Disclamers: Well I guess I should tell you that sadly, all the characters
in this story don't belong to me. So don't sue please ( hehe. OH and bye
the way, if u do not like the idea of Hotaru and Endymion together I would
appreciated that you wouldn't comment about it, all you had to do is not to
read this story. I just felt I should write something new, something that
not many write about, and that would be Hotaru and Endymion fictions. Well
happy readings!
Days seem to become months, and months soon became years. Three
years passed and young Hotaru was now 19 of age. It was the right time to
get married, but the thought vanished once she became Lord Endymion's new
slave. Almost every night he would come to her at night, demanding her to
please him and he pleased her in return. He never changes his cold and
bitterness ways, but she didn't mind, as long he was there with her. She
knew she loved him; she loved him from the beginning. Yes, call her a
coward, a derange women, how could she love the man that raped her the
first night she saw him and knowing that he never felt the same way towards
her. It was just how life was with her. Loving a forbidden man, a man
that his past plaque him. He never spoken to her about his past, but he
asked all kind of question about hers. It was almost as if he was
interesting. No, it couldn't be it. How could he be interesting in a
weak, ugly girl? No.he wasn't interested. But what was it that he felt
towards her, was it lust, loneliness, the need for a body, for a other
being. It might be all of that. One thing for sure, she didn't mind one
bit. It hurt her knowing that he would never love her the way she wanted
him to love, but just him being with her, pretending that he loved her was
enough for her to survive. She could be wrong. He could love her, but was
too afraid to admit it. Who knows? Only the Gods know.
She saw Chibi-Usa less and less since the beginning. She was growing up fast, and soon she will loose interest of her father's Mistress. She never saw Small ladies maids, but she felt like they were watching her. She couldn't understand why, she didn't need to be watched. She signed sadly, she wished she had friends, someone to talk to, she was always cooped up in her room, staring outside, watching him sometimes sparing. She envy Chibi- Usa sometimes, she wished she had her looks her talents, her friends. For only being 13, she was the most beautiful girl in the castle. Her long pink hair, tied up in two odangos, and with her two rabbit like ears, her bright red eyes. Yes, she envied her so much. Hotaru's hair remained the same. Her eyes held the same dull purple color. She looked at herself in the mirror, the first time in a very long time. Every since the appearance of her darker side, she never once glanced at the mirror, she was to afraid that she would be possessed. She couldn't bare knowing that. But today was different. She could look at herself, but she didn't like what she saw.
She knew that she couldn't bare any children; it was quite obvious, with Lord Endymion passionate nights with her, and after three years, never once she noticed the appearance of a newborn child inside of her. She really wanted a child; maybe Lord Endymion would grow to love her, or the child. He would feel the need to protect them both. She turned away from the mirror and walked again to her bed. Her maids would soon come fore her, making sure she was ready for diner. She waited for them, but at the meantime, she felt so tired and weak.
She was practically forced for diner even if she told her maids that she didn't feel well and she wanted to sleep. She couldn't understand why Lord Endymion wanted to speak to her so urgently. She noticed her love sitting across the end of the table already eating his late super. Her tummy growled despises telling herself she wasn't hungry.
After what seems forever, Lord Endymion noticed her from across the table, wearing one of her favorite dress he has gotten her. He fumed knowing she should be wearing his other dresses he bought her, but every time she would see him in special occasion she was always wearing that soft purple satin dress, though he had to agree that it suited her quite nicely.
My maids said you wanted to see me? I told them that I wasn't feeling well, but the pleaded me to come down at once." Hotaru said practically whispering. "Sit girl, don't make me look up at you." He said rather rudely, but he didn't mean to sound like that. Hotaru flinched at the tone of his voice, but did what she was told. "Yes, there is something I wanted to say that is very important. We are invited to a special ball. Lord Diamond invited us to his castle and he wanted both of us, though I don't understand why he wanted you to come, to come to his ball." He said, not looking at her, continuing eating. A ball. She never been to a ball before, she wouldn't know what to do or say to the people there. She remained quiet, not knowing what to say. "So, I want you to be at your best there. I don't want you to embarrass me in front of all the high people there. Do you understand me?" He said harshly. "But Lord, I do not know what to do, I've never been to a ball before." For the first time he glared at her. "Don't be stupid! Do you think of me as a fool? I'm not going to let you go there without experience. Lady Minako, Lady Makoto, Lady Rei and Lady Ami will teach you. The day after tomorrow your lesson will commence. The ball is in a month, you will be ready." He said, his voice a little harsh, but hoping that she understood. She nodded her head and excused herself.
