A/N: Yello, again all you dudes. It's me again. The Demon Moon Cherry Blossom, Youkai Luna Sakura. Umm, here is a one-shot about Kikyo ( I hate her too, but read it first before you start dissing it). It is a hateful Kikyo fic, for those who like Kikyo. I'm mean, it is told from her POV. But, read! C yall's!

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, or any characters from that series, and all the rest of the blah that will make it so I won't be sued.

I also don't own Creed's Ode. So don't get Creed all mad either! I have all their CD's! I'm a loyal fan! Please, don't sue!

Ode: Kikyo's Understanding

Inuyasha, I once loved you. Now, I hate you. You want me dead. Well, now you get what you want.

"Hang me, watch awhile

Let me see you smile as I die

Take me, as my body burns

Let me see you yearn, while I cry"

You are in love with her. I tried to make you mine again. But, you love that bitch way too much. You won't let her go. You don't want to let her go.

"One step on your own

And you walk all over me

One head in the clouds

You won't let go

You're too proud"

You act like you still love me, but then you want me in hell. What is wrong with you? This was never you Inuyasha. I thought we loved each other. You were going to be human, for me. Now, what do you want?

"One light to the blind, and they all see

One touch on the head, we believe"

I was a miko. You were a hanyou. We both weren't normal. We both never could have normal lives. We were loners together.

"Adore me as I drift away

Let me hear you say I'm fine

You cry as my body dies

All you despised is gone away"

I'm dying. That stupid girl. It's like she stole every last bit of my soul. Even my hatred. Now, I'm dying. I'm waiting for you to laugh. To smile at my dying form.

"One step on your own

And you walk all over me

One head in the clouds

You won't let go, you're too proud"

Well, you got your wish. I don't need you to decide my fate. I make my own. She won't be yours. Neither will I. Now you can have your own world of hate and misfortune.

"One light to the blind, and they see

One touch on the head, we believe"

I don't hate you anymore. But, this feeling isn't loathe. Maybe, it's love? I just don't have time to find out though.

A/N: So, whatcha think? It's my first Kikyo fic. I don't really know if I portrayed her right. Anyway, review and tell me please. Anyway, peace, love, and chicken grease to you all!