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Is It Love?
Chapter Eighteen: Finding Out
Lily raced all the way up to one of the highest towers. Her heart beating madly, panting and flushed she crushed as she reached the top and crumpled into a little corner. She pulled her legs to her chest and embraced herself tightly.
"URGH!" She groaned, depressed. She put her head down on her knees and felt her eyes watering. One little tear dropped. And another. And another. And soon tears were splashing madly onto Lily's face. She didn't try to clean her face, she didn't try to force a fake grin, she didn't try to look happy... No one was up here and she was going to act the way she wanted to. She didn't need to pretend everything was fine - it wasn't. And she didn't have to lie to anyone - there was no one there. She shoved James off - and he went away.
She cried bitterly for all the times she held it inside her. For all the times she couldn't take it anymore. For all the times she felt so fake.
It seemed to last forever. But after that forever she started calming down, and slowly stopped crying. She lifted her head, continuing to hug herself protectively, and her bloodshot eyes scanned the horizon. The sun was starting to set and the skies were painted in brilliant shades of red, gold and pink. She exhaled deeply, shut her eyes fiercely for one second and then fully opened them. She was just going to keep up her acting. If she wanted everything to stay the way it was she needed to act like everything stayed the way it was. Point black.
Slowly, she got up and stabled herself, half leaning on the wall behind her. She took out her wand and, by muttering a little useful charm, managed to dry up her eyes and vanish any little trace of her crying earlier. Taking another deep breath she strode out of the tower and pulled her nonchalant mask on her face again.
James bid a quick goodbye to his fellow Marauders and left the class as quickly as possible. They didn't try to stop him, as they noticed how his mood changed from slightly worried to extremely angry after Transfiguration class. James didn't know were to go, but the point was going. He set off towards the grounds muttering rapidly under his breath.
"Don't need her anyway... .if she doesn't want my help she doesn't deserve it... ...Always knew she was just a bitch... ... couldn't care less..."
But even he knew, somewhere very deep down, that he was lying. He wanted her. He needed her. And this was way it made it even painful. Because she didn't want him. She didn't need him. She made it very clear just a few hours ago.
He collapsed on a patch of grass. Breathing heavily he closed his eyes trying to shut everything out. Forget all about it.
But it was no use. Her face, haunted and white and not at all cheery like usually, where screaming at him. And he was screaming back. And she replied even more loudly and painfully. And she...
James perked up suddenly. She didn't attend any class after they had their fight. He didn't see her at all after their fight. Did something happen to her? James cursed silently. He knew something was wrong with her. He knew it. Couldn't she just tell him what it was? Did she have to shove him off? Didn't she believe he could help? Didn't she trust him?
As if struck by a lightning bolt he jumped up and started walking towards the Gryffindor tower. He needed to find her. He needed to know what was wrong. He was going to get it out of her, by any means. He didn't care if she didn't want him anymore. He would find out.
And for finding out he needed to know where she was. And for knowing were she is he needed:
"The Marauders map." James doubled up his speed, having the most troubling sensation something wasn't right. He needed to find her. NOW.
But as he passed the Great Hall, which dinner was served an hour ago and was supposedly quite empty, a cruel voice made him stop dead in his tracks.
"She was such a snobby know-it-all better-then-all Gryffindor, so I decided to teach her a little lesson." Severus Snape's cold voice seemed to be entertaining a small group of Slytherins, who were all standing in the entrance of the deserted Hall laughing gleefully.
James quickly hided behind a suit of armor, who was poised near the entrance. He strained his ears for the rest of the conversation.
"It was all very easy once I decided how I'm going to torture her and that arrogant boyfriend of hers." Snape continued smugly and James gripped the armor so tightly his knuckled turned white. "I just brew the potion, easily inserted it's contest to her goblet on dinner and viola! She's suffering from the scariest nightmares ever since. You know, everybody dying, watching them being tortured, etc."
"Yeah... I remember 'perfect Evans' looking quite ill lately..." One Slytherin girl mentioned.
"That's right... She was really white... She looked awful... 'perfect Evans' my arse." They all laughed nastily.
James' eyes widened with horror. Suddenly he remembered what he accused her just before she started yelling at him. Yes there is, something's got to be wrong Lily! You look awful- like you haven't slept at all, you nearly fell asleep on transfiguration, you don't do homework...
