Chapter 2
"Wow Jess, it's been over a year since I've been here and I know I should come more often, but it's hard," his voice cracked. "Life has just been so. strange without you. Ya know, I think you would have been proud of me. Two weeks. yeah two weeks ago, I actually wrestled. God, Jess, I wish you could have seen it." a slow smile spread across his face.
"For the first time in many months, I didn't feel guilty or sad. I was happy. I just wish you could be here to share this with me," he blinked back his tears and cleared his throat. "It's hard, it really is. I'm only trying, each day to push myself, just to live for one more day, for you. There are nights when I just want to put a stop to all the pain; I just want to see your smiling face again. Hold you again, if only for a second, and tell you how much I love you. And I know I'll never get that chance, and it kills me," he paused, letting a single tear run down his cheek.
"It hurts so much to dream of you laying next to me and then wake up and you're not there. It's a cold and lonely world. and I . I miss you so much and I love you, I hope you know that." He brought one finger up to his quivering lips and placed a kiss on her name, before leaving.
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"Ladies and gentlemen, tonight's Raw has been brought to you by snickers, don't let hunger happen to you," King said and Rey turned up the volume. They were in Florida, Rey wanted to be there too, but he needed more time.
The cameras panned out getting a wide shot of the audience, he stared blankly at the TV and sighed. It was the sign that caught his eye; it had said Kane The Big Red Machine. Yes there were many signs for Kane, but this one stuck out. The design of the letters, the color of the sign. It just fit. The girl holding the sign had black hair, but it didn't hide anything.
The glass of water he had been holding slipped from his hand, shattering as it hit the hard wood floor. He must have only blinked and she was gone.
He dropped frantically in front of the TV, his heart raced. "Go back to the audience!" he screamed, "Go back! Please!" She had been there, he saw her.
"Wow Jess, it's been over a year since I've been here and I know I should come more often, but it's hard," his voice cracked. "Life has just been so. strange without you. Ya know, I think you would have been proud of me. Two weeks. yeah two weeks ago, I actually wrestled. God, Jess, I wish you could have seen it." a slow smile spread across his face.
"For the first time in many months, I didn't feel guilty or sad. I was happy. I just wish you could be here to share this with me," he blinked back his tears and cleared his throat. "It's hard, it really is. I'm only trying, each day to push myself, just to live for one more day, for you. There are nights when I just want to put a stop to all the pain; I just want to see your smiling face again. Hold you again, if only for a second, and tell you how much I love you. And I know I'll never get that chance, and it kills me," he paused, letting a single tear run down his cheek.
"It hurts so much to dream of you laying next to me and then wake up and you're not there. It's a cold and lonely world. and I . I miss you so much and I love you, I hope you know that." He brought one finger up to his quivering lips and placed a kiss on her name, before leaving.
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"Ladies and gentlemen, tonight's Raw has been brought to you by snickers, don't let hunger happen to you," King said and Rey turned up the volume. They were in Florida, Rey wanted to be there too, but he needed more time.
The cameras panned out getting a wide shot of the audience, he stared blankly at the TV and sighed. It was the sign that caught his eye; it had said Kane The Big Red Machine. Yes there were many signs for Kane, but this one stuck out. The design of the letters, the color of the sign. It just fit. The girl holding the sign had black hair, but it didn't hide anything.
The glass of water he had been holding slipped from his hand, shattering as it hit the hard wood floor. He must have only blinked and she was gone.
He dropped frantically in front of the TV, his heart raced. "Go back to the audience!" he screamed, "Go back! Please!" She had been there, he saw her.