from Rush' "Sweet Miracle"
.:Disclaimers:. "Sweet Miracle" is really wonderful, but it doesn't belong to me. Rurouni Kenshin are also wonderful and I don't own them as well. Aoshi is really wonderful and I don't own him. Kami-sama, if I did...*sighs*
1. The Swordsman
"I am not a god! I am not immortal!"
I wanted to scream, but my voice got stuck on my throat. And now, laying still on the ground, the wounds on my body did not defeat me: the wounds on my behaviour did. I am not a god. I am wrong. I blame myself. Why should I blame myself if I am not a god? And why am I not a god if I am guilty? Who am I after all?
Stop. Stop this philosophic thoughts. I have bruises all over my body. How can I shut my brains up? Can I ever rest?
What is the matter with me? I get wrong when I am cold. I get wrong when I burn. Neither racionality nor passionality fit me. I wrecked my life because I was cold. I killed my companions -it is just as if I had killed them myself- because I was cold. Himura defeated me because I was a pyre. What is the formula then? There should be one, should not there?
I do not want to think! I do not want answers just now! I am not a god! Why am I not allowed to have faults? I am not divine, yet I do not want to be judged for my humanity!
Someone save me from me...
I wasn't walking on water
I was standing on a reef
When the tide came in
Swept beneath the surface
Lost, without a trace
No hope at all, no hope at all
Oh, sweet miracle
Oh, sweet miracle
Oh, sweet miracle
Oh, sweet miracle of life