoulder
and felt his presense move to the side of her and sit down. She looked at him
and narrowed her eyes. She watched him as he picked up a fork and put some
kind of food on it and lifted it towards her mouth. Suprised by this she auto-
matically opened her mouth. He managed to get ten mouthfuls into her mouth
before she refused to eat anymore.
She watched him for a few stolen moments before she decided to leave and go
to her room. She got up from her chair and turned around too head to her room.
"Where do you think your going?"
"My room"
"Without me?"
That caught her off guard and she glanced back at Sesshoumaru and arched
her eyebrow as she looked at him curiosly. She turned back around and headed
for the doors.
"Coming?"
Suprise barely registered on his face before he smiled and shook his head following
her.
They reached Kagome's doors and walked inside the room that she was staying in.
She walked over to her bed, and looked up at Sesshoumaru, to see him heading towards
the window. He reached it and looked out into the rain tormented sky and earth.
She laid down on the bed on her stomach and looked at Sessohumaru.
"So, What have you been doing for two day's?"
Sesshoumaru continued to stare into oblivion. About five minutes later,a fter Kagome
was beginning to think he wasn't going to answer, the god himself decided to answer
Kagome's lowly question.
"thinking"
"About?"
"Things"
Kagome nodded her response, and put head down on her arms that she had crossed in
front of her and closed her eyes.
"So why did you come?"
Sesshoumaru didn't say anything and Kagome just stayed in her position waiting for
him to answer.
He looked at Kagome from the window to see that she was lying on the bed with her eyes
closed. He walked over to her slowly and sat next to her on her bed. She opened her eyes
and looked at him confused. Sesshoumaru smiled slightly and ran his hands over her
back. He was rewarded with goosebumps appearing on Kagome's arms. She smiled and
blushed a light pink. He began to massage her back slowly as Kagome closes her eyes,
Kagome thinking this was just a dream like the other one, she let herself enjoy it, her
heart started beating faster as her breathing came quicker. She looked up to see
Sesshoumaru having the same trouble in breathing, she smiled warmly as she watched
his beautiful face become tinged with pinkness and his eyes look like they did when
she was in heat.
She turned her body towards him and sat up. She took his hands in to hers and kissed
the knuckles of both of them. She looked at him and felt heat touch her face, she looked
down, and then shyly looked up to see his face closer to hers. She closed her eyes and
waited for him to kiss her. When it came heat surged through her body like lighting
and she knew that this wasn't a dream, that it was real. She tensed and pulled back,
regretting it immediately after because she saw the hurt look enter Sesshoumaru's eyes.
She watched him look down and get up. He walked over to her door and looked back
to see Kagome watching him.
"I'm sorry" She whispered
He opened the door and walked out. " I just don't think i can handle anymore pain, and
it's not good for you to fall in love with a human" She said quietly hoping he heard her
but not counting on it. She pulled the blanket over her body, and stared up at the ceiling.
A song came into her head, and she started to sing it softly hoping he would hear her.
Quietly awakening...
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...
Unable to move forward across "just a little more" distance
The way I see before me is always blocked
Every time the days I want to see you but can't pile up,
My strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak.
If there is such a thing as "eternity,"
I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way.
Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy
I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone.
I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...
I've known all too well about pretending to be strong.
But since then, my doubts have vanished.
There's definitely things I want to show you
And so many words I want to hear
I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry
So I'll stop waiting
and seize my "chance."
I think of you,
and I feel like that alone is enough
to make my heart grow stronger.
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...
I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday
it definitely will...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Kagome's mood matched that of outside, as she cried herself to sleep.
( ) ( )
(~.~)
This chapter might not be that good I know I know. And im also sorry
for having it out so late. I didn't mean too iv'e just been gone and I
got stuck on one part so it took me awhile to right it, My mother's
horse also died and she's been taking it really hard so it might be
a little sad too. Also i'm sorry for any grammer things and issues
it's just this was late and i wanted to get it out for all of you as soon
as possible. In this one it also might be kinda confusing cause i kinda
mixed everyone's point of view up. Anyways I hope you liked this chapter
even a little bit. Hope you review!!^.^ And the song.. I think it's lyrics from
CCS I don't remember.
.~**~Lunakitty~**~.