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Still blundering like a baby, Rei gently led me to her room and sat me on her bed while she went to change and hand her chores over to Chad. While she was gone I laid back on her bed, enjoying the cool sheets against my hot skin. Just being here makes me feel safe, makes my troubles that little bit farther. Rei's come back dressed in a red T-shirt and black shorts with a comforting smile on her face. Most time she's like a dragon with me, fighting all the time. It's like she has two sides, like a coin. As I look up into her face I see she knows what the problem is, for such dark eyes I can see clearly in them. So caring...
"How do you feel about it?" she asked abruptly and catches me off guard, good old direct Rei. I sniffle a little before replying.
"That's the problem...I'm not sure. That's what scares me Rei-chan" I offer but it doesn't sound right and I turn my head away, face buried in her large pillow. It even smells like her, I relax more as I feel her warm hand rub slow, lazy circles on my back.
"Do you still love him?" she pushed the issue, I feel like she's trying to get at something that I should know. When I need her help she deliberately sugar coats the situation to make me feel better. I shudder violently as I try to answer her, it pained me to even think about it, him. My prince, my Tuxedo Kamen, my King, it was all for nothing. He had abandoned me far too many times; each time I took him back because I was too ignorant to face cold, harsh reality. My dream world of Mamoru is like my bed in a way. When I'm in it I feel warm and safe, my own little world. But then I face waking up, to a cold morning and the reality that is the world. The pain of my enemies pushes back into my safe world, into Mamoru. But not anymore.
"No, just a dream. I lived a fantasy world that I found strength in because I'm weak. Too weak" I barley breathed the words, yet they hold more power in them then any I have ever said. I curl up into a feral ball, still shaking.
"You want cold reality now? No more walls to protect you from things that would cause chaos in your life?"
I looked up into her big eyes and see such understanding that I feel like I have no secrets from her. Her eyes clouded for a moment before she leaned closer.
"Is that the way you feel about the Scouts? That we're just a comfort and nothing more?" she said, sounding hurt. I bolted up right and took hold of the miko's shoulders.
" I love the Scouts, you especially Rei-chan. You're my best friend!" I cried out desperately. The accusation hitting hard in my heart. How could she even think such a thing?
We stayed like that for a few moments in silence, not sure what to do next. Her eyes challenged my statement and me but I held true and stared back. Finally she sighed and took my hands in hers, holding them tightly.
"I'm glad to hear it Odango Atama" she teased and for the first time today I'm glad to be called by that nickname. But I don't let her know that, instead I put on a pretty little pout and turn my nose at her, pretending to be offended.
"Hmph, pyro" I shot back, glancing at her with one open eye I see her grin mischievously. Without warning she tackled me, making us both bounce on mattress like a trampoline. I couldn't help but giggle wildly, my heart cleansed of heartache thanks to my protector, my friend Hino Rei.
In my years as Sailor Moon I've had to put up with many painful attacks from our enemies but none were as bad as Rei's tickle torture attack. Tears roll down my cheeks again but this time out of laughter as I squirm under her touch. Her hands glide across my delicate skin, sending chill down my spine. For a moment I feel embarrassed but it soon passes.
A few minutes later I give in to her wicked ways and sag back onto her bed panting of air and still laughing lightly. She's leaning over me, laughing and red faced too. Our laughter fades as we stare at each other, oh gods she's so more beautiful then I could ever hope to be. My hand moves on its own as it gently strokes her cheek, cupping her chin slightly. She doesn't seem to mind and even covers my hand with hers. There was something, about the way she looked at me, such love and affection. Even after everything we've been through, Rei is there. More then Mamoru ever was. I suddenly feel attracted to her, as if I'm seeing her truly for the first time.
"Rei..." I whispered and she smiled. I sat up, supporting myself on my on elbow and lean towards her, eyes fluttering shut.
Ignoring the fact I shouldn't be doing this, despite that Rei may push me away I press my lips to hers. I waited for her to push me away, for her sweet taste to be taken away. To end this dream of her warm fire burning into me. But her passion didn't die out; it grew more as Rei kissed me back. I didn't care why she did, I just kissed ever harder, and taking my hand from her cheek I wrap it around her neck and pulled her on top of me.
Ironic isn't it? The one person I tell my love problems to is my true love. My life is really screwed.
Authors notes:
TheRealScotsman: Dude what were you on when you wrote this?
EPM: Shut up! I don't even know, its so corny. ppl this is my friend TheRealScotsman a fellow author. He write excellent fics but as a person he sucks!!
TheRealScotsman: Aiiiiiyyyyyyyeeeee!
EPM: Baka!!!*Whacks him upside head with frying pan* Sigh please be gentle when yopu review.