Nightmares were haunting her. That's why she was always on the verge of falling asleep! That's why-
But James's train of thoughts was interrupted as Snape started speaking again.
"But you haven't heard the best part yet!!! Goodie-two-shoes Potter wanted to know what was wrong with her and of course he asked. She lied but he wouldn't get off it. The potion was wearing her out, she became very moody and then she blew up at him and they had a massive fight. The royal couple broke up, how sad."
The Slytherins were commenting gleefully over Snape's last piece of information but James heard no more. All of the anger his been feeling came to his head. His pulse raced up high, and he felt his head was thudding inside him. He stopped thinking and reached for his wand.
Seconds later he stood beside Snape. With another second passing by his wand was pointed towards the Slytherin's temple. The other Slytherins all scrambled away as quickly as possible. He opened his mouth-
"James! Don't!" James lifted his eyes and in front of him stood, wand aimed directly at him-
"Lily?" He asked faintly and the world came into focus. He was suddenly in control again. He saw her eyes fixed on him. Her wand hand was shaking slightly but she stood firmly. Her face was dead white but her eyes were blazing. She looked mad and scared but definitive all at once.
"It's not worth it James. He's not worth it. Drop the wand." (A/N I almost put gun instead of wand... lol)
But James retrieved his glare to Snape, whose eyes were bulging of fear. "You heard what that filthy slime ball did?" He asked her hoarsely. He always knew Snape was cruel, but he never would have thought he'd go this low.
"I did." She nodded quietly. For a second her eyes glanced sideways at Snape and he could see how mad and disgusted by him she was. But then she retuned her gaze to him, and her expression hardened even more. She didn't looked disgusted - but the fierceness in her glare made him scared.
"He deserves a punishment Lily." He wasn't going to let him go. Not like this, not after all he'd done. Snape needed to pay.
"James please!" Her voice pleaded. "He's really not worth it. He isn't worth you're getting expelled. Are you really going to treat him like he treated us? Do you really want to come down to his level?"
Again, James tore his eyes from his enemy to Lily. "If you're not going to let it go now I'll have to disarm you James, I'm not risking you doing anything stupid."
James's eyes lingered to Snape, then down to his wand and then back to Lily.
"Expelliarmus!!!" But it wasn't Lily's voice. Professor Dumbledore stood at the entrance, without any trace of his usual smile. He caught Lily, James and Snape's wands and looked at all of them sternly. "Would all three of you please follow me to my office?" It wasn't a request, and they all did exactly as he told them.
"...100 points off Slytherin for brewing an legal potion and using him on a fellow student, thereby affecting her life horrible in extreme measures Mr. Snape. And 90 points off Gryffindor for almost threatening the life of a fellow student Mr. Potter." Dumbledore sighed and looked around the room at three of his best students. "I must say I'm very disappointed from both of you." His eyes x-rayed both James and Severus.
"As for you Lily," He looked at her, sitting as far off from the other two, looking very ill. "I want you to know that if something is bothering you there are more then a few that would love to assist you in any way. From your friends - to the faculty."
Lily nodded, yet again hugging herself protectively.
"Now, Sevreus please go up to your dormitory and fetch the potion's recipe, so that Madam Pomfrey would be able to finally dismiss Lily from her nightly tortures." Snape nodded and exited the room.
"Lily, I want you to go down to the Hospital Wing, were Madam Pomfrey would be able to help you." Lily nodded and started leaving the room. "Thank you Proffesor." She whispered.
He nodded and addressed the last student. "James, I would like you to escort Ms. Evans to the Hospital Wing, for any aid either she or Pomfrey will need." James looked at Dumbledore and, even though his face was still quite stern, he could swore the old headmaster gave him a little wink. He nodded as well and left the room trying to catch up with Lily. When he finally did he stopped running and walked besides her, taking a little distance. An awkward silence filled the space between him.
Lily didn't know what to say. He was walking right there, beside her! Did this mean that... So maybe he did want to... No! She mentally slapped herself. Dumbledore must have asked him to escort her. But maybe he wanted to escort her... She couldn't even look at him. Too much was going in her head and she felt everything was spinning too fast.
...Hearing Snape bragging about how he made her night haunted... ...watching James aim his wand directly at him and looking at him in a murderous way... ...trying to stop James from doing anything stupid... ... Aiming her own wand at him... ...Dumbledore disarming all three of them... ...What he said to them in his office... ...What he told her...
