I stood outside the graveyard staring in. It was raining. It pounded on my back and I moved towards the covering of the white arc above the gate.
It was strange watching your own funeral. It was even more odd to only see four people there. I wondered where Manx and Barman were. They probably had work and weren't able to go...
"Depressing isn't it?" Schuldig asked as he leaned against the wall next to me.
"Buzz off, won't you?" I begged.
Schuldig smirked at me and began to search through my head. Damn it, I hated it when he did that. It'd been about a month since the lab fell and I 'died'. Schuldig often went through my head since I was the only one who hadn't been able to put blocks around my mind at all times.
"Does Pretty Omi still love his Mayfly?" Schuldig asked in a mocking tone.
"No, I despise anyone who can cry that much," I muttered as I turned back to stare at Nagi.
He was so beautiful. Even when he had tears dripping from his eyes. My Mayfly was perfect... That's why I felt guilty.
"It's time to go," Crawford said.
I nodded and entered the car. I turned to see Nagi look at where I had been standing before as we left. I heard his mind whisper my name as his surface thought. I still needed Schuldig to help me control my mind diving... I couldn't look at Farfello without falling in deep.
Bye Nagi. Too bad we can't be together. We could have been so happy, but Crawford doesn't like anyone who would betray him for any reason. If only he knew what I would do... Unfortunately I was still incapable of disobeying their wills. Schuldig and Crawford owned me ever since they trained me to do as they wished me too. The worst part is... Well, to be honest... I love you too...
I love you...too.
Notes: THE END! Well...Sorta... There's a sequel ^^;;; I'll either upload that today...or...well, tomorrow ^^ Maybe not till tomorrow ((12/19/02)) because I need to go to Seattle soon...hmm....shopping @.@
It was strange watching your own funeral. It was even more odd to only see four people there. I wondered where Manx and Barman were. They probably had work and weren't able to go...
"Depressing isn't it?" Schuldig asked as he leaned against the wall next to me.
"Buzz off, won't you?" I begged.
Schuldig smirked at me and began to search through my head. Damn it, I hated it when he did that. It'd been about a month since the lab fell and I 'died'. Schuldig often went through my head since I was the only one who hadn't been able to put blocks around my mind at all times.
"Does Pretty Omi still love his Mayfly?" Schuldig asked in a mocking tone.
"No, I despise anyone who can cry that much," I muttered as I turned back to stare at Nagi.
He was so beautiful. Even when he had tears dripping from his eyes. My Mayfly was perfect... That's why I felt guilty.
"It's time to go," Crawford said.
I nodded and entered the car. I turned to see Nagi look at where I had been standing before as we left. I heard his mind whisper my name as his surface thought. I still needed Schuldig to help me control my mind diving... I couldn't look at Farfello without falling in deep.
Bye Nagi. Too bad we can't be together. We could have been so happy, but Crawford doesn't like anyone who would betray him for any reason. If only he knew what I would do... Unfortunately I was still incapable of disobeying their wills. Schuldig and Crawford owned me ever since they trained me to do as they wished me too. The worst part is... Well, to be honest... I love you too...
I love you...too.
Notes: THE END! Well...Sorta... There's a sequel ^^;;; I'll either upload that today...or...well, tomorrow ^^ Maybe not till tomorrow ((12/19/02)) because I need to go to Seattle soon...hmm....shopping @.@