Two days passed and Hotaru waited for her four new teachers. She waited in the study room, seated neatly. The door opened and the four Inner scouts entered. Hotaru smiled and admire them from afar. "Good morning Hotaru, how are you doing?" Lady Minako said, smiling brightly. "I'm doing fine, I hope you all are doing well?" She asked shyly. They all smiled and nodded. "So your first lesson would be how to dance. It is very important that you would learn how to dance. Now, I will teach you how to dance, Ami will teach you how to speak and Rei and Makoto will help you with your wardrobe." They all agreed and they left Minako with Hotaru. "Now, our first lesson is to learn how to hold your partner properly. Ok then," Minako took both of Hotaru's hands and placed them in hers. "Now you must hold him like this." She said motioning her hand over her shoulders and the other against her palm. "And the guy must hold you like this," she brought her hand over the young woman's waist and the other against her palm. "Now if your dress is to long, forget the shoulder, you don't want to trip over the guy, you're going to have to hold your dress with the hand that is placed on your shoulder" She smiled and they started to dance. "You see it's really easy once you get the hang of it." Hotaru fallowed her instruction and she started to smile and giggle. "I'm getting it aren't I?" Just as she said that, she stepped on Minako's foot. Making the young blond wince in slight pain. "I think we will need a little more practice." She said and signed. Hotaru simply looked away in shame.
Later that day, Ami was teaching her the ways of speech. She told her it was good to know how to greet her guest or someone who invited her. Hotaru listened carefully, learning every sentence, and ways of speech. She thought how Ami was so intelligent and beautiful, with her bright blue eyes and soft blue hair. "Hotaru are you paying attention, you need to know this if you are not to embarrass Lord Endymion.' Ami said, her tone a little harsh, but not meaning it to be so. Hotaru looked a way ashamed once again. This is harder than I thought. She signed sadly.
In the early evening, Makoto and Ray helped Hotaru on which dress to wear. The thought purple was her color, but wasn't sure if she should wear a dark purple or light purple. "She has pale skin, maybe light color wouldn't look so good, and do you think so Ray?" Makoto explained. Hotaru was going to give her opinion she loved the color black. "Makoto."She began but was cut in by Ray. "Well I think light purple would look good on her Makoto. Maybe if we mix the two colors together." Ray examined the two colors and placed them over Hotaru. Hotaru signed in defeat; they weren't going to listen to her.
She was so tired, all she wanted to do was to sleep and forget the horrible events that just happened today. She never thought that the four Ladies would be so annoying. She lay on her bed and dozed of for a few couple of minutes, until she heard the door opening slowly and the footsteps of someone. She remained still and calm. She knew who it was and she didn't want him to know that she was awake. It still felt strange to her every time he would sleep next to, trying to touch her, to make love to her. But it wasn't like she would stop him. He would like though that she would turn some affection, not that he cared about her or anything, he told himself.
He made love to her. Not the kind of love that she wanted, forced love, but she couldn't hate him. No, she loved him. It hurt her when she would hear him moan is past wife's name over and over. Almost like if she were his wife and not his slave. Hotaru lay curled up a few inches away from the dark Lord. She didn't know how she manages to survive this long. His constant abuse, sexually and verbally. She told herself that soon, he would learn to respect her and maybe, just maybe even love her. Her hopes and dreams were soon fading, just like her bleeding heart was growing stronger. She cried once again to sleep. Crying until her eyes burned and was dry. She heard him moan in his sleep, tossing and turning violently. He was calling out her name once again. She turned around facing him. She saw his pain and anger threw his face. His eyes were clamp shut tightly, and sweat roamed down his face. She sat up, covering her naked body with the white satin sheets and crawled next to him. She shook him gently, calling out his name softly. She felt him stire again. She shook him a little harder. "Lord Endymion, wake up, please." She felt him jerk from her voice and he opened his eyes. His dark blue eyes were gazing at her dark purple ones. He saw concern and fear in them. "Hotaru."He whispered. She couldn't help but smile softly. His dark face that he usually held vanished. But it didn't last, for soon after he saw her smile, his normal dark and monotone face reappeared once again. He sat up, the white sheets falling down to his waist and showing his well-toned muscles. Hotaru couldn't help but blush softly. She covered her naked body afraid that he might want to ravish her once again. If only once he could be tender and sweet when he would make love to her.