But she stopped thinking as they reached the entrance of the Wing. She swallowed and entered. She noticed the matron set in a chair at the end of the chamber clutching a parchment in her hand, eyes widened in horror. She looked up and her eyes lingered in sympathy over Lily. She quickly bustled towards her and put her into bed.
"...Stupid house rivalry..." She fussed over her inspecting her with various spells. "Everything is going to be fine dear..." She tried reassuring Lily and she did her best to believe it. James stood half hidden in the shadows not opening his mouth. Just then Snape burst into the room holding a rigged parchment in his hand and handed it to the matron. She gave him a hard looked and thanked him with a nod of her head. Then she addressed Lily. "Now you just rest here for a couple of minutes while I'll be making the counter-potion. As for you Potter, you can leave. I don't need any assistance." James opened his mouth, seemingly to protest, but shut it again, nodded and started walking away. Madam Pomfrey nodded back and exited to a little chamber attached to the Hospital Wing.
Lily looked at James's retiring form and took a deep breath. She had to make him promise her. She had to. It didn't make any difference if he was going to hate her from now on or not, she had to. She had to say something now, before he'll fled away entirely, and she may never get to chance to make him promise. Gathering every bit of her Gryffindor courage she opened her mouth.
"James." Her voice, although quiet and a little shaky, was heard clearly in the chamber. He froze and slowly turned around to face her.
"Yes?" He seemed taken aback and planted to his place.
"I need you to promise me something." She said firmly.
He looked surprised but took a few steps forward. "What?"
She took a big breath. She had to say it. She had to. She wasn't going to risk that- "I need you to promise me that you aren't going to do anything to Snape."
"Why? So that Gryffindor wouldn't lose any more points?" He asked bitterly and she recognized that tone as the one he was always using with her when they were enemies. Are they really back to this kind of relationship?
But she didn't give up. "No." She said quietly and dead serious. "Because I don't want you hurting yourself because of this hatred."
For a whole minute he didn't say a thing. She knew he didn't expect to hear *that* from her and she dreaded his answer.
"Lily," He started, voice shaking, and standing right next to her. "He put you through one of the most horrible experiences of your life! He's just a- "
"He's just a slimy git that doesn't deserve to live." She sighed. "I know that, and I wish him nothing more then to rote in hell." She put her hand of his, making him flinch, but not take his hand away. "But I'm not going to let you act stupidly over him. You know he wouldn't make these things anymore, because of what Dumbledore said, and getting expelled or hurt because you want to revenge him is just stupid. He wanted to hurt us, as a revenge, and look what he did. And if you'll do the same you're not any better then he is. It's just not worth it James. "
He sighed as well.
"Please James," She whispered. "Promise me."
Again, he was silent for about a minute, and then he nodded. "I'm sorry Lily." He said. "I'm really sorry but I didn't knew what was wrong with you... and you didn't want to tell me... and I got mad... And when I heard what that little- did I just... Exploded. I'm sorry, I'm such a prat." She gave him a little smile. "And it hurt me you didn't want to tell me and I just lost it when-"
"I'm sorry too James." She cut him. "I didn't tell you because... Because I was afraid you'll think I'm just a little girl... and I didn't want to make a big deal out of it and... I'm sorry for yelling at you like this... and I was lying, I do need you-" The last 8 words suddenly slipped out of her. But she didn't get a chance to try and cover it up, for his embraced her tightly. She wrapped her arms around him and felt her body relax against his. He rocked her slowly.
"I was lying too you as well, Lily." She looked up at him and he returned her a meaningful look. Putting one hand behind his head she drew him even closer and their lips connected.
And this was better then any cure anyone could give her.
A/N Oh I feel so warm and fuzzy on the inside... I'm just so happy... and I'll be even happier if you'll REVIEW!!!!!!! Please? *hopeful*
My livejournal for all my rambles (Which occasionally have something to do with the story) http://www.livejournal.com/users/tta
And thanks to the ones who reviewed last time:
axania chic - Fun!!!
Beatriz - But they got back together now... are you sad? Lol...
Alohamora - yay! *attacks Snape as well* Take that you slimy git! #@4#^~!!! I love these quotes as well! Especially the last one ;) Didn't take a month did it?
lil lily - I hope this chapter answered all of your question. How are you braces? Did you get my last email?
Lily Evans - you almost cried? Oh I'm so touched! Of course I'll mail you! I do a mailing list every time a new chappie comes out! :)
Laine
Is It Love?