Thanks for the reviews. Keep them coming ladies and gents...
Still blundering like a baby, Rei gently led me to her room and sat me on her bed while she went to change and hand her chores over to Chad. While she was gone I laid back on her bed, enjoying the cool sheets against my hot skin. Just being here makes me feel safe, makes my troubles that little bit farther. Rei's come back dressed in a red T-shirt and black shorts with a comforting smile on her face. Most time she's like a dragon with me, fighting all the time. It's like she has two sides, like a coin. As I look up into her face I see she knows what the problem is, for such dark eyes I can see clearly in them. So caring...
"How do you feel about it?" she asked abruptly and catches me off guard, good old direct Rei. I sniffle a little before replying.
"That's the problem...I'm not sure. That's what scares me Rei-chan" I offer but it doesn't sound right and I turn my head away, face buried in her large pillow. It even smells like her, I relax more as I feel her warm hand rub slow, lazy circles on my back.
"Do you still love him?" she pushed the issue, I feel like she's trying to get at something that I should know. When I need her help she deliberately sugar coats the situation to make me feel better. I shudder violently as I try to answer her, it pained me to even think about it, him. My prince, my Tuxedo Kamen, my King, it was all for nothing. He had abandoned me far too many times; each time I took him back because I was too ignorant to face cold, harsh reality. My dream world of Mamoru is like my bed in a way. When I'm in it I feel warm and safe, my own little world. But then I face waking up, to a cold morning and the reality that is the world. The pain of my enemies pushes back into my safe world, into Mamoru. But not anymore.
"No, just a dream. I lived a fantasy world that I found strength in because I'm weak. Too weak" I barley breathed the words, yet they hold more power in them then any I have ever said. I curl up into a feral ball, still shaking.
"You want cold reality now? No more walls to protect you from things that would cause chaos in your life?"
I looked up into her big eyes and see such understanding that I feel like I have no secrets from her. Her eyes clouded for a moment before she leaned closer.
"Is that the way you feel about the Scouts? That we're just a comfort and nothing more?" she said, sounding hurt. I bolted up right and took hold of the miko's shoulders.
" I love the Scouts, you especially Rei-chan. You're my best friend!" I cried out desperately. The accusation hitting hard in my heart. How could she even think such a thing?
We stayed like that for a few moments in silence, not sure what to do next. Her eyes challenged my statement and me but I held true and stared back. Finally she sighed and took my hands in hers, holding them tightly.
"I'm glad to hear it Odango Atama" she teased and for the first time today I'm glad to be called by that nickname. But I don't let her know that, instead I put on a pretty little pout and turn my nose at her, pretending to be offended.
"Hmph, pyro" I shot back, glancing at her with one open eye I see her grin mischievously. Without warning she tackled me, making us both bounce on mattress like a trampoline. I couldn't help but giggle wildly, my heart cleansed of heartache thanks to my protector, my friend Hino Rei.
In my years as Sailor Moon I've had to put up with many painful attacks from our enemies but none were as bad as Rei's tickle torture attack. Tears roll down my cheeks again but this time out of laughter as I squirm under her touch. Her hands glide across my delicate skin, sending chill down my spine. For a moment I feel embarrassed but it soon passes.
A few minutes later I give in to her wicked ways and sag back onto her bed panting of air and still laughing lightly. She's leaning over me, laughing and red faced too. Our laughter fades as we stare at each other, oh gods she's so more beautiful then I could ever hope to be. My hand moves on its own as it gently strokes her cheek, cupping her chin slightly. She doesn't seem to mind and even covers my hand with hers. There was something, about the way she looked at me, such love and affection. Even after everything we've been through, Rei is there. More then Mamoru ever was. I suddenly feel attracted to her, as if I'm seeing her truly for the first time.
"Rei..." I whispered and she smiled. I sat up, supporting myself on my on elbow and lean towards her, eyes fluttering shut.
Ignoring the fact I shouldn't be doing this, despite that Rei may push me away I press my lips to hers. I waited for her to push me away, for her sweet taste to be taken away. To end this dream of her warm fire burning into me. But her passion didn't die out; it grew more as Rei kissed me back. I didn't care why she did, I just kissed ever harder, and taking my hand from her cheek I wrap it around her neck and pulled her on top of me.
Ironic isn't it? The one person I tell my love problems to is my true love. My life is really screwed.
Authors notes:
TheRealScotsman: Dude what were you on when you wrote this?
EPM: Shut up! I don't even know, its so corny. ppl this is my friend TheRealScotsman a fellow author. He write excellent fics but as a person he sucks!!
TheRealScotsman: Aiiiiiyyyyyyyeeeee!
EPM: Baka!!!*Whacks him upside head with frying pan* Sigh please be gentle when yopu review.