"Leave me be!" He roared. Hotaru was confused. Where would she go? This was her room and the only place she knew where to go. "But my Lord, I do not have any other place to sleep, this is the room you required me to sleep in." She said softly. He felt her shiver and he knew also that she feared him. He signed; he never uses to be like this. Not until she left him.He signed and lay back down. "Fine then, but don't talk to me." He said and turned his back towards her. She signed sadly and lay back down, in the same position as before, feeling cold and empty. ***Well that's it for now, sorry I couldn't write more. I'm having a huge writers block. Anyways I'll try to write soon, but reviews are highly appreciated (. Well hope you like this chapter.
She saw Chibi-Usa less and less since the beginning. She was growing up fast, and soon she will loose interest of her father's Mistress. She never saw Small ladies maids, but she felt like they were watching her. She couldn't understand why, she didn't need to be watched. She signed sadly, she wished she had friends, someone to talk to, she was always cooped up in her room, staring outside, watching him sometimes sparing. She envy Chibi- Usa sometimes, she wished she had her looks her talents, her friends. For only being 13, she was the most beautiful girl in the castle. Her long pink hair, tied up in two odangos, and with her two rabbit like ears, her bright red eyes. Yes, she envied her so much. Hotaru's hair remained the same. Her eyes held the same dull purple color. She looked at herself in the mirror, the first time in a very long time. Every since the appearance of her darker side, she never once glanced at the mirror, she was to afraid that she would be possessed. She couldn't bare knowing that. But today was different. She could look at herself, but she didn't like what she saw.
She knew that she couldn't bare any children; it was quite obvious, with Lord Endymion passionate nights with her, and after three years, never once she noticed the appearance of a newborn child inside of her. She really wanted a child; maybe Lord Endymion would grow to love her, or the child. He would feel the need to protect them both. She turned away from the mirror and walked again to her bed. Her maids would soon come fore her, making sure she was ready for diner. She waited for them, but at the meantime, she felt so tired and weak.
She was practically forced for diner even if she told her maids that she didn't feel well and she wanted to sleep. She couldn't understand why Lord Endymion wanted to speak to her so urgently. She noticed her love sitting across the end of the table already eating his late super. Her tummy growled despises telling herself she wasn't hungry.
After what seems forever, Lord Endymion noticed her from across the table, wearing one of her favorite dress he has gotten her. He fumed knowing she should be wearing his other dresses he bought her, but every time she would see him in special occasion she was always wearing that soft purple satin dress, though he had to agree that it suited her quite nicely.
My maids said you wanted to see me? I told them that I wasn't feeling well, but the pleaded me to come down at once." Hotaru said practically whispering. "Sit girl, don't make me look up at you." He said rather rudely, but he didn't mean to sound like that. Hotaru flinched at the tone of his voice, but did what she was told. "Yes, there is something I wanted to say that is very important. We are invited to a special ball. Lord Diamond invited us to his castle and he wanted both of us, though I don't understand why he wanted you to come, to come to his ball." He said, not looking at her, continuing eating. A ball. She never been to a ball before, she wouldn't know what to do or say to the people there. She remained quiet, not knowing what to say. "So, I want you to be at your best there. I don't want you to embarrass me in front of all the high people there. Do you understand me?" He said harshly. "But Lord, I do not know what to do, I've never been to a ball before." For the first time he glared at her. "Don't be stupid! Do you think of me as a fool? I'm not going to let you go there without experience. Lady Minako, Lady Makoto, Lady Rei and Lady Ami will teach you. The day after tomorrow your lesson will commence. The ball is in a month, you will be ready." He said, his voice a little harsh, but hoping that she understood. She nodded her head and excused herself.