Chapter Eighteen: Finding Out
Lily raced all the way up to one of the highest towers. Her heart beating madly, panting and flushed she crushed as she reached the top and crumpled into a little corner. She pulled her legs to her chest and embraced herself tightly.
"URGH!" She groaned, depressed. She put her head down on her knees and felt her eyes watering. One little tear dropped. And another. And another. And soon tears were splashing madly onto Lily's face. She didn't try to clean her face, she didn't try to force a fake grin, she didn't try to look happy... No one was up here and she was going to act the way she wanted to. She didn't need to pretend everything was fine - it wasn't. And she didn't have to lie to anyone - there was no one there. She shoved James off - and he went away.
She cried bitterly for all the times she held it inside her. For all the times she couldn't take it anymore. For all the times she felt so fake.
It seemed to last forever. But after that forever she started calming down, and slowly stopped crying. She lifted her head, continuing to hug herself protectively, and her bloodshot eyes scanned the horizon. The sun was starting to set and the skies were painted in brilliant shades of red, gold and pink. She exhaled deeply, shut her eyes fiercely for one second and then fully opened them. She was just going to keep up her acting. If she wanted everything to stay the way it was she needed to act like everything stayed the way it was. Point black.
Slowly, she got up and stabled herself, half leaning on the wall behind her. She took out her wand and, by muttering a little useful charm, managed to dry up her eyes and vanish any little trace of her crying earlier. Taking another deep breath she strode out of the tower and pulled her nonchalant mask on her face again.
James bid a quick goodbye to his fellow Marauders and left the class as quickly as possible. They didn't try to stop him, as they noticed how his mood changed from slightly worried to extremely angry after Transfiguration class. James didn't know were to go, but the point was going. He set off towards the grounds muttering rapidly under his breath.
"Don't need her anyway... .if she doesn't want my help she doesn't deserve it... ...Always knew she was just a bitch... ... couldn't care less..."
But even he knew, somewhere very deep down, that he was lying. He wanted her. He needed her. And this was way it made it even painful. Because she didn't want him. She didn't need him. She made it very clear just a few hours ago.
He collapsed on a patch of grass. Breathing heavily he closed his eyes trying to shut everything out. Forget all about it.
But it was no use. Her face, haunted and white and not at all cheery like usually, where screaming at him. And he was screaming back. And she replied even more loudly and painfully. And she...
James perked up suddenly. She didn't attend any class after they had their fight. He didn't see her at all after their fight. Did something happen to her? James cursed silently. He knew something was wrong with her. He knew it. Couldn't she just tell him what it was? Did she have to shove him off? Didn't she believe he could help? Didn't she trust him?
As if struck by a lightning bolt he jumped up and started walking towards the Gryffindor tower. He needed to find her. He needed to know what was wrong. He was going to get it out of her, by any means. He didn't care if she didn't want him anymore. He would find out.
And for finding out he needed to know where she was. And for knowing were she is he needed:
"The Marauders map." James doubled up his speed, having the most troubling sensation something wasn't right. He needed to find her. NOW.
But as he passed the Great Hall, which dinner was served an hour ago and was supposedly quite empty, a cruel voice made him stop dead in his tracks.
"She was such a snobby know-it-all better-then-all Gryffindor, so I decided to teach her a little lesson." Severus Snape's cold voice seemed to be entertaining a small group of Slytherins, who were all standing in the entrance of the deserted Hall laughing gleefully.
James quickly hided behind a suit of armor, who was poised near the entrance. He strained his ears for the rest of the conversation.
"It was all very easy once I decided how I'm going to torture her and that arrogant boyfriend of hers." Snape continued smugly and James gripped the armor so tightly his knuckled turned white. "I just brew the potion, easily inserted it's contest to her goblet on dinner and viola! She's suffering from the scariest nightmares ever since. You know, everybody dying, watching them being tortured, etc."
"Yeah... I remember 'perfect Evans' looking quite ill lately..." One Slytherin girl mentioned.
"That's right... She was really white... She looked awful... 'perfect Evans' my arse." They all laughed nastily.
James' eyes widened with horror. Suddenly he remembered what he accused her just before she started yelling at him. Yes there is, something's got to be wrong Lily! You look awful- like you haven't slept at all, you nearly fell asleep on transfiguration, you don't do homework...
