Destiny's Game
Teaser: Just Want To Be Me
I never asked for any of this, to become this super heroine, loved and adored by all. Nor did I want to become their darling princess, the ethereal being in my past life. I am merely a shadow in comparison to her. I didn't ask for this.so why me? Now these disguises that continue to hide me, from myself that I can no longer identify.
I always thought that it could've been worst; that there are some good things Destiny did bring to me, like my friends.and my love. If only I could still believe in that!
I never once doubted their loyalty but it's their sincerity that I should've questioned, I gave up everything for my pleasing future that would make everyone happy, including me or so I thought. I would've had a kingdom to rule, my own court and my very own Prince Charming, if it weren't only an illusion.
Right now.right now I won't make the same mistake again; this is the last game of Destiny I'll be willing to play. I never would've allowed it if the reward isn't so tempting. What's the reward you say? 3 wishes to anything I want. Who would've thought going to the library with one of my so-called friends could lead me to the truth of the deceit that would've kept me in bondage for eternity.
So here I am in this strange new world, screaming my lungs out when I first arrived. Wasn't it enough that I had to throw away my teenage years, the time where life was supposed to be about parties and joyrides, to go out at night prowling the streets like a lunatic who has nothing better to do, all for the sake of rescuing people who doesn't even know me.the REAL me.
I had fallen hard on my butt when I landed, nearly got rape, and forced to become a priestess of some unknown god and later perhaps would cost me my life. Curse Destiny, for everything that it had put me through. Did they think that I was made of steel? That I would never break, Oh! But how easily I shatter. They have stolen my innocence from me, stolen my right, to a different person that I could've become.
I still remember it as though it was just yesterday, the memories only a thought away for they are forever etched in my heart, a begotten reminder of the games Destiny and Fate play. How naïve I was.for I continued to hope and believe, only to have them destroyed and abused.
It was as though time had stopped, as soon as the words got out from her lips. My best friend, scout and protector was only sticking around because of the Princess, HER that was supposed to be me. And they never would've been friends with a selfish, gluttonous dumb person like me. Is that what I am? Have they so aptly described me? When I barely know what lies beneath my shallow personality. I have already given up hope in finding out what else lies there, all because of them. I gave up my freedom for them. and this is how I am being repaid, by treachery and cold and heartless words?
Now in this new world where all the masks are dropped, I've seen the truth, that which they have hid from me, I will fight for the life that is rightfully mine, not Sailor Moon's or Princess Serenity but Mine.
Usagi was snapped out of her dark thoughts. "Lady Usagi, the ceremony is about to take place." The blonde haired general informed her.
"Hai, Nakago-san I'll be there shortly." Usagi responded softly, sighing.
Nakago.my new protector, could I trust him too? I guess I don't really have a choice; some time soon I'll be able to avenge myself and reclaim my life. I could wish that none of this ever happened. Yes, that's what I'm going to wish.to change the course of events that happened 4 years ago in that fateful day when my compassion for 1 cat with a bald spot on it's forehead robbed me of my sanity.
Soon.soon.it's all going to be over. I never asked for any of this so why am I stuck with all these responsibilities, all for what For the convenience of cowardly, ungrateful people? Why me???
A/N: Don't forget to review. This was just a stroke of inspiration thing so I don't know if it's good.
Teaser: Just Want To Be Me
I never asked for any of this, to become this super heroine, loved and adored by all. Nor did I want to become their darling princess, the ethereal being in my past life. I am merely a shadow in comparison to her. I didn't ask for this.so why me? Now these disguises that continue to hide me, from myself that I can no longer identify.
I always thought that it could've been worst; that there are some good things Destiny did bring to me, like my friends.and my love. If only I could still believe in that!
I never once doubted their loyalty but it's their sincerity that I should've questioned, I gave up everything for my pleasing future that would make everyone happy, including me or so I thought. I would've had a kingdom to rule, my own court and my very own Prince Charming, if it weren't only an illusion.
Right now.right now I won't make the same mistake again; this is the last game of Destiny I'll be willing to play. I never would've allowed it if the reward isn't so tempting. What's the reward you say? 3 wishes to anything I want. Who would've thought going to the library with one of my so-called friends could lead me to the truth of the deceit that would've kept me in bondage for eternity.
So here I am in this strange new world, screaming my lungs out when I first arrived. Wasn't it enough that I had to throw away my teenage years, the time where life was supposed to be about parties and joyrides, to go out at night prowling the streets like a lunatic who has nothing better to do, all for the sake of rescuing people who doesn't even know me.the REAL me.
I had fallen hard on my butt when I landed, nearly got rape, and forced to become a priestess of some unknown god and later perhaps would cost me my life. Curse Destiny, for everything that it had put me through. Did they think that I was made of steel? That I would never break, Oh! But how easily I shatter. They have stolen my innocence from me, stolen my right, to a different person that I could've become.
I still remember it as though it was just yesterday, the memories only a thought away for they are forever etched in my heart, a begotten reminder of the games Destiny and Fate play. How naïve I was.for I continued to hope and believe, only to have them destroyed and abused.
It was as though time had stopped, as soon as the words got out from her lips. My best friend, scout and protector was only sticking around because of the Princess, HER that was supposed to be me. And they never would've been friends with a selfish, gluttonous dumb person like me. Is that what I am? Have they so aptly described me? When I barely know what lies beneath my shallow personality. I have already given up hope in finding out what else lies there, all because of them. I gave up my freedom for them. and this is how I am being repaid, by treachery and cold and heartless words?
Now in this new world where all the masks are dropped, I've seen the truth, that which they have hid from me, I will fight for the life that is rightfully mine, not Sailor Moon's or Princess Serenity but Mine.
Usagi was snapped out of her dark thoughts. "Lady Usagi, the ceremony is about to take place." The blonde haired general informed her.
"Hai, Nakago-san I'll be there shortly." Usagi responded softly, sighing.
Nakago.my new protector, could I trust him too? I guess I don't really have a choice; some time soon I'll be able to avenge myself and reclaim my life. I could wish that none of this ever happened. Yes, that's what I'm going to wish.to change the course of events that happened 4 years ago in that fateful day when my compassion for 1 cat with a bald spot on it's forehead robbed me of my sanity.
Soon.soon.it's all going to be over. I never asked for any of this so why am I stuck with all these responsibilities, all for what For the convenience of cowardly, ungrateful people? Why me???
A/N: Don't forget to review. This was just a stroke of inspiration thing so I don't know if it's good.