Every time it hurts
This is a little authors note: Thankyou to everyone who reviewed my story. I really appreciate it. You have no idea how much it means to little old me.
Shelly K: you have to be one of my favourite authors on this site and your stories inspired me to try a few of my own. It is so cool to have you even review one of my stories, Thankyou so much.
I am going to write this from Hermiones point of view k. if you don't like this please say!
Oh lord I just looked at him for a moment. It took only a second before I realised I had made some huge mistake.
" Oh Ron I'm so sorry it was an accident " I mumbled if I had got any redder I think I would have burned.
I felt like crying. Why would he think that way of me?
I wasn't funny or pretty or anything like the normal airheads Ron went for.
And still Ron just stared at me like I head grown an extra head or something. Like he had never even met me before. Well what did I expect, him to like me the same way I liked him. To return all my pent up feelings. Well it was obvious he didn't.
I got up and started to leave when Ron grabbed me by the shoulder. Not hard not softly but firmly.
" Let me go Ron " I argued tearfully " If you don't like me its ok you just don't need to rub it in " I mumbled.
" Like you?" Ron almost gasped at me in surprise
" Well you didn't kiss me back " it sounded so stupid at the time , like I was some hormone ridden love starved teenager.
" Sit down Hermione " Ron forcefully pulled me down this time.
In shock I fell over and twisted on my ankle.
This was all too much. I had just really hurt my ankle, I was tired humiliated and felt so stupid. I let out a sort of half strangled cry and collapsed on to the floor very ungracefully. I started to cry, I don't often cry.
" Oh shit Hermione have I hurt you? " Ron asked concerned
I just continued wailing. I felt Ron put his arms around me for the second time in one night. I made me want to just die.
It felt so good but Ron had made it very clear that I wasn't what he wanted.
After I had started to pull myself together Ron asked, " Can I have a look at that ankle then "
His voice was calm and so controlled. Whenever he spoke it made things at least a little better.
He propped me up against the chair and shuffled down to my ankle.
He pulled my robe up my leg perhaps just a little more than necessary. Well at least I thought so.
He put his hands round my ankle and started to feel it. It was driving me insane. What did he think he was playing at? It felt like white fire passed through, my whole body was on fire.
My ankle didn't even seem to hurt anymore. He got out his wand and flicked it a few times. My ankle was well bandaged and strapped up.
" Were on earth did you learn to do that?" I asked Ron through my tears.
" When you live in a house with 5 brothers you learn a lot of practical things " he answered wryly.
He sat beside me and hugged me against him again.
" I'm so sorry Ron " I muttered
" What have you got to be sorry for " he asked surprise.
" It was my entire fault, I know you don't like me like that and I made a move on you and it wasn't fair. "
I stared at him my mouth was wide open and he seemed to think he had upset me again.
" But I do like you "I gasped " I like you like you so much It hurts you pulled away when I tried to kiss you back. "
" But I thought you only meant it in a friendly type way you never said anything" said Ron aghast
" Neither did you " I pointed out. My eyes were wide and all I wanted was to kiss him again.
Ron decided that the time for talking was over.
He pulled me against him as softly as he could.
And kissed me.
It was so nice being kissed like that. Like I was the only person that would ever matter this much to him.
I wrapped my hands around him holding him tight against me. His hands ran through my tangled hair.
He made it feel like silk.
It was a long slow passionate kiss.
So pure just starting out together nervous almost chaste but so perfect.
He kissed my neck as I ran my fingers through his fiery red hair. It was so nice. Sometimes things just go click and its perfect. You just know it will work.
He pulled me softly up on to his knee and planted butterfly kisses all round my ears.
Ron was more experienced than I was but it didn't matter.
Things were going to fast I decided when Ron started kissing down past my shoulders. The rational part of me said time to stop Herm. He's only after one thing the other part begged for him to continue.
As always I listened to the sensible part. I flapped at his hands, which had started to unbutton my robe.
" Not tonight " I mumbled
" Oh sorry " Ron drew back as though I might explode at him .
I just drew him close to me. He helped me up to the couch , my ankle although no longer hurting couldn't take my wait.
I lay half beside half on Ron that night his hand splayed out on my tummy. It was nice. He played with my hair and whispered little things that made me giggle.
He never pushed it. He just kissed me again and said he would wait forever.
I don't know how comfortable it was for him but it was perfect for me.