Nightmares were haunting her. That's why she was always on the verge of falling asleep! That's why-
But James's train of thoughts was interrupted as Snape started speaking again.
"But you haven't heard the best part yet!!! Goodie-two-shoes Potter wanted to know what was wrong with her and of course he asked. She lied but he wouldn't get off it. The potion was wearing her out, she became very moody and then she blew up at him and they had a massive fight. The royal couple broke up, how sad."
The Slytherins were commenting gleefully over Snape's last piece of information but James heard no more. All of the anger his been feeling came to his head. His pulse raced up high, and he felt his head was thudding inside him. He stopped thinking and reached for his wand.
Seconds later he stood beside Snape. With another second passing by his wand was pointed towards the Slytherin's temple. The other Slytherins all scrambled away as quickly as possible. He opened his mouth-
"James! Don't!" James lifted his eyes and in front of him stood, wand aimed directly at him-
"Lily?" He asked faintly and the world came into focus. He was suddenly in control again. He saw her eyes fixed on him. Her wand hand was shaking slightly but she stood firmly. Her face was dead white but her eyes were blazing. She looked mad and scared but definitive all at once.
"It's not worth it James. He's not worth it. Drop the wand." (A/N I almost put gun instead of wand... lol)
But James retrieved his glare to Snape, whose eyes were bulging of fear. "You heard what that filthy slime ball did?" He asked her hoarsely. He always knew Snape was cruel, but he never would have thought he'd go this low.
"I did." She nodded quietly. For a second her eyes glanced sideways at Snape and he could see how mad and disgusted by him she was. But then she retuned her gaze to him, and her expression hardened even more. She didn't looked disgusted - but the fierceness in her glare made him scared.
"He deserves a punishment Lily." He wasn't going to let him go. Not like this, not after all he'd done. Snape needed to pay.
"James please!" Her voice pleaded. "He's really not worth it. He isn't worth you're getting expelled. Are you really going to treat him like he treated us? Do you really want to come down to his level?"
Again, James tore his eyes from his enemy to Lily. "If you're not going to let it go now I'll have to disarm you James, I'm not risking you doing anything stupid."
James's eyes lingered to Snape, then down to his wand and then back to Lily.
"Expelliarmus!!!" But it wasn't Lily's voice. Professor Dumbledore stood at the entrance, without any trace of his usual smile. He caught Lily, James and Snape's wands and looked at all of them sternly. "Would all three of you please follow me to my office?" It wasn't a request, and they all did exactly as he told them.
"...100 points off Slytherin for brewing an legal potion and using him on a fellow student, thereby affecting her life horrible in extreme measures Mr. Snape. And 90 points off Gryffindor for almost threatening the life of a fellow student Mr. Potter." Dumbledore sighed and looked around the room at three of his best students. "I must say I'm very disappointed from both of you." His eyes x-rayed both James and Severus.
"As for you Lily," He looked at her, sitting as far off from the other two, looking very ill. "I want you to know that if something is bothering you there are more then a few that would love to assist you in any way. From your friends - to the faculty."
Lily nodded, yet again hugging herself protectively.
"Now, Sevreus please go up to your dormitory and fetch the potion's recipe, so that Madam Pomfrey would be able to finally dismiss Lily from her nightly tortures." Snape nodded and exited the room.
"Lily, I want you to go down to the Hospital Wing, were Madam Pomfrey would be able to help you." Lily nodded and started leaving the room. "Thank you Proffesor." She whispered.
He nodded and addressed the last student. "James, I would like you to escort Ms. Evans to the Hospital Wing, for any aid either she or Pomfrey will need." James looked at Dumbledore and, even though his face was still quite stern, he could swore the old headmaster gave him a little wink. He nodded as well and left the room trying to catch up with Lily. When he finally did he stopped running and walked besides her, taking a little distance. An awkward silence filled the space between him.
Lily didn't know what to say. He was walking right there, beside her! Did this mean that... So maybe he did want to... No! She mentally slapped herself. Dumbledore must have asked him to escort her. But maybe he wanted to escort her... She couldn't even look at him. Too much was going in her head and she felt everything was spinning too fast.
...Hearing Snape bragging about how he made her night haunted... ...watching James aim his wand directly at him and looking at him in a murderous way... ...trying to stop James from doing anything stupid... ... Aiming her own wand at him... ...Dumbledore disarming all three of them... ...What he said to them in his office... ...What he told her...