Two days passed and Hotaru waited for her four new teachers. She waited in the study room, seated neatly. The door opened and the four Inner scouts entered. Hotaru smiled and admire them from afar. "Good morning Hotaru, how are you doing?" Lady Minako said, smiling brightly. "I'm doing fine, I hope you all are doing well?" She asked shyly. They all smiled and nodded. "So your first lesson would be how to dance. It is very important that you would learn how to dance. Now, I will teach you how to dance, Ami will teach you how to speak and Rei and Makoto will help you with your wardrobe." They all agreed and they left Minako with Hotaru. "Now, our first lesson is to learn how to hold your partner properly. Ok then," Minako took both of Hotaru's hands and placed them in hers. "Now you must hold him like this." She said motioning her hand over her shoulders and the other against her palm. "And the guy must hold you like this," she brought her hand over the young woman's waist and the other against her palm. "Now if your dress is to long, forget the shoulder, you don't want to trip over the guy, you're going to have to hold your dress with the hand that is placed on your shoulder" She smiled and they started to dance. "You see it's really easy once you get the hang of it." Hotaru fallowed her instruction and she started to smile and giggle. "I'm getting it aren't I?" Just as she said that, she stepped on Minako's foot. Making the young blond wince in slight pain. "I think we will need a little more practice." She said and signed. Hotaru simply looked away in shame.
Later that day, Ami was teaching her the ways of speech. She told her it was good to know how to greet her guest or someone who invited her. Hotaru listened carefully, learning every sentence, and ways of speech. She thought how Ami was so intelligent and beautiful, with her bright blue eyes and soft blue hair. "Hotaru are you paying attention, you need to know this if you are not to embarrass Lord Endymion.' Ami said, her tone a little harsh, but not meaning it to be so. Hotaru looked a way ashamed once again. This is harder than I thought. She signed sadly.
In the early evening, Makoto and Ray helped Hotaru on which dress to wear. The thought purple was her color, but wasn't sure if she should wear a dark purple or light purple. "She has pale skin, maybe light color wouldn't look so good, and do you think so Ray?" Makoto explained. Hotaru was going to give her opinion she loved the color black. "Makoto."She began but was cut in by Ray. "Well I think light purple would look good on her Makoto. Maybe if we mix the two colors together." Ray examined the two colors and placed them over Hotaru. Hotaru signed in defeat; they weren't going to listen to her.
She was so tired, all she wanted to do was to sleep and forget the horrible events that just happened today. She never thought that the four Ladies would be so annoying. She lay on her bed and dozed of for a few couple of minutes, until she heard the door opening slowly and the footsteps of someone. She remained still and calm. She knew who it was and she didn't want him to know that she was awake. It still felt strange to her every time he would sleep next to, trying to touch her, to make love to her. But it wasn't like she would stop him. He would like though that she would turn some affection, not that he cared about her or anything, he told himself.
He made love to her. Not the kind of love that she wanted, forced love, but she couldn't hate him. No, she loved him. It hurt her when she would hear him moan is past wife's name over and over. Almost like if she were his wife and not his slave. Hotaru lay curled up a few inches away from the dark Lord. She didn't know how she manages to survive this long. His constant abuse, sexually and verbally. She told herself that soon, he would learn to respect her and maybe, just maybe even love her. Her hopes and dreams were soon fading, just like her bleeding heart was growing stronger. She cried once again to sleep. Crying until her eyes burned and was dry. She heard him moan in his sleep, tossing and turning violently. He was calling out her name once again. She turned around facing him. She saw his pain and anger threw his face. His eyes were clamp shut tightly, and sweat roamed down his face. She sat up, covering her naked body with the white satin sheets and crawled next to him. She shook him gently, calling out his name softly. She felt him stire again. She shook him a little harder. "Lord Endymion, wake up, please." She felt him jerk from her voice and he opened his eyes. His dark blue eyes were gazing at her dark purple ones. He saw concern and fear in them. "Hotaru."He whispered. She couldn't help but smile softly. His dark face that he usually held vanished. But it didn't last, for soon after he saw her smile, his normal dark and monotone face reappeared once again. He sat up, the white sheets falling down to his waist and showing his well-toned muscles. Hotaru couldn't help but blush softly. She covered her naked body afraid that he might want to ravish her once again. If only once he could be tender and sweet when he would make love to her.
"Leave me be!" He roared. Hotaru was confused. Where would she go? This was her room and the only place she knew where to go. "But my Lord, I do not have any other place to sleep, this is the room you required me to sleep in." She said softly. He felt her shiver and he knew also that she feared him. He signed; he never uses to be like this. Not until she left him.He signed and lay back down. "Fine then, but don't talk to me." He said and turned his back towards her. She signed sadly and lay back down, in the same position as before, feeling cold and empty. ***Well that's it for now, sorry I couldn't write more. I'm having a huge writers block. Anyways I'll try to write soon, but reviews are highly appreciated (. Well hope you like this chapter.