This is a little authors note: Thankyou to everyone who reviewed my story. I really appreciate it. You have no idea how much it means to little old me.
Shelly K: you have to be one of my favourite authors on this site and your stories inspired me to try a few of my own. It is so cool to have you even review one of my stories, Thankyou so much.
I am going to write this from Hermiones point of view k. if you don't like this please say!
Oh lord I just looked at him for a moment. It took only a second before I realised I had made some huge mistake.
" Oh Ron I'm so sorry it was an accident " I mumbled if I had got any redder I think I would have burned.
I felt like crying. Why would he think that way of me?
I wasn't funny or pretty or anything like the normal airheads Ron went for.
And still Ron just stared at me like I head grown an extra head or something. Like he had never even met me before. Well what did I expect, him to like me the same way I liked him. To return all my pent up feelings. Well it was obvious he didn't.
I got up and started to leave when Ron grabbed me by the shoulder. Not hard not softly but firmly.
" Let me go Ron " I argued tearfully " If you don't like me its ok you just don't need to rub it in " I mumbled.
" Like you?" Ron almost gasped at me in surprise
" Well you didn't kiss me back " it sounded so stupid at the time , like I was some hormone ridden love starved teenager.
" Sit down Hermione " Ron forcefully pulled me down this time.
In shock I fell over and twisted on my ankle.
This was all too much. I had just really hurt my ankle, I was tired humiliated and felt so stupid. I let out a sort of half strangled cry and collapsed on to the floor very ungracefully. I started to cry, I don't often cry.
" Oh shit Hermione have I hurt you? " Ron asked concerned
I just continued wailing. I felt Ron put his arms around me for the second time in one night. I made me want to just die.
It felt so good but Ron had made it very clear that I wasn't what he wanted.
After I had started to pull myself together Ron asked, " Can I have a look at that ankle then "
His voice was calm and so controlled. Whenever he spoke it made things at least a little better.
He propped me up against the chair and shuffled down to my ankle.
He pulled my robe up my leg perhaps just a little more than necessary. Well at least I thought so.
He put his hands round my ankle and started to feel it. It was driving me insane. What did he think he was playing at? It felt like white fire passed through, my whole body was on fire.
My ankle didn't even seem to hurt anymore. He got out his wand and flicked it a few times. My ankle was well bandaged and strapped up.
" Were on earth did you learn to do that?" I asked Ron through my tears.
" When you live in a house with 5 brothers you learn a lot of practical things " he answered wryly.
He sat beside me and hugged me against him again.
" I'm so sorry Ron " I muttered
" What have you got to be sorry for " he asked surprise.
" It was my entire fault, I know you don't like me like that and I made a move on you and it wasn't fair. "
I stared at him my mouth was wide open and he seemed to think he had upset me again.
" But I do like you "I gasped " I like you like you so much It hurts you pulled away when I tried to kiss you back. "
" But I thought you only meant it in a friendly type way you never said anything" said Ron aghast
" Neither did you " I pointed out. My eyes were wide and all I wanted was to kiss him again.
Ron decided that the time for talking was over.
He pulled me against him as softly as he could.
And kissed me.
It was so nice being kissed like that. Like I was the only person that would ever matter this much to him.
I wrapped my hands around him holding him tight against me. His hands ran through my tangled hair.
He made it feel like silk.
It was a long slow passionate kiss.
So pure just starting out together nervous almost chaste but so perfect.
He kissed my neck as I ran my fingers through his fiery red hair. It was so nice. Sometimes things just go click and its perfect. You just know it will work.
He pulled me softly up on to his knee and planted butterfly kisses all round my ears.
Ron was more experienced than I was but it didn't matter.
Things were going to fast I decided when Ron started kissing down past my shoulders. The rational part of me said time to stop Herm. He's only after one thing the other part begged for him to continue.
As always I listened to the sensible part. I flapped at his hands, which had started to unbutton my robe.
" Not tonight " I mumbled
" Oh sorry " Ron drew back as though I might explode at him .
I just drew him close to me. He helped me up to the couch , my ankle although no longer hurting couldn't take my wait.
I lay half beside half on Ron that night his hand splayed out on my tummy. It was nice. He played with my hair and whispered little things that made me giggle.
He never pushed it. He just kissed me again and said he would wait forever.
I don't know how comfortable it was for him but it was perfect for me.