But she stopped thinking as they reached the entrance of the Wing. She swallowed and entered. She noticed the matron set in a chair at the end of the chamber clutching a parchment in her hand, eyes widened in horror. She looked up and her eyes lingered in sympathy over Lily. She quickly bustled towards her and put her into bed.
"...Stupid house rivalry..." She fussed over her inspecting her with various spells. "Everything is going to be fine dear..." She tried reassuring Lily and she did her best to believe it. James stood half hidden in the shadows not opening his mouth. Just then Snape burst into the room holding a rigged parchment in his hand and handed it to the matron. She gave him a hard looked and thanked him with a nod of her head. Then she addressed Lily. "Now you just rest here for a couple of minutes while I'll be making the counter-potion. As for you Potter, you can leave. I don't need any assistance." James opened his mouth, seemingly to protest, but shut it again, nodded and started walking away. Madam Pomfrey nodded back and exited to a little chamber attached to the Hospital Wing.
Lily looked at James's retiring form and took a deep breath. She had to make him promise her. She had to. It didn't make any difference if he was going to hate her from now on or not, she had to. She had to say something now, before he'll fled away entirely, and she may never get to chance to make him promise. Gathering every bit of her Gryffindor courage she opened her mouth.
"James." Her voice, although quiet and a little shaky, was heard clearly in the chamber. He froze and slowly turned around to face her.
"Yes?" He seemed taken aback and planted to his place.
"I need you to promise me something." She said firmly.
He looked surprised but took a few steps forward. "What?"
She took a big breath. She had to say it. She had to. She wasn't going to risk that- "I need you to promise me that you aren't going to do anything to Snape."
"Why? So that Gryffindor wouldn't lose any more points?" He asked bitterly and she recognized that tone as the one he was always using with her when they were enemies. Are they really back to this kind of relationship?
But she didn't give up. "No." She said quietly and dead serious. "Because I don't want you hurting yourself because of this hatred."
For a whole minute he didn't say a thing. She knew he didn't expect to hear *that* from her and she dreaded his answer.
"Lily," He started, voice shaking, and standing right next to her. "He put you through one of the most horrible experiences of your life! He's just a- "
"He's just a slimy git that doesn't deserve to live." She sighed. "I know that, and I wish him nothing more then to rote in hell." She put her hand of his, making him flinch, but not take his hand away. "But I'm not going to let you act stupidly over him. You know he wouldn't make these things anymore, because of what Dumbledore said, and getting expelled or hurt because you want to revenge him is just stupid. He wanted to hurt us, as a revenge, and look what he did. And if you'll do the same you're not any better then he is. It's just not worth it James. "
He sighed as well.
"Please James," She whispered. "Promise me."
Again, he was silent for about a minute, and then he nodded. "I'm sorry Lily." He said. "I'm really sorry but I didn't knew what was wrong with you... and you didn't want to tell me... and I got mad... And when I heard what that little- did I just... Exploded. I'm sorry, I'm such a prat." She gave him a little smile. "And it hurt me you didn't want to tell me and I just lost it when-"
"I'm sorry too James." She cut him. "I didn't tell you because... Because I was afraid you'll think I'm just a little girl... and I didn't want to make a big deal out of it and... I'm sorry for yelling at you like this... and I was lying, I do need you-" The last 8 words suddenly slipped out of her. But she didn't get a chance to try and cover it up, for his embraced her tightly. She wrapped her arms around him and felt her body relax against his. He rocked her slowly.
"I was lying too you as well, Lily." She looked up at him and he returned her a meaningful look. Putting one hand behind his head she drew him even closer and their lips connected.
And this was better then any cure anyone could give her.
A/N Oh I feel so warm and fuzzy on the inside... I'm just so happy... and I'll be even happier if you'll REVIEW!!!!!!! Please? *hopeful*
My livejournal for all my rambles (Which occasionally have something to do with the story) http://www.livejournal.com/users/tta
And thanks to the ones who reviewed last time:
axania chic - Fun!!!
Beatriz - But they got back together now... are you sad? Lol...
Alohamora - yay! *attacks Snape as well* Take that you slimy git! #@4#^~!!! I love these quotes as well! Especially the last one ;) Didn't take a month did it?
lil lily - I hope this chapter answered all of your question. How are you braces? Did you get my last email?
Lily Evans - you almost cried? Oh I'm so touched! Of course I'll mail you! I do a mailing list every time a new chappie comes out! :)